Only I know what I need

Some are watchers

Life is meat. Books are icing

We look for agreeable people and things

Sweat glands

 Apocrine glands secrete oily substances containing lipids, proteins, and steroids through hair canals and are found only in skin containing hair (restricted to the armpits, mammary, anal, and genital areas)

IV Sweat Gland

Fatten up hogs by feeding them corn.... my dad told me

I concern myself with my self first

mother trains baby to react/respond to environment

 it is lifelong

life eats life in order to live

Fake food= fake cell replication

 fake 

equals phony 

people

animals

plants

A faker can't keep up with their false facade

Who am I supposed to be? I asked my grandma. "YOURSELF" she answered.

 Just BE yourself

Invest in yourself. It is the only thing you own for life

Offensive behavior examples

 Looking like .. appearance: Dishevelled, a mess, crumpled wrinkled clothing
dirty looking apparel

Smelling like: stink, body odor, trash, garbage, poop, pee

Loud sounds from vocal cords. yelling talking too loud 

Acting mean obnoxious selfish thoughtless rude indifferent destructive

Typical conversation example: Like vs like and Like vs opposite

 Person 1 says "I found a pair of shoes"
Person 2 says "I also found a pair of shoes" or "I don't wear shoes"
SUBJECT : SHOES

Uniqueness is in every life form

Why it's necessary to talk to strangers: Counselors, psychologists as examples

 privacy issues

validation

release

If you say anything to anyone you are related to or associate with on a regular basis
they are going to remember what you say and do. They will be judgmental 

No one cares what you think.

PURE Hell is

 stuck anywhere stuck at home 

forced to listen to news politics

loud mouthed egotistical egocentric megalomaniacs

Critics are never happy

Beauty is universally loved

I can tell people a thing until I turn 27 shades of purple and they keep on doing what they do! : HABITS we have

 "You're not going to change me!"
"You're not going to change my diet"

I AM ME

I AM WHAT I AM

I must find truth by myself

Dance across the world... i will. ,,,,!

There are many things that catch your eye, but only a few that will catch your heart. Pursue them. -- Anonymous

ONE thing matters most

All of the books read and haven't learned the thing

Teaching effective when student is interested

Who am I like? Me

Look sweet hot meat. Cant touch that treat

 Fire in the hole

Block male access

Restrict. Reserve

Will the body heal with the right amount of everything?

 Nutrients

Water

Air

Temperature 

Sun

Movement 

Location 

Social.

Group

Trashy acting and looking females and males

 Cussing cursing 

foul language

talking too loud

boisterous

bossy

noisy

disheveled hair

dirty hair

stinky body

bo body odor

filthy clothes 

clothes that don't fit right

mean nasty attitude

tatoos marking body many places 

rudeness

I don't care about her age; if she looks good she looks good Mark said to me

One queen per area

 how big is the area?

There is only one success--to be able to spend your life in your own way. -- Christopher Morley

Fools fascinated with fancy stuff and people

Exhausted daily when every day and thing is a fight living with a narc

Fool doesn't appreciate what he has: He is always looking out there for something someone better. Nothing pleases him/her.

A fool and his mouth are full of stinking stupidity

 Sarah Stillwell

Shit stirrers: my mom called them this. Certain types of people do this

Change your thoughts and you change your world. -- Norman Vincent Peale

Look good Smell good Sound good Feel good Taste good

Look good

Smell good

Sound good

Feel good

Taste good

I do all of these 

the five main senses

sight, smell, hearing, touch, taste

feel good soft warm body

happy smiling sweet 

Wherever you see a successful business, someone once made a courageous decision. -- Peter F. Drucker

BUSTED. truth and reality opens gates of freedom

 he's been busted and doesn't know it

This is IT : the nutshell of my life : Abuse and relationships dot org I AM ALONE TO DEAL WITH THIS DAILY SITUATION

 https://www.abuseandrelationships.org/Content/NonIPV/communal_abuse.html

https://www.abuseandrelationships.org/Content/Behaviors/rage.html

Intuition ..my guts feel the truth without physical and immediate evidence

 shes gonna sing shes gonna dance

shes gonna romance

Success is often the result of taking a misstep in the right direction.-- Al Bernstein

Success is often the result of taking a misstep in the right direction.-- Al Bernstein

Dust to dust, Go if you must. . I wont be back. You lost my trust

 Sarah Stillwell 

Life is a beach. Bass turds created it

 Sarah Stillwell 

Why does everything have to be a bitch? He asked. Because bastards created it I answered

Brevity

 

https://www.inc.com/bill-murphy-jr/how-emotionally-intelligent-people-use-mark-twain-rule-to-become-exceptionally-persuasive.html

Brevity

Thanks Mark

Yours

Sarah

Some live life inside the tv. I live outside of it

 Sarah Stillwell 

Life is the best movie I'll ever be in

I watch the chaos and remain calm

Heartburn : had cake and frozen pizza last night

 something in the dough 

in baked goods premade at factories

causes heartburn  in me

I fixed this issue went for many years with no heartburn and 

discovered this is one thing causing this health issue

Spectators always know how to do it better

 Sarah Stillwell

 round thing in my face

she drives me crazy

skin is everything

clothes make total impression

exposing body areas boobs butt ass roundness small waist curves

eyes tell all

purse mouth ; lips smiling, noticed immediately, we respond automatically to the smile or

the frown

We don't see things as they are. We see them as we are. -- Anais Nin

My family is big hearted: Generous and lively

Each one has their own theme in life.

 Same things repeatedly happen in your life story

I am a survivor : solitude no emotional support with death loss and narcs

Only In Death

 worship

respect, admiration, praise, love, recognition, adoration, desire

Things that get me into trouble

 My appearance

Words, quotes, sayings,

Yoga, dance

Not aware of how I look : 

IE: my ass is showing when I

raise my arms to hang some clothes up outside on the patio.

* My nothing is showing in my crotch when I am wearing

leggings, tights, leotards, pants while I exercise stretch dance yoga and he

gets pissed off when he sees me do this in front of anyone but him

Being beautiful, trim, fit and smart is not going to solve all of your problems: IT will be a HUGE problem

Passion is more powerful than anger

Forgiveness is greater than vengeance