My natural self
beautiful pretty cute playful easygoing accepting balanced
see all sides colors vibrations flexible
organized fun loving
practical island open friendly
beach lover party parties get togethers
socializing loving kind helpful
empathic understanding free freedom loving unique
all of my qualities he hates and steals from me by deliberately saying and doing things to hurt me with no regard to my feelings yet expects me to be sensitive to all of his feelings and needs
he is at neighbors houses frequently and especially without telling me all his contacts with them
he does not want me at any of the neighbors houses becomes angry pissed and inquisitive if i ever visit any neighbor
yet he goes over to any of their houses constantly anytime he wants to go and expects me to stay out of it
he used to get jealous pissed when i was visiting debra phillips later debbie wall back in the late 90s. her and i would just visit sit and talk.
best for me to keep neighbors at arms length because he is tight with all of them and any of these people would tell him anything i say or do as he has them convinced he is such a useful and nice guy
this goes back over 34 years of his bonding with people in the neighborhood
tim lois nolan, irene and don rogers and family, mike michael wall and debra phillips wall, steve sharon duggan, chris rixner and wendy and anyone else he had over there, mark pollock down the street, ellen next door who stays in chris house he died 3 years ago, traci corsaut, barbara and darrell chism, ken and nancy matteson, peter webber on meadow lane, alex and mary lovely across street on kings hwy used to be rogers house
he sneaks around and texts chats talks to them in person sometimes telling me later he conversed with them
i should not say much more than hello to any of them due to him controlling the entire neighborhood
none of these people are beneficial to me anyway. they do not need to know any of my business or anything about me
he takes over every relationship i have with anyone he meets including my own family sons and seems to convince them he is such the intelligent smart capable nice guy and that i am the bitch the one causing problems all the time
every single friend and relative that he met... chuck strand, john layson, tony gomez, darin wise, jr huell bracher, kirk hupp,
he wants to know any person i know and get to know them to pry information out of them
stupid ball of stupidity. snowball effect. tip of iceberg reveals it all
warped thinking
have idea then look for proof
lacks scientific method
comes to conclusions based upon feelings with lack of evidence
is the problem and blames me for all of his problems
