Monday, April 13, 2026

Scattered brain. all over the place he is. disrupts me often. asks me why about most things

 why? tired? sugar salt junk food age aging body and brain? 

hands shake. c r s cant remember things sometimes

runs from one room to the other with no notice as if he has to do something as soon as he thinks of it

is it from dirt chemicals cell damage dehydration 

too much going on ?

a disease? or more than one disease or affliction 

is it psychology of childhood trauma starvation guilty conscience 

is it fear of missing out, of being found out?

is it desire for perfection?

is it a combination of many things?

he has short sleep cycles. snores terribly doesn't know it

says stuff he does not remember and does not want to have repeated back what he says or does

is it lack of plasticity of brain hardening of cells blockage causing constant confusion of his senses?

multiple times daily he says i said or did things i did not do and thinks other people think say and do things they probably do not do

he talks to himself when he thinks i cant hear him

he says thing to himself opposite of what he says to me sometimes

he calls other people bad names but not to their face because he does not want them to think bad of him










Friday, April 10, 2026

Male men conversations

 jumpy, not in depth, short sentences about work, money, material things, activities, events, cars, trucks, automobile 

go from one subject to the other quickly 


His associates are a mess and single without a woman

Strangers and associates frequently compliment me. NOT him

 on my good looks, brains, intelligence, ability, my face, hair, fit body, nice personality, talent, organizational skills, computer and cell phone savvy


Scattered brain. all over the place he is. disrupts me often. asks me why about most things

 why? tired? sugar salt junk food age aging body and brain?  hands shake. c r s cant remember things sometimes runs from one room to the oth...