fast food. will drive long distances for it if necessary
cars, car and truck parts. will drive a long way to get this stuff
house improvements. yard work. yard improvements.
listening to news especially non mainstream garbage
watching neighbors and other people everywhere
satisfying immediate desires
feeling like he is missing out
concerns about death and after life instead of enjoying the moment
and I might be gaining muscle
arms, back, legs, whole body
i have yet to find out
i may never find out all of them
it gets deeper and harder to deal with everyday
just to know where I am it.
other than that he ignores me or yells
he talks to someone late at night in his bedroom in that soft sexy voice...i do not know what app or site he uses or if he is using the phone while texting and talking.
i will find out one way or another
he keeps a close eye on where i am so he can sneak off and do his business in other places
