Modern day Savages in the news. Ohio state July, 2026

 The sex urge is dominant even in the worst possible situations.

The male wants to keep the female quiet, in submission and make her easily available for his sexual desires at any moment. Captive. Isolated. 

Children are to remain quiet, uneducated, shielded from the outside world so they can't escape, cannot seek help. They know no different than the home they are in because he keeps them isolated from the neighbors, the world in general. They will not seek help because they do not know anything is wrong with their father's behavior. 

He/him/husband/partner/mate shields her from the knowledge, the world and wants her to keep her body covered up to everyone except him.

He is free to say and do whatever he wants. She is not.

He does not want her to know she is attractive to anyone else. 

He ogles other females girls women or whatever happens to turn him on at the moment. She is NOT to look at others and never make a scene or display of her body. She is to be kept under lock and key while he galavants roams around constantly looking for new victims.

He wants her to keep her mouth shut and submit to him at every moment. 

Just like this one movie I saw when he told her It will be all right if you don't say anything. Keep your mouth shut or I will cut your tongue out. She said one word and he did cut out her tongue. She had been kidnapped held captive raped repeatedly by 3 crazy insane brothers who lived out in the country on a farm like area with old sheds old house and no one could hear if anyone screamed for help. The girl was tied up in an animal pen made for hogs or chickens or something. Tied up with ropes so she could barely move and kept on the ground. Fed very little. She got pregnant by one of them; father unknown.

This news story just came out JULY 2026 with the state of OHIO being the location is similar to what these savage crazy animalistic males did to that woman in the movie.

MALES MEN WANT TOTAL CONTROL DOMINANCE over territory and females womens and children. Most will work in some fashion or career, usually outside of the home. They want to dominate the property they live in and outright own in free and clear and do whatever they want on their property in their residence or any other building they are in our in any outside place such as in the woods or the wilderness.

They want curtains/blinds closed. No one can see inside thru the windows. They will block out windows with anything like plywood, boards, drapery, curtains, blackout curtains, cardboard...whatever happens to suit them. 

Behind closed doors it is the same thing over and over... They want to be fed, have the woman take care of all cooking, cleaning and sex demands.

How people, a person, me end up isolated

 Live with a person like my grandmother Sarah, a narcissist.

She had one way to do all things: Her way. No disagreements allowed. 

Controlled who I associated with. Would not allow me to use my own judgement to determine character of others or anything else. Banned certain tv shows, food and drink, activities. Spending the night at most people's houses.

End result. A child then teenager then adult (ME) who lived her own little world controlled by her. 

I began writing in a diary at age 9. My release of her domination on paper by recording things that happened and writing my feelings and emotions on paper in ways that were kind of "coded" so if she ever found my diary/journals she wouldn't feel offended, take it personally and destroy my work.

Sweet memories of watching Damon

Realize I am old at 65. Took selfie pictures today. Look terrible.

It is no consolation to know other women go thru the same things I do. It does not fix the problem.

 removing myself from the situation is the only way to solve the issue

fixing a broken person is impossible

IMMATURE childish arrogant impulsuve

IMMATURE childish arrogant impulsuve

can't see consequences of his words and actions

violent hateful pushy aggressive loud mean haughty

UPBRINGING and gestation in his mother's womb formed him.

This created his diet, habits, thoughts, feelings, opinions.

He says he has his own mind and thinks for himself. True for some things but 

most things about him were formulated by family and experiences. Just like

most people. 

I really think the massive sugar he consumes,sodas, fruit juices, gatorade..old powder that

has been down in the pantry for years, bbq and  hot sauces, salt, artificial colors, flavors and food, 

alochol...rum in particular along with whiskey wine bourbon and beer,

the chemicals he has been and is exposed to have affected him terribly.

Something causes his hands to shake and I don't know what it is.

VISUAL is primary function. Constanly looking around. Miscalculating what I am

going to do, focusing on things and people and animals  he sees and frequently misjudging them. 

Will throw a fit over a scratch, real or not, on something like the car, a countertop or floor

but not bothered by grainy crap dirt and dust of floors and all thru the house and yard, garage and sheds.

Not bothered by bugs, spiders, ants, roly polys, flying insects. One day when he wakes up with bugs 

crawling all over him or mice in his bed on the garage floor he might be bothered.

scatters shit all over the place inside the house and in and around the yard.

says he cant find anything if it is put away out of his sight

covers kitchen table with papers, cups, mail, ads, seed packages, anything he feels like putting on the table.

Misplaces things then accuses me of moving them, taking them or throwing his stuff away

usea the wrong items and tools, kitchen items  to do things

wrong knife, uses same one for everything, a long bread knife

microwave lid, any big bowl, turkey baster pan ...uses any available container to get stuff out of garden instead of 

containers i bought specifically for that purpose

keeps old shit crap junk items no longer usable or inefficient for its purpose 

such as: the same old bathtub drain plug, metal, that leaks and does not fit right and has no strainer to keep hair or anything from going down the drain.

even smalls pieces of cloth, rags, jewelry, lots of things can end up going down the bathtub drain

does not know how to foresee consequences of projects or design things to prevent accidents

puts large fan in doorway from garage to entryway. i cut my leg open on it. he doesn't care. it

didn't happen to him.

leaves garden hose draped across the yard so people can trip over it and tells me

this and anything else he puts in the walkways or hallways is NO BIG DEAL JUST go around it

or move it out of the way. Same goes for the refrigerator disorganized often crammed with stuff

puts filthy shoes boots on top of surfaces we eat off of like the patio table

i bought or any surface top outside. 

plants trees, bushes, vegetables in garden and can't foresee how big they will get thus

causing lots of extra work and maintenance. totally unnecessary work that wastes time

will not listen to any information advice from me or anyone else. things  i learn from others or by doing internet searches

he will not listen to... just says shut the fuck up you think you know it all

thinks he automatically knows how to do anything without researching, asking advice

says whatever he wants to me without filtering it, without thinking first yet instantly

blows up if I say anything he deems is in disagreement with him

Makes quick decisions on things doesn't think them through ends up working more than twice as hard

as a person should on many things around here then blames me for all the stuff he has to do and

says I cause problems and start fights, harass and nag him every day

Death is a permanent release of it all. No more breathing. It's over for good.