Not one person looks at me like they love me

 and no one calls or comes over for me.

when husband looks at me in my face it is rare and when he does its a glare and an angry face. Yelling. 

Temperature is everything

 I was freezing this morning. I got up at 630 am. It was 60 degrees fahrenheit in my bedroom and bathroom.

Outside temperature is what controls my body temperature.

I cant get warm. Long dress.  Bra. Long sleeve shirt.  Another dress over that dress. Stockings leg warmers socks and slippers. It wasn't enough so I added a jacket. Two large candles burning. turned on heater in bathroom wall then turned on baseboard heater in bedroom. Still cold .

I feel terrible when I am cold. Always have.  Six months out of the year I feel like killing myself. 

Moving to a warmer place minimum 72 degrees preferably at least 85 is the only answer to happiness and feeling better.

Stupor Bowl. Stupid Bowl. Super Bowl. Tomorrow February 8, 2026

Sins: We all do them and cover them up to save face

Hollow bones. No back surgery. Jan 29 2026 neurosurgeon visit

 severe osteoporosis scoliosis. petite. screws might poke through skin on my back. 100% complications blood clots urinary tract infection

likely to have recurring surgeries

dr gandhoke india neurosurgeon  st lukes 4320 wornall kcmo

said i should swim every day. at least 4 days a week aqua therapy

Any field I want she said

 test scores ged high school equivalency

career assessment tests

umkc 1980 

counselors

told me i scored high in all areas 

math science english social

good however i may have difficulty deciding choosing which career field of endeavor to go into

diy house here