Sunday, May 24, 2026

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NEAT CLEAN ORDERLY 

Military methods

Hospitals

Government

Schools

Funeral homes

Nursing homes, care facilities

Businesses like Walmart. 

Professional offices

Restaurants

Uniform, dressed in uniforms

Clean

Sanitary Hygienic

Methodical

Ergonomic

Sensible

Proactive

Polite

Focused

Lots of room between things

Large aisles

Roomy, plenty and lots of room to move, shop, find things

Sensible

Organized

Categorized

Items in place in designated areas

ZERO clutter

Ventilation is excellent. 

Plenty of fresh air movement

Efficient

Temperature controlled

Well managed


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DIRECT OPPOSITE of slothful, being a slob or a sloth, lazy, laziness, dirty, filthy, nasty, messy, smelly, stinky, cluttered, disorganized, disarray, scattered, mismatched, rude, uncouth, dissheveled, pig like, disorderly, slack slacking, misspelled, mis pronounced, bad grammar, inefficient, crooked



The last time he tells me to shut the fuck up. Yesterday

Saturday, May 23, 2026

I have never seen her do any work. She just looks cute

 the girl. she is my son's girlfriend. kayla. 

kayla is single and said she doesnt want to get married 

she has 2 boy children by two different men like i do did. 

 he is married to my daughter in law. 

kayla just looks cute and sits there. she plays pool sometimes. sits at the dining room table eating or doing crafts. 

cooking? cleaning? working? a job? appearing educated with a career? no to all of these 

what are her talents. sex. squirting on video.   what is his strong attraction to her? why is he?

makes me wonder why i have wasted my time and life working, cooking. shopping. catering. cleaning. babysitting. studying. reading. wanting to go back to school college to get a better degree

when all i really have to do is be cute little and fun. and sexy innocent acting.

and i could have relationships or sex a ships with many men and never have to live with them or marry them 

then i would be treated like a queen

the one they cannot own or rule

they cant possess dominate control abuse torture humiliate ridicule

these guys would enjoy my companionship and give me time attention things and money and i am free of all of their bull shit jerk ways

if they screw up i disappear forever. it is that simple.

no fights. no divorce. no dividing assets. 

just take off and go on to the next guy who acts loving and responsible.

the minute he slips i disappear.

they would have no legal hold on me.

no rights. no entitlement. 

as it is marriage means he thinks he is entitled to whatever he wants me to do.






Tons of free movies to watch

 found on Tubi the other day. pluto tv and lots of other apps have loads of free movies and shows.

want to watch but i know i will not watch them all 

never will because new movies are always coming out 

if i lived to be 500 i could not see all broadcast shows. and most crap i dont want to see or experience anyway

i have a life to live. whats left of it. could be 5 or 10 years. dont know how much longer i will live.

i am going to guess at 75 i will be dead.

seems to be a common age to die around here.

might happen alot sooner if i cant see to get around. my eyes are doing funny things.



Stir ice cream with a spoon. Add milk make a shake.

 started doing stirring to make it creamy like soft serve when i was a little girl

6 Eggs in a pot

 when i was a little girl i had a little aluminum pot that held six eggs perfectly. i was so astounded and happy i told all my friends. they weren't excited as i was. 

i would boil the eggs until they were done. hard boiled eggs.

little did i know about 55 years later i would be doing the same thing in a different pot. soft boiled is my favorite. hard to do so they usually end up with nice yellow cooked centers never green.

and do a lot of frying over easy or basted in bacon grease and lots of scrambling. too . pan preferred but use microwave often for oe or scrambled eggs 

anything but raw eggs.

poached are very nice but hard to do in poacher pan over boiling water. dont have that type of pot anymore


My life is the best movie I ever lived

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