old, fat, overweight, average, ugly, undesirable women are loved

old, fat, overweight, average, ugly, undesirable women are loved
i have seen them holding hands with a man while walking in the park or anywhere in public are truly loved
i have seen public displays of physical affection between a woman
and a man that do not look like barbie and ken, models of "perfection"
"imperfect" women are loved
models are used and abused
a person like me that some or many told me i was beautiful
is not loved, not hugged, not appreciated
my hand is not held in public, i am not hugged in public and
rarely maybe 2 or 3 times a year at home hugged