Tuesday, February 3, 2026

Monday, February 2, 2026

low class bring each other down. high the opposite

dont look talk or be too nice

 huge people pleasing mistakes i have made

been many places

was taught to always be nice to everyone

bad thing to do. wrong advice.

wasted years 

missed great opportunities

at gatherings social scenes some undesirable person starts talking to me and i talk back not wanting to appear snobby rude hateful arrogant proud goody 2 shoes and they wasted my time because the desirable ones saw me associating with crumbs and walked away

if i would have had a brain i would have understood what grandma sarah told me ...keep them at arms length. ignore the undesirables. keep to yourself. dont tell everybody everything. dont mingle lie down with dogs scum trash they will drag you down to their level.

when young i let people take advantage of me fearing i would be injured or killed or called bad names like a prick teaser.

the injuries and humiliation i endured is far worse than it would have been if i would have kept quiet to most and reserved my discussions to a select high quality few people


mind your own business. keep personal things to yourself. 

look good. be classy. be aloof. 


I have a long long list of past weirdos

 its so many pages it would be an encyclopedia set


Types attracted to me

 hard up. have a hard time getting females they really want

weirdos

old men young ones who dont know any better

undesirables unwanted rejects

inferiors freaks

creep creeps creepy 

married creepy men bozos

grade 5 or below on a scale of 1 to 10

single goofy strange

liars cheats criminals thieves burglars convicts

nasty dirty filthy

illiterate uneducated

ones who would fuck screw about anything

low quality

fools

selfish mean rude obnoxious 

hateful 

primitive caveman type

boisterous blunt crude


manual laborers


He wants to look perfect for his sisters

flawless skin and hair and clothes and shoes cars truck no scars or blemishes they scrutinize judge his appearance the same as he does to al...