Saturday, June 26, 2021

How to spot identify a Control freak micro manager

How to spot identify a Control freak micro manager

controlling dictator

takes things out of your hands, won't allow you to finish your project until completion

acts like they know the outcome of any situation and you should also know exactly what is going to happen

does things for you that you can do for yourself without your consent

attempts to take charge of your thoughts and tells you what you should think, feel, say, do, eat, drink, enjoy, hate/dislike

lacks understanding of the basic nature of a being; any animal or plant
and wants to force it to be different, something it is not. becomes angry
because they can't control the actions or even the look on the face of a living being

falsely believes they have the right to control each and everything in the world
and especially in their immediate environment/surroundings

believes their opinions and preferences are facts and should be the standard for all others

won't allow or accept differences about others of thoughts opinons beliefs preferences

disallows attempts to suppress independence/independent individual expression

often acts like they are the only one who is important and each person and animal
and thing should immediately do what they want without question or thought

often thinks they are the center of the universe and controlling it all






I am the result of what I consume, experience and imagine.

I am the result of what I consume, experience and imagine.


I'm a wanna be. Not a has been, never was. A has been was somebody once famous.

 I'm a wanna be. Not a has been, never was. A has been was somebody once famous. 

Corruption of simplicity ruins natural beauty.

 Corruption of simplicity ruins natural beauty.

Doing something for me I could do myself hurts me, it does not help me.

 Doing something for me I could

do myself hurts me, it does not

help me.

Saturday, June 12, 2021

Some people keep track of everything they do for you. Avoid them like the plague.

 Some people keep track of everything they do for you. Avoid them like the plague.

Once I/you fall in love with man you are conquered/owned and treated like trash.

I have an excellent memory for words spoken to me. I remember.

 I have an excellent memory for words spoken to me. 

As does everyone.... we all remember what is said
and how it was spoken. 

Once spoken, never forgotten.

Stop talking. Shut the fuck up. What have you done? Nothing. All you do is talk.

Cry. I cry. Remain stoic. Frozen face. Poker face.

 Cry. I cry. Remain stoic. Frozen face. Poker face.

Truth opens and allows me to shed tears.


I don't want any man looking at you and I don't want to look at you, either. I am tired of you.

"I don't want to look at one person everyday", he said.

 "I don't want to look at one person everyday", he said. 

I don't want to look at you.

I don't want to look at just you.

I desire looking at as many other women as I can.

I don't want to see you all the time.

I want to look at other people.

I want to look at other girls, females, women.

I want to look at pretty girls.

I want to look at attractive females.

I don't want to see your face, your body or your presence.


Totally agreeing with everything he says and does is the only way to get along with him.

Totally agreeing with everything he says and does is the only way to get along with him.


Play. Fun. Vitally important. Lacking, missing, nonexistent.

Every time my head pops up I am smashed with a hammer to keep me down, under control.

No play. No fun. No joy.

It's about working all the time. 

 
All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy ass miser
and Jill a miserable depressed bitter bitch.

He focuses on money, bills to pay,
material things and experiences that he wants. 

Playboy, play boy, play with girls..
Girls are considered toys.
Playtoy, play toy.

Friday, June 11, 2021

3 questions man asks when he sees an attractive woman

 is she married

is she single

is she available (for sex)


rick coutts friend told me this yesterday when i asked him

what he thinks when he sees a pretty woman


simple, straight forward, direct, easy answer. thank you for your honesty

Everyone seems to think they are the boss

Saturday, June 5, 2021

Diabetes kidney failure dialysis metabolic syndrome liver blood pressure

 people I know and health conditions

chuck strand charles

john layson (william, middle name)

paul anderson in south dakota

patience conan's husband

chris rixner 

tom wright

gilbert wilson dad father

ruth wilson mother

michael wall mike

tom tacy 

jacqueline giles  jackie jacque




sugar sweets processed food flour white any kind of flour
sweeteners including artificial

