Saturday, February 7, 2026

Stupor Bowl. Stupid Bowl. Super Bowl. Tomorrow February 8, 2026

Sins: We all do them and cover them up to save face

Hollow bones. No back surgery. Jan 29 2026 neurosurgeon visit

 severe osteoporosis scoliosis. petite. screws might poke through skin on my back. 100% complications blood clots urinary tract infection

likely to have recurring surgeries

dr gandhoke india neurosurgeon  st lukes 4320 wornall kcmo

said i should swim every day. at least 4 days a week aqua therapy


Friday, February 6, 2026

Any field I want she said

 test scores ged high school equivalency

career assessment tests

umkc 1980 

counselors

told me i scored high in all areas 

math science english social

good however i may have difficulty deciding choosing which career field of endeavor to go into



diy house here

Thursday, February 5, 2026

Slacker when it comes to basic things. Runs off to get instant self gratification in other things

SLACKER when it comes to:

 taking out the trash

solving problems of daily frustrations quickly

cleaning the bedroom, bathroom, living room, kitchen, garage, any room in the house

doing laundry, dishes

getting rid of animals cats dogs guinea pigs ferrets any kind of

cleaning up after pets

doing things with woman, wife, girlfriend that she likes



IMMEDIATE Self gratification:

Sex

food

get money 

helping their weird friends and neighbors asap








He waits until last minute to do anything for me. I always have to wait and wait months years for anything.

 Procrastinating. Stalling. Delay. Delayings. Does not want to do anything for me or with me.

Yet he breaks his back and nuts to run and help everyone else.

He hates having to listen to me, is resentlful of anything I need or want. 

He can't stand the things I love and want and desire. Except for sex, that is the only thing he does and usually doesn't complain about during the act. 

Once the act is over he leaves instanlty. Done with me.

Then gets mad saying "You tore my bed up" in a frustrated angry voice.

"Don't make a mess",  "Clean it up right away. Don't spill anything anywhere."

in 2005 I waited two years until 2007 for the vehicle to be ready to drive.