Saturday, August 30, 2014

Narcissistic Behavior and the Lost Art of Conversation:

Narcissistic Behavior and the Lost Art of Conversation:

Narcissistic Behavior and the Lost Art of Conversation:

Out of the FOG - Entitlement:

Out of the FOG - Entitlement:

Out of the FOG - Entitlement:

Sense of Entitlement
Definition:
Sense of Entitlement - An unrealistic, unmerited or inappropriate expectation of favorable living conditions and favorable treatment at the hands of others.
Always asking for more
When someone with a Personality Disorder experiences the extreme ups and downs of mood swings, they can sometimes believe their own emotional needs are of the utmost importance. They may appear sometimes to care only about their own desires and needs - at the expense of other people around them - or they may habitually prioritize their own needs. This trait is often referred to as a Sense of Entitlement.
Some people with Personality Disorders seem to have a no sense of shame or scruples. They are not afraid to make a fool out of themselves; or they may believe anything that goes wrong is always someone else’s fault. They may appear to lack much awareness of how others might perceive their actions, which can lead them into behavioral territory most people would avoid.
An acute sense of entitlement is often interpreted as selfishness by Nons. However, some Personality-Disordered individuals will forcefully defend their position and their “wants” are expressed as “needs”. This often occurs when a Personality-Disordered person misinterprets their Feelings as Facts, sometimes to a point where they attach a sense of desperation or crisis to everyday desires. This often results in conflicts and Circular Conversations.

Monday, August 25, 2014

I hate clocks. Don't like time or restrictions.

I hate clocks. Don't like time or restrictions.
Don't want that man made time keeping thing to be my guide who determines
when I eat, sleep, breathe and live.
families communities groups tend to think alike
associate with those and have associations with those you want to be like
everything is permanently temporary
you can steal my physical material things but you can't steal my soul
temporarily control my physical body and surroundings but can't control my mind

Evil sleeps.

Evil sleeps.

Sunday, August 17, 2014

I could read a million books and understand a billion things

I could read a million books and understand a billion things and it does not
do a thing to help one person who doesn't give a damn, is not interested,
doesn't want to know, can't understand and does not care to learn
anything I want to teach, share or give.

Saturday, August 16, 2014

Tired of thinking.
Tired of trying to figure everything out.
Tired of working hard or working at all,
of stressing out only to be told
I don't work, am worthless, to shut up, to stay away.
The brain in my skull is damaged physically, mentally and emotionally.
My guts are ripped apart from stress and spiritual destruction.
Back pain, side pain, leg pain and exhaustion have dominated daily for many years.
A miracle without thinking is needed.

End of the road, are you?
Only when I let him go did he leave.
The emotional gut bond had to be cut before he was gone.
Physical distance did not cut the bond.
It happened many times before and it will happen again.
It's my choice.

Friday, August 15, 2014

The third-rate mind is only happy when it is thinking with the majority.
The second-rate mind is only happy when it is thinking with the minority.
The first-rate mind is only happy when it is thinking. -- A. A. Milne

The recipe for perpetual ignorance is a very simple and effective one

The recipe for perpetual ignorance is a very simple and effective one:
be satisfied with your opinions and content with your knowledge. -- Elbert Hubbard

The recipe for perpetual ignorance is a very simple and effective one

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

No one gives a damn about what I have to say.

No one gives a damn about what I have to say.
I am a nobody, a no one, not even a has been been but a
used to be want a be.

I am mocked behind my back and laughed at in my face.
Ridiculed, criticized and told to shut the f**k up by husband, employers,
so-called friends, family and neighbors.
Ignored, shunned, people act as if I'm dead.  I'm not there. I don't exist.

Lots of "men" don't listen when I talk, they look at me as a potential sex slave, a target for use and abuse. A house maid, servant that cleans, cooks
does laundry and runs errands and does menial tasks deemed
unimportant that pay little or nothing.
They always want something out of me.
They don't ask and don't care what I want or how I feel.
They won't do things I like to do but expect me to do things they like to do.

Since I was old enough to remember understanding speech, many
people have told me that I am a naive, gullible pushover
who's too sensitive, too serious and can't take a joke.
No, I can't take a "joke" that involves sarcastic comments
that make fun of the way I talk, what I say, the way I look,
dissing my ideas and dreams and
saying "Oh, really! Is that so???" with that look of incredulity
and disbelief on their doubting, skeptical faces I've seen thousands of times

The wallflower nerd geek student who studies books and enjoys learning
who actually liked school. Considered smart, the "intelligent brain",
people would ask me to do their homework and write notes for them
supposedly from their parents because I had such good handwriting.
But I wouldn't write those notes and wouldn't do their homework for them.

You absolutely do not know what another person is thinking, how they are really feeling and what they might do.

You absolutely do not know what another person is thinking, how they are really feeling and what they might do.
Guard and tame your wicked thoughts and tongue. Show compassion not pity.
Quit saying I'm sorry then repeat the same hurtful words and actions to make someone
feel bad.  Sorry doesn't bring back the dead.

It's not always what is said but who said it that seems to count and matters most

It's not always what is said but who said it that seems to count and matters most.

Thursday, August 7, 2014

500 lb Gorilla On My Back

500 lb Gorilla On My Back

Is this why my back looks like this?
What will life be like without having a huge monkey on my back 24 hours
a day 7 days a week?

I live in The House of Hate

I live in The House of Hate

Monday, August 4, 2014

3 Ways to Deal With a Sociopath - wikiHow:

3 Ways to Deal With a Sociopath - wikiHow:

3 Ways to Deal With a Sociopath - wikiHow:

Understanding Values in Relationship: The Development of Conscience GRBT040-10.tex - ThompsonMeyerMcGinley.pdf:

Understanding Values in Relationship: The Development of Conscience

GRBT040-10.tex - ThompsonMeyerMcGinley.pdf:

GRBT040-10.tex - ThompsonMeyerMcGinley.pdf:

How Children Develop a Conscience - Article Library - Values:

How Children Develop a Conscience - Article Library - Values:

How Children Develop a Conscience - Article Library - Values:

Conscience, Self Preservation & The Narcissist | Lisa E. Scott:

Conscience, Self Preservation & The Narcissist | Lisa E. Scott:

Conscience, Self Preservation & The Narcissist | Lisa E. Scott:

How to Deal with a Psychopath Video | Psychopath Victims:

How to Deal with a Psychopath Video | Psychopath Victims:

How to Deal with a Psychopath Video | Psychopath Victims:

How to Deal With a Psychopath | Richard Wayne Bennett:

How to Deal With a Psychopath | Richard Wayne Bennett:

How to Deal With a Psychopath | Richard Wayne Bennett:

I'm betting it's mold in here

 I must have mold on the brain and my whole body is loaded with mold fungi bugs and toxic waste from all of it