days many said i was beautiful got prettier everyday
when i was desired
my kids children were little and innocent like me
i could work at least 8 hours straight
i received many random compliments
i could move my body dancing cartwheels hula hoop without much pain
to see who and how connected i am to countless human people.
instead of accepting it and being patient until it is resolved
finds something wrong with most things
learned experienced are permanent unless cells damaged or killed dead
i write as i did as a child
about life people in my life
observing behavior trying to understand it
seeing patterns in individuals and groups
people i know like and do things they learned in childhood
