various ways methods used
school work workaholic over exercise starving eating too much or not enough
reading anything signs books manuals literature magazines catalogs brochures instructions cookbooks
writing
drinking alcohol
attempting to smoke myself to death cigarettes cigars with tips..it didnt work
acetaminophen ibuprofen for pain they didnt work
3 pots of strong coffee a day
6 to 12 bottles of soda pop a day
a gallon of strong home brewed black tea no sugar or sweetener
fasting
gorging
cleanse parasite liver gallbladder enemas
roast in hot sun
strip clothes off in subzero weather
overdosing on pink pills. threw up
scratching gouging self with fingernails
bashing back of head bathtub cinder block wall
being silent or talking too much for long periods many hours 4 5 6 7 8 10 12 18 24 48
forcing too much in the kitty self
taking care of someone else ignoring myself. does not work. more i do the less they care about or value me. in fact their hatred of me increases
pinching pennies so bad i can hear abe lincoln scream
random splurging on useless things
hiding anywhere
leaving the scene of discontent
choosing solitude when company was no good
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