Fool I am living with PIGS thinking I can change them clean em up!

The best defense is a good offense. Attack first before being threatened by the opponent. PREPARATION. Peaceful preparedness

 strategic planning, proactive actions, calculated risks

Why should I kill myself over an idiot fool?

I have to know the creature beast thing I am dealing with in order to cope

Little Billy in twilight zone episode is HIM

 billy mumy played the part of the spoiled brat who controlled the house

when he got mad at someone for not complying with his wishes he got rid of them

he was an immature childish rotten child full of hate 

that is exactly what he is

forcing others to watch what he wants on tv, to eat the shit he likes and agree with everything he says and does and say it is good

I have attracted all kinds of men the majority i dont want

Key is feign innocent innocence and be evil