Craigs

 several craigs i met

last one was man born april 1961. 

self employed owns outdoor sign co. a little taller than me. fit. active. dark hair. eyes i dont remember 

i was in line customer service sams club independence.

he was in front of me returning bad lettuce. he turned around saw me once overed me many times . sd are you shopping lets shop walk together. 

told me his life story in the store. 

married 7 kids wife eating trash fast food talking suicide. doesnt want sec much anymore . accusing him of being with other women

he sd if people didnt have to work so much they would be having sex more often.

Super fast at..

 turning wrench. putting material things together. 

answering phone and texts

grabbing food

Jumps to conclusions based on feelings

 without evidence. lacks research

Mechanic not an engineer

Not one person looks at me like they love me

 and no one calls or comes over for me.

when husband looks at me in my face it is rare and when he does its a glare and an angry face. Yelling. 

Temperature is everything

 I was freezing this morning. I got up at 630 am. It was 60 degrees fahrenheit in my bedroom and bathroom.

Outside temperature is what controls my body temperature.

I cant get warm. Long dress.  Bra. Long sleeve shirt.  Another dress over that dress. Stockings leg warmers socks and slippers. It wasn't enough so I added a jacket. Two large candles burning. turned on heater in bathroom wall then turned on baseboard heater in bedroom. Still cold .

I feel terrible when I am cold. Always have.  Six months out of the year I feel like killing myself. 

Moving to a warmer place minimum 72 degrees preferably at least 85 is the only answer to happiness and feeling better.

Stupor Bowl. Stupid Bowl. Super Bowl. Tomorrow February 8, 2026