I must have mold on the brain and my whole body is loaded with mold fungi bugs and toxic waste from all of it
Keep Me Off Disability
Tuesday, June 25, 2024
I feel better when I leave this house
Currently feeling like crap
Tired. Coughing and hacking up phlegm for over a week now
Just ate breakfast at 4 pm. Now need to rest
For many years I remember noticing how much better I feel as soon as I get out of this house
I don't know what it is. Don't know why.
Told my son back in 2020 I noticed I feel better in his house and the only thing I concluded was it must be the air. Quality of air must be much better than in my house.
This house makes me sick
What I spend my time doing
Trying to maintain my sanity
Trying to survive living with an insane person
Watching videos about narcissist and sociopath so I can deal with it daily
Researching health and nutrition, mental health
Dealing with chronic and intense back pain daily
Unable to maintain regular levels of energy on a daily basis do to health issues which I now suspect is mold related caused induced perpetuated by the things we have in the house. This has been going on for eons. Mold fungi fungus dander dirt dust mites bugs roaches all kinds of pest and people allergies
Food experiments. Shopping for food. Finding food. Eating in peace anytime I possibly can.
Concluding I can't communicate with one who is unable to
Monday, June 24, 2024
CONTROLLING BEHAVIORS HE DOES, HAS DONE, STILL DOES
TELLING ME NOT TO WASH MY FACE IN THE SINK BECAUSE IT SPLASHES WATER. HE TOLD ME THIS STUPIDITY MORE THAN 30 YEARS AGO. SICK, BECAUSE WASHING THE FACE IS VERY GOOD AND REQUIRED FOR HEALTH
ATTEMPTING TO STOP WHATEVER I AM DOING IF HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND IT
DEMANDING AN EXPLANATION AS TO WHY I EVEN LOOK INTO ANOTHER ROOM, GO INTO A ROOM, GO OUT THE DOOR, MOVE MY VEHICLE OUTSIDE, HANG CLOTHES OUT
NOT NORMAL THINGS TO DO. THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO LIVE
WEARING HEADPHONES/EARPHONES ALL THE TIME
CONFINE ONESELF TO THE HOUSE
24/7 NEWS LISTENING
FOLLOWING HOUSE MEMBERS AROUND NOT ALLOWING THEM TO DO ANYTHING, MOVE THINGS, CLEAN, EAT
HE DOES THIS STUFF AND THINKS IT IS NORMAL
HE SAYS NUCLEAUR WAR IS IMMINENT. JUST WAITING FOR IT TO HAPPEN, LIKE RUSSIA TO HIT US,
I'm betting it's mold in here
I must have mold on the brain and my whole body is loaded with mold fungi bugs and toxic waste from all of it
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