Male men conversations

 jumpy, not in depth, short sentences about work, money, material things, activities, events, cars, trucks, automobile 

go from one subject to the other quickly 

His associates are a mess and single without a woman

Strangers and associates frequently compliment me. NOT him

 on my good looks, brains, intelligence, ability, my face, hair, fit body, nice personality, talent, organizational skills, computer and cell phone savvy

There is no one to talk to but God and strangers

 i have no friends or family

for support

i am on my own

Last night He said i am the best thing that happened to him

 i told him to write it down and i will show it to him next time he gets angry pissed threatens me

that will probably be tomorrow and the next day

and the next

same pattern

ambivalence

Not excited about learning everything anymore esp government stuff

Things not normal about humans

 wearing clothes. cooking food. 

forcing themselves. going against nature 

eating wrong , when not hungry. substituting food for another desire.

forcing sex 

languages. words.

reading writing studying thinking building