He panics over everything. Every little thing. Anxious. Anxiety filled. Nervous

 a drop of water
a late package
watching me or anyone eat and drink

he thinks people are watching him
thinks postal employess steal mail 
thinks govt is monitoring all things

The look for me. Female woman girl

 long lovely shiny straight hair

satin smooth skin

slim trim tight muscles

firm ass butt breasts

clean shiny natural fingernails

long elegant fingers

manicured toenails and fingernails

wide open clear eyes

dark brown iris and white whites of eyes

small smile at all times turning to big smile sometimes

head uplifted , straight. tilted to side, 

mouth in o shape at right time

zero frown worry lines between eyebrows

thick black brows

reddish purple lips 

plain lipgloss

smooth hair free face

legs great asset

butt great asset

small firm boobs lightly seen

pokies covered in lightly padded push up bra

best colors

black dark red burgundy dark green. blue. purple

white

Impulsive he is. As soon as he thinks of something he says or does it

 he runs off in the middle of a conversation constantly

cant focus on food he is eating. answers phone immediately regardless of what he is doing

jumps up feeds cats outside or runs to the garage or outside ..whatever thought comes to mind he does it as fast as possible

has no regard for what he says to me. no filter most of the time.

gets up in morning. sometimes has plans to do things i do not know about until the last second

eats while working 

eats while using the computer

usually eats cereal or some carb item around 9 to 10 am 1030 am 

chews fast. eats way too fast

sees a snack anywhere and eats some of it

eats food while preparing it or if giving some chicken to the cats has to have a bite of it even tho not hungry

has very little self control

hard to think 30 seconds ahead

He spends money and time on

 fast food. will drive long distances for it if necessary

cars, car and truck parts. will drive a long way to get this stuff

house improvements. yard work. yard improvements.

listening to news especially non mainstream garbage

watching neighbors and other people everywhere

satisfying immediate desires

feeling like he is missing out

concerns about death and after life instead of enjoying the moment

People who are fit that eat right and exercise are beautiful

Exercise using equipment for a few weeks. Helping

 and I might be gaining muscle

arms, back, legs, whole body

Turning point soon at 65 in July 2026