Friday, April 28, 2023
The game of life is a game of boomerangs. Our thoughts, deeds and words return to us sooner or later with astounding accuracy." -- Florence Scovel Shinn
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"The game of life is a game of boomerangs. Our thoughts, deeds and words return to us sooner or later with astounding accuracy."
-- Florence Scovel Shinn
Weak ones run others down to try to build themselves up
Leaders are strong and empower uplift others
Seeing the good, making others feel worthy, loved and wanted, understood
Powerless people undermine and invalidate other beings
Mudslinging common method of throwing shit on another to promote oneself
Always someone or something waiting and wanting to jump in my bed
Be it a cat, a mouse, a bug
germ, man or child
Tuesday, April 25, 2023
Talking to anyone anywhere does no good
Not one person can help me
Survive
This insane individual
It's me solo alone completely by myself
With only the spirit of whatever you want to call it
To help me survive the roller coaster ride of life and death
Of which I have no idea if it's going to be life . Or. Death . Or deaths.
No neighbors no family no friends and no strangers.. no private or public person or entity
Has helped me or can help.
I don't know what to do.
So I will try to go to sleep tonight. Let God spirit take over and choose what it will do.
Monday, April 24, 2023
Essentials
Soap shampoo conditioner
Wash cloth
Towel medium size
2 gallon Ziploc bag
Swimsuit
Shorts with pockets
Short sleeve t-shirt
Long sleeve plain under shirt
Black pants comfortably snug not tight with pockets
Gonna sell it all
Go to beach
Live my life in happiness and joy
No tie down straps on me
Dead weight anchor gone
Mother in law Marge become similar to her
1991 Dec to 1992 July
She lived here
In this house in this master bedroom
Like I am now stuck
In room most of the time
Due to his violent angry outbursts
She did same angry outbursts
Would spend most of day in master bedroom
Then run out front door Tuesday and Thursday s to go to
Jehovah's witness meetings
INSIGHT into HUMAN characters and behavior
a blessing to see the different characters in life
and write about them
all stories by authors writers journalists of books movies music
artists worlwide
REFLECTING the reality of what IS
leads one to fortune and fame
money honey
Living on the beach
YES !
Be minimal
Be ready to move
run go leave as soon as the hurricane starts
FLY
away
quickly in a copter chopper or some sort of air travel when the weather changes the shit hits the fan just
GO to another beach area that is calm until the storm settles then
GO back
MOVE on
DRESS LESS
EAT FRESH
Sleep well
move to the MUSIC
Let us not look back in anger, nor forward in fear, but around us in awareness." -- Leland Val Vandewall
"Let us not look back in anger, nor forward in fear, but around us in awareness."
-- Leland Val Vandewall
Sunday, April 23, 2023
Saturday, April 22, 2023
Oh, Sarah !! Saraaaaaaah !
You don't know what you're talking about
You're stupid
Incredulous look of disbeluef
Minimizing me
oh, really ?!
is that a fact ?
shut the fuck up
be quiet
i dont want to listen to you your opinion
i dont need you input
i dont care what you want
you think you know it all dont you
just shut up
you talk too much
talk over me
you talk over other people
no one wants to hear what you have to say
you think youre so smart
what are you egotistical
just don't say anything
i want a woman who listens
i want a woman who works
you think youre better than everyone else dont you
Friday, April 21, 2023
Does news obsession make /create angry people
Or do angry people get obsessed with news
Thinking about people i know wondering if theres a correlation of interests
Some malcontents and angry ones are (or were because they are dead) mammon worshippers
Stages life degrees graduated
From wanting it all to
Wanting to get rid of most things
Happy with less not wanting more than i need
Wanting it all to happy with less
Graduated to here where i am today with a
Degree in window shopping
The hoarders dream is my nightmare
From conquer the world to choosing to stay in bed
Let somebody else go after the world
Tuesday, April 18, 2023
No second chances. You're not coming back
Reincarnation does not exist
One chance
One time
One life in
One body
Paul Kurt schraps Jeanne Lucille
California
Died 1993
1997
No one notified me of deaths or funeral s
August 1, 1920 Jeanne Lucille schraps
Spainhour maiden name
Jeanne was a sister of my maternal grandmother Sarah Elizabeth spainhour Mitchell dob Dec 22 1916
12-22-1916 to 12-2-2008
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Paul Kurt Schraps
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Paul Kurt Schraps
BIRTH
5 May 1921
Berlin, Kreis Segeberg, Schleswig-Holstein, Germany
DEATH
13 Feb 1997 (aged 75)
Orange County, California, USA
BURIAL
Upper Lake Cemetery
Upper Lake, Lake County, California, USA Show Map
PLOT
Western Addition, Sub 2, Path 1, Lot 44
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Monday, April 17, 2023
5th grade I was narrator Tom Sawyer and huckleberry finn
The teachers chose me to read the play
In front of the audience at the podium in the school gymnasium
Why I don't know. I was scared to pieces reading that story
Paulette schraps dead at 26
Funeral I attended in California somewhere paulette was my cousin. Aunt Jeanne my grandmas sisters daughter. Paul Kurt schraps was uncle Jeanne's husband. Jeanne's shoe store in CA she owned her own business.
First funeral I remember attending I was 10 or 11.
