Lg355fl
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living with disabilities. severe scoliosis. mental. isolation.
So who does he have fun with???
nobody ever wanted to share me or tie me up in bondage. they want to own me, possess me and be sure i am not with any other guy man male. they said/say stuff like "you're mine and nobody elses" and "if another person was involved in sexual encounters like a threesome or more "it would cause hard feelings"
a couple of guys tried it for fun then looked at me and said i can't do this to you..i want you free
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the psychologist psychiatrist therapist woman on youtube said it is pretty easy to figure out what someone's fantasy is by their outside persona, personality
she described in detail what my/your fantasies mean subconsciously
what is interesting is some fantasies i have now are the same ones i had when i was a virgin. i was 15 and a half when a scorpio trickster man took my virginity ...cold heartedly dumping me right after we had sex the second time
vigin fantasy; being loved by several men at once. this is something that i have never done. it hasn't happened (yet, i should say). not sure i could allow myself to be caressed and screwed by more than one man at a time.
just pure fantasy because in real life i can't stand the idea of stranger guys men touching me. this is why i never got a job dancing as a stripper in a club or adult place.
the innate desire is that i just want to be wanted by many. which, in the past was very very true. countless 100s approached me and i have no idea how many men wanted me but never said or did anything about it. the ones who secretly desired by body..i will never know.
adolescent males boys young and old men/man, guys want both these types of females girls women
saw a great video not long ago where the asian lady described this perfectly
the female they want is always out of reach
if they have the virginal one they desire the prostitute type
if they have the whore they want to virgin kind of woman
never ever satisified with what they have
always wanting someone out of reach the have to fantasize about, strive for and work their balls off for
the easier the girl is to get the less respect they have for her
they will screw my/your brains out and still have no respect for me/you and down deep hate my/your freeking guts all because you are there taken for granted all the time hanging around in their face. the more i do the less they appreciate care for. and he/they will never really love me or you as long as he thinks i am always going to be there at his beck and call or to be the doormat slave tramped into the dirt on the floor
i or you will never get the respect desire and love once he concludes that i am the easy or free type
stopped at a gas station the other day met the employee their
after a half hour or so of talking he was all over me
hugging, wanting a kiss i would not allow
Mirrors are mandatory.
For sight. Knowing what is coming at me.
Adding light into the room. Seeing what the outfits look like from
all angles
I can see how others see me.
If not for mirrors a person would never know how they look
Narcissist, narcissism? Or just wanting to be sure I look presentable in public or
private around other people who judge everyone and everything by sight, what they see instantly
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