Tuesday, June 25, 2024

I'm betting it's mold in here

 I must have mold on the brain and my whole body is loaded with mold fungi bugs and toxic waste from all of it

I feel better when I leave this house

 Currently feeling like crap 

Tired. Coughing and hacking up phlegm for over a week now 

Just ate breakfast at 4 pm. Now need to rest 

For many years I remember noticing how much better I feel as soon as I get out of this house 

I don't know what it is. Don't know why.

Told my son back in 2020 I noticed I feel better in his house and the only thing I concluded was it must be the air. Quality of air must be much better than in my house.

This house makes me sick 


What I spend my time doing

Trying to maintain my sanity 

Trying to survive living with an insane person 

Watching videos about narcissist and sociopath so I can deal with it daily 

Researching health and nutrition, mental health 

Dealing with chronic and intense back pain daily 

Unable to maintain regular levels of energy on a daily basis do to health issues which I now suspect is mold related caused induced perpetuated by the things we have in the house. This has been going on for eons. Mold fungi fungus dander dirt dust mites bugs roaches all kinds of pest and people allergies 

Food experiments. Shopping for food. Finding food. Eating in peace anytime I possibly can.

Concluding I can't communicate with one who is unable to 


Monday, June 24, 2024

CLEAN IS ATTRACTIVE, CUTE, HANDSOME, PRETTY

CONTROLLING BEHAVIORS HE DOES, HAS DONE, STILL DOES

 TELLING ME NOT TO WASH MY FACE IN THE SINK BECAUSE IT SPLASHES WATER. HE TOLD ME THIS STUPIDITY MORE THAN 30 YEARS AGO. SICK, BECAUSE WASHING THE FACE IS VERY GOOD AND REQUIRED FOR HEALTH


ATTEMPTING TO STOP WHATEVER I AM DOING IF HE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND IT

DEMANDING AN EXPLANATION AS TO WHY I EVEN LOOK INTO ANOTHER ROOM, GO INTO A ROOM, GO OUT THE DOOR, MOVE MY VEHICLE OUTSIDE, HANG CLOTHES OUT


NOT NORMAL THINGS TO DO. THIS IS NOT THE WAY TO LIVE

 WEARING HEADPHONES/EARPHONES ALL THE TIME

CONFINE ONESELF TO THE HOUSE

24/7 NEWS LISTENING

FOLLOWING HOUSE MEMBERS AROUND NOT ALLOWING THEM TO DO ANYTHING, MOVE THINGS, CLEAN, EAT

HE DOES THIS STUFF AND THINKS IT IS NORMAL

HE SAYS NUCLEAUR WAR IS IMMINENT. JUST WAITING FOR IT TO HAPPEN, LIKE RUSSIA TO HIT US, 

YOUR HOUSE CAN KILL YOU WITH ITS INFESTATIONS

I'm betting it's mold in here

 I must have mold on the brain and my whole body is loaded with mold fungi bugs and toxic waste from all of it