My cousin was dark haired beauty laying in the coffin
So sooo pretty she looked alive sleeping
I thought she was going to wake up and talk to me
She was killed by a drunk driver in an automobile accident
Sunday, April 16, 2023
Temporary and permanent solutions
Short term activities of joy temporarily solve a need
when one stays in the same place doing the same things around the same people
When 1 + 1= 1. Two of the same copulate can't create another one
nature's birth control: same sex having sex
Saturday, April 15, 2023
Same story over and over
the pretty, cute, sweet, innocent female is most desired. ugly ones are not
she is the motivator (the face that launched a thousand ships.. helen of troy or whoever it was, virtually any beautiful girl female woman in any tale story movie ..the one that is very sweet but very hard to get.. reluctant and will not give in and reveal all of herself to anyone especially a male...she keeps secrets to herself ..)
however if it is easy to get her attention, get her in bed, have sex or any other way she is deemed worthless in his mind
she must be out of arms and minds reach to be viewed as valuable, a good catch
because the male must fight other males first, fight other things and work hard to get the chance and feel like he deserves it
if he doesn't have to fight anyone or do anything to win her then he thinks she's worthless for accepting such a louse as him
if she just loves him naturally without him having to do anything or prove anything he is confused as to why she would have sex so quick and easily with him, therefore he probably thinks she would have sex with anyone else
BE ALOOF, message to myself..... regardless of how much I think I might like him or love him
because once you get there and go in too fast without any resistance he will forever remain a bastard an ass hole and a jerk to me or you and the lack of respect gets worse and worse over time regardless of what you or I try to do to remedy it and gain the respect I should have demanded in the first place
Doll tween twattwits cute in shorts cheerleader outfits lingerie or naked would be able to help me clean up and out this house !
without objections or road blocks from him
standing in my way
B-cause they all like to try to look at the spot between the legs
hoping to get a glimpse
and a shot at that hole
Friday, April 14, 2023
It's confusing
To hear someone say I love you
Then be ignored shut out
Told me shut up
Look eft out avoided
Let's have a conversation not a lecture, she said.
More I talk the worse it gets.
More than one person said this and similar things to me.
Wednesday, April 12, 2023
Pacifier: TV, Media, News, Internet, Movies
The pacifier for the human mind condition
Can end up being the central focus of life if you're not careful
Tuesday, April 11, 2023
At the zoo alone. First time in over 20 years
My grandson s birthday is today. April 11. He is 9 years old today.
Alone I am as usual.
Rarely do I participate in group activities.
Sometimes some people live in the media tv
Can and does happen to a person regardless of their ageisolation
Monday, April 10, 2023
Sick tired weak old crawl into a hole and die
In pain
Hiding in a dark cave
Closet
Corner
Container
Covers
Blankets
They want to be left alone to heal or die
Saturday, April 8, 2023
Are all beautiful places commercialized? (Money making areas for man humans woman ????)
tourist ventures
capital money makers
ruined by man, nature, natural areas and wonders in the world
WHERE ARE ALL OF THE AUTHORS? NO ONE AROUND HERE WRITES ANYTHING PUBLISHED: BOOKS, MAGAZINES...
Where do they live?
No one in my neighborhood or any place I have lived is an auther, a published writer of a book or anything
"important" in the media, news or any format of anything considered important.
Friday, April 7, 2023
Thursday, April 6, 2023
Hot topics today are how weird can you get or be
abnormal
strange
concocted
confused
outlandish
attention seeking and getting
proud of ????
absent from what you were at birth
transforming into some one else
Anatomically there's no difference between me and a rich and famous woman
The difference is I have no fame, notoriety or money
Always been nocturnal, not a morning person at all
school was always a struggle
because of the hours not the education
the classes and learning from teachers was nice and fun
the early morning schedules are disastrous to me
Monday, April 3, 2023
Yet another case of old man after 23 year old girl young woman
57 year old man born 1966
Noname mentioned .. its a secret...
After the 23 yr old female been knowing since she was 22
Asked her out 3 times she turned him down politely all 3 times
Birthday june last year was hers
People are fools regardless of age
Hes 15 year friend of mine,always single and always working
Every day except one
White cauc male after mexican woman cute shy sweet nice
Oh my gawd
People say mean things then deny it
Lie and act like didnt say it or mean it
And do downright evil things
And deny they did it
Act like its nothing
And they are innocent
Who is uglier more stupid worthless should be dead
Mud fence
Dumb
Ignorant
Stupid
Hated
Bullied
Avoided
Friendless
Alone
Fat
Out of shape
Crippled
Disgusting
Stinks
Flabby
Flat chested
Brainless
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Been going about my life in wrong ways. Change is necessary for survival
WRONG:
Work hard labor physically
Work long hours
Work any job not suited for me physically or mentally
Hang with haters and try to please them, calm them, make them happy (IMPOSSIBLE to do)
Change anyone other than myself
My career effort failed in each and every job venture
Now I am here
No real career, capabilities limited
Occupational areas are what??
Sunday, April 2, 2023
Town & Country Market
January 1981
350 hwy Raytown Missouri
Took the job there. Left Texas Tom's restaurant for this job at t&c convenience store.
This is where I met my second husband in January right before his birthday on February 4 1961.
One decision lead to that life changing event
October 9, 1981 married in Miami, Oklahoma.
August 13, 1982 our son was born.
His only child. My second and last child.
Fred cried his eyes out
When he found out I didn't want him
I chose another man named Michael, Mike
I was 30 years old.
Fred was in his 40s. Lived in northern Kansas City MO
Candy dish killer. The Sweet Murderer
leave the sweets out to eat
In the dish looking so good
walk by and grab one all day
One, 2, 3 at a time
It's not much I say
doesn't take long
and you're not very strong
Silver tongued devil
Put your money where your mouth is
Money in the hospital
Not in my bank
No money in my bank account
Broke and dying
Of a cancer