Wednesday, July 1, 2026

Billy Milligan book I am reading

Recent things he focuses on. Says forget the past

 He never wants to hear his words actions tone of voice reflected back to him

He will claim he is being nice and in the right regardless of what he actually says or does.

Won't admit his horrible behavior.

Thinks of himself as a great person who rarely makes a mistake.


I need more recording devices here.

 Continuous recording cameras strategically placed in various spots on this property.


he was nice to me last nite soon as i got home 1010 pm. evil right before i left as usual

 Asked him why? He said because you are not being a bitch .

I don't believe him. Something happened while I was gone to cause his sudden niceness 

He said those you look nice. All white looks cool. Those shorts look new. Then he came in my room later trying to get sex. 

I laid down on bed in center bedroom. Just showered so I was clean. Put his head in my crotch for a minute then abruptly left the room. Came back with a wet rag. Put it on my belly started scrubbing it. Said rag had soap in it claimed by belly button stunk and I wasn't cleaning myself good enough.

Lie. I cleaned myself well.

Then he said his own belly button stunk earlier when he smelled it.

Funny behavior.

Reminded me of time I was on top of him he had something under his ass. A piece of perfumed paper from a sample ad between his butt cheeks. Weird.

I said I never get behind you to smell your butt. Why would you do that?

I realize he will focus on something that recently happened most of the time.  He will continue thinking about sex act for a long time afterwards like a couple of hours. 

He will buy something he sees someone else buy when shopping like food drinks gadgets tools anything.

Behavior last night makes me think he was smelling someone else's body and possibly started to have sex or did it so he wanted to do it again this time with me because we have not done it in a week or so and he said he thinks it's time.

I feel like I deal with Billy Milligan type more I think about the way he acts 

Multiple personalities he is not aware of in himself. Amnesia of his words and actions and accusing me of thinking and acting like him

Misplacing things and blaming me 

Insisting he told me things he never did. Why. Because he told someone else and can't remember who he told it to.

Insisting I went places with him I never did. Same reason.




Cleaner the house/home to more I can tell is someone has been here.

 One excellent reason to keep a very clean home.

Someone is putting things in the wrong places.

 Last night the mustard container was in the refrigerator door. It NEVER goes there.

Steak knives put into the wrong container on the kitchen counter... AGAIN

Only 2 people live here. Him and me.

I was gone lastnight from about 454 pm til 10 10 pm.