He fails to recognize the good things anyone does especially me. He has zero appreciation for existence or efforts or purpose of other people

He reluctantly and hatefully does things for me. He detests having to do anything for me.

He keeps track of all things he does for others or "gives" or buys for them right down to the penny

 He never really gives anyone anything

He expects to be paid for all things just because he is alive

The little girl is key to kayla getting what she wants.

 and I read that a woman acts like a little girl around a man when she feels safe and protected by him

some actresses/models with this essence

audrey hepburn, marilyn monroe, 

Liz Lizzy kitty same name as my 2 best girlfriends.

Pooping and peeing. Most important thing is elimination.

Jumbled up scattered puzzle pieces coming together

 when I look back over the years remembering all kinds of weird stuff that has happened things begin to start making some sense now