fake oils processed fat fats 

baked goods doughnuts donuts bread 

pancakes waffles syrup 

corn syrup high fructose

packages mixes for gravy tacos any premade seasoning

boxed goods for quick fix meals dinners lunch breakfast

frozen foods with added fake ingredients

candy 

snack snacks 

soda pop 

flavored drinks coffee tea kool aid premade premixed pre bottled 

chemicals manmade ingredients in a lab laboratory

msg monosodium glutamate

salt sodium high amounts added to flavor food and drink overloading taste buds




Males basic drive desire instinct urge beliefs

 Males basic drive desire instinct urge beliefs


bigger biggest

showy flashy

loud, loudest

own big things : land, houses, businesses, cars, trucks, equipment

own the most stuff

have the most money

strongest strong strength

bravest  brave

knowledge

intelligence

smart smartest

best of any all and every thing

any action to  call attention to themselves for their abilities,
resourcefulness, to keep, have protect, maintain, control

Core desire to attract females as many as they can get to
fulfill basic instinct to procreate


 efficiency : simplicity clarity moderation

How you are impresses me more than what you have/own.

 How you are impresses me more than what you have/own.


how nice you are is better than the things you own

Want truth? Ask a child. Watch children.

Thursday, June 3, 2021

Who what where when how why does he or she think, say and do

who is he spending time with

who does he associate with

who is he spending his money on

who is he listening to

who does he admire

who does he respect

who does he honor

who is he proud of


what kinds of questions does he ask

What is he spending his money on?

What he is paying attention to

what is he proud of

what he is looking at

what he is listening to

what statements does he make

what does he say to others

what does he say to you

what does he do with you

what does he do with other people

what is he doing with his time

what is he watching on television

what is he watching on the internet

what is he buying on the internet

what he is doing on the internet  (the same things as not on the internet)

what compels his attention

what does he respect

what does he honor

what is the most important thing to him






where is his mind focused

where is he


how does he react when around you

how does he react to other people in person

how does he react to others not in person


when is he available for anything or anyone


why does he think, say and act upon anything


who what where when how why




Tuesday, June 1, 2021

All girls women females be careful use caution how you dress what you wear. Men take it the wrong way

 All girls women females be careful use caution how you dress what you wear. Men take it the wrong way


be careful how you look

wary of who you smile to and for

or if you laugh at what he says


he looks at everything as a hint, a possibility of

attacking your body for his sexual desires

He wonders what you look like naked

what color, what kind of undewear do you have on, if any

one male friend of mine said "she's wearing a black bra under a
white shirt" she must be asking for it




Men are on the alert 24/7 for sex opportunities.

 Men are on the alert 24/7 for sex opportunities.

They will remember any female that looks attractive anywhere
they happen to be. 

it could be while they are driving, shopping, eating, working,
viewing anything on tv, in a magazine, book, any digital or
printed format

it is while they at home looking out their window at the 
neighbors in their own neighborhood... oh, yes, they pay
particular attention to what is in their immediate surroundings

it is anywhere they happen to be 

A girl only needs to exist to be noticed.

 A girl only needs to exist to be noticed. Heard, seen, smelled then
that leads to wanting to be tasted and touched, felt and have sex with if
she is noticed by a heterosexual male.

She doesn't have to DO anything. She is immediately desired by the
male if she sounds, looks or smells inviting, cute, pretty, sweet, attractive.

She could be sitting, standing or laying/lying still and doing absolutely
nothing and she is desired by the men.

The man either wants you/the woman/female sexually or he wants 
something that you have such as money, material things like a car,
van, truck, house, etcetera.

He does NOT CARE WHAT YOU WANT. He only cares and is
concerned about what he wants at the moment.


Am I commando? The only thing he wants to know.

Am I commando? The only thing he wants to know.


He (a man) loves his woman wife g/f girlfriend and wants to nail every other attractive female

Once he gets what he wants he's done with you/me

Once he gets what he wants he's done with you/me

Best face kindness respect shown to strangers 

Disrespect shown to female woman wife girlfriend he has had
sex with and she is disrespected most when he thinks she is
always available for sex or anything else he wants

when I love I am considered easy,
gullible, stupid, naive, a pushover, a target for 
manipulation






The bee goes from flower to flower

The bee goes from flower to flower

man goes from woman to woman

either literally (physically) or mentally


bumble bee

honey bee

I'm betting it's mold in here

 I must have mold on the brain and my whole body is loaded with mold fungi bugs and toxic waste from all of it