Tuesday, January 8, 2019

I like listening to self help/improvement and inspirational information.

I like listening to self help/improvement and inspirational information.
He said I haven't seen any improvement in you

I said I have been working on healing my digestive system
and dealing with your angry outbursts

He said If you want to improve yourself you need to have things to make
your life better
You use everything around here but you don't do anything.
You don't work on the cars or the house

I asked him if he thought Linda Moulton Howe, a
woman he listens to frequently on youtube about ufos and
aliens, works on all of the cars and fixes everything
at her house and if she is a worthless person

He said No I don't think she works on those things

I said I know you focus on material things. You don't look at yourself
because you think there is nothing wrong with you and you don't to to
work on yourself.

He said If I want to change something about myself I will do it
I don't need anyone else's input.

1-8-2019

Classic narcissist/narcissism : There is nothing wrong with me,
there is something wrong with everyone else. I don't need to work
on myself , other people need to change to please me.
People, animals, plants, things, the weather, the environment
should be exactly as I think they should be; if they are not
they should be dead, nonexistent and don't deserve to eat,
don't deserve to be happy, are worthless and don't deserve anything.

I am not listening to you or anyone else. I don't want to hear it,
I don't hear what you are saying, what you say means nothing,
Shut the f***k up, You are stupid, I am NOT stupid,
You don't know what you are talking about, You think you know it all,
You don't know what you are doing.
 All of the above he has repeated to me since 1992, a year after his
mother and youngest sister left his house I moved into December 15, 1991.

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