Keep Me Off Disability
living with disabilities. severe scoliosis. mental. isolation.
Saturday, February 7, 2026
Hollow bones. No back surgery. Jan 29 2026 neurosurgeon visit
severe osteoporosis scoliosis. petite. screws might poke through skin on my back. 100% complications blood clots urinary tract infection
likely to have recurring surgeries
dr gandhoke india neurosurgeon st lukes 4320 wornall kcmo
said i should swim every day. at least 4 days a week aqua therapy
Friday, February 6, 2026
Any field I want she said
test scores ged high school equivalency
career assessment tests
umkc 1980
counselors
told me i scored high in all areas
math science english social
good however i may have difficulty deciding choosing which career field of endeavor to go into
Thursday, February 5, 2026
Slacker when it comes to basic things. Runs off to get instant self gratification in other things
SLACKER when it comes to:
taking out the trash
solving problems of daily frustrations quickly
cleaning the bedroom, bathroom, living room, kitchen, garage, any room in the house
doing laundry, dishes
getting rid of animals cats dogs guinea pigs ferrets any kind of
cleaning up after pets
doing things with woman, wife, girlfriend that she likes
IMMEDIATE Self gratification:
Sex
food
get money
helping their weird friends and neighbors asap
He waits until last minute to do anything for me. I always have to wait and wait months years for anything.
Procrastinating. Stalling. Delay. Delayings. Does not want to do anything for me or with me.
Yet he breaks his back and nuts to run and help everyone else.
He hates having to listen to me, is resentlful of anything I need or want.
He can't stand the things I love and want and desire. Except for sex, that is the only thing he does and usually doesn't complain about during the act.
Once the act is over he leaves instanlty. Done with me.
Then gets mad saying "You tore my bed up" in a frustrated angry voice.
"Don't make a mess", "Clean it up right away. Don't spill anything anywhere."
in 2005 I waited two years until 2007 for the vehicle to be ready to drive.
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Any person I am talking to immediately diverts their attention to someone else or some animal or some other things in the area. They drop t...
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groceries or any other type of list he can only get a few things at a time at the store and it is usually the same stuff he buys whereas I ...
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am i really a failure? am i doing what i am able to do? OR am i unable to fit into other people's boxes, unable to keep up with dem...