Keep Me Off Disability
living with disabilities. severe scoliosis. mental. isolation.
Wednesday, May 27, 2026
Sunday, May 24, 2026
NEAT CLEAN ORDERLY Places
NEAT CLEAN ORDERLY
Military methods
Hospitals
Government
Schools
Funeral homes
Nursing homes, care facilities
Businesses like Walmart.
Professional offices
Restaurants
Uniform, dressed in uniforms
Clean
Sanitary Hygienic
Methodical
Ergonomic
Sensible
Proactive
Polite
Focused
Lots of room between things
Large aisles
Roomy, plenty and lots of room to move, shop, find things
Sensible
Organized
Categorized
Items in place in designated areas
ZERO clutter
Ventilation is excellent.
Plenty of fresh air movement
Efficient
Temperature controlled
Well managed
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DIRECT OPPOSITE of slothful, being a slob or a sloth, lazy, laziness, dirty, filthy, nasty, messy, smelly, stinky, cluttered, disorganized, disarray, scattered, mismatched, rude, uncouth, dissheveled, pig like, disorderly, slack slacking, misspelled, mis pronounced, bad grammar, inefficient, crooked
Saturday, May 23, 2026
I have never seen her do any work. She just looks cute
the girl. she is my son's girlfriend. kayla.
kayla is single and said she doesnt want to get married
she has 2 boy children by two different men like i do did.
he is married to my daughter in law.
kayla just looks cute and sits there. she plays pool sometimes. sits at the dining room table eating or doing crafts.
cooking? cleaning? working? a job? appearing educated with a career? no to all of these
what are her talents. sex. squirting on video. what is his strong attraction to her? why is he?
makes me wonder why i have wasted my time and life working, cooking. shopping. catering. cleaning. babysitting. studying. reading. wanting to go back to school college to get a better degree
when all i really have to do is be cute little and fun. and sexy innocent acting.
and i could have relationships or sex a ships with many men and never have to live with them or marry them
then i would be treated like a queen
the one they cannot own or rule
they cant possess dominate control abuse torture humiliate ridicule
these guys would enjoy my companionship and give me time attention things and money and i am free of all of their bull shit jerk ways
if they screw up i disappear forever. it is that simple.
no fights. no divorce. no dividing assets.
just take off and go on to the next guy who acts loving and responsible.
the minute he slips i disappear.
they would have no legal hold on me.
no rights. no entitlement.
as it is marriage means he thinks he is entitled to whatever he wants me to do.
Tons of free movies to watch
found on Tubi the other day. pluto tv and lots of other apps have loads of free movies and shows.
want to watch but i know i will not watch them all
never will because new movies are always coming out
if i lived to be 500 i could not see all broadcast shows. and most crap i dont want to see or experience anyway
i have a life to live. whats left of it. could be 5 or 10 years. dont know how much longer i will live.
i am going to guess at 75 i will be dead.
seems to be a common age to die around here.
might happen alot sooner if i cant see to get around. my eyes are doing funny things.
Stir ice cream with a spoon. Add milk make a shake.
started doing stirring to make it creamy like soft serve when i was a little girl
6 Eggs in a pot
when i was a little girl i had a little aluminum pot that held six eggs perfectly. i was so astounded and happy i told all my friends. they weren't excited as i was.
i would boil the eggs until they were done. hard boiled eggs.
little did i know about 55 years later i would be doing the same thing in a different pot. soft boiled is my favorite. hard to do so they usually end up with nice yellow cooked centers never green.
and do a lot of frying over easy or basted in bacon grease and lots of scrambling. too . pan preferred but use microwave often for oe or scrambled eggs
anything but raw eggs.
poached are very nice but hard to do in poacher pan over boiling water. dont have that type of pot anymore
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Any person I am talking to immediately diverts their attention to someone else or some animal or some other things in the area. They drop t...
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casino gambling a little bit. had enough of that bull shit when the neighbor took me over 10 years ago. she would give me 5 dollars. i los...
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groceries or any other type of list he can only get a few things at a time at the store and it is usually the same stuff he buys whereas I ...