test scores ged high school equivalency
career assessment tests
umkc 1980
counselors
told me i scored high in all areas
math science english social
good however i may have difficulty deciding choosing which career field of endeavor to go into
Friday, February 6, 2026
Thursday, February 5, 2026
Slacker when it comes to basic things. Runs off to get instant self gratification in other things
SLACKER when it comes to:
taking out the trash
solving problems of daily frustrations quickly
cleaning the bedroom, bathroom, living room, kitchen, garage, any room in the house
doing laundry, dishes
getting rid of animals cats dogs guinea pigs ferrets any kind of
cleaning up after pets
doing things with woman, wife, girlfriend that she likes
IMMEDIATE Self gratification:
Sex
food
get money
helping their weird friends and neighbors asap
He waits until last minute to do anything for me. I always have to wait and wait months years for anything.
Procrastinating. Stalling. Delay. Delayings. Does not want to do anything for me or with me.
Yet he breaks his back and nuts to run and help everyone else.
He hates having to listen to me, is resentlful of anything I need or want.
He can't stand the things I love and want and desire. Except for sex, that is the only thing he does and usually doesn't complain about during the act.
Once the act is over he leaves instanlty. Done with me.
Then gets mad saying "You tore my bed up" in a frustrated angry voice.
"Don't make a mess", "Clean it up right away. Don't spill anything anywhere."
in 2005 I waited two years until 2007 for the vehicle to be ready to drive.
Realizations. My mother.
Mother. Beautiful without makeup. Lived in bad part of town. Associated with low life people but she was the queen of the neighborhood: Clean, beautiful, intelligent, pure, nice to all people.
She loved art, drawing, writing, crosswords, puzzles, reading, sewing, babysitting, working hard, painting, cooking simple things and eating cakes, pies, drinking iced tea ..instant lipton with sugar and drinking sodas especially pepsi. This is what caused her weight gain. I have pictures of her and me when I was about 1-3 years old and she was slim trim dressed very nice and, of course, strikingly beautiful.
She believed in god and Jesus Christ. Religious and faithfully attended church weekly if not more often. She prayed for the evil, the lost and wicked people.
She was gentle. Extremely soft and gently and easy going. She loved animals and babies, children and all people except the ones who were mean, rude, uncouth, drunkards yet she ended up with the mean, brash low lifes. Perhaps she thought she would influence them in good ways so they would become better and nicer people. It did not work. It never works. The crumbs will stay crummy unless they come to the realization that they need to change their ways..
These were her qualities and downfalls as are mine.
I cannot change a toad or a wolf into a beautiful swan or any other gorgeous being.
Tuesday, February 3, 2026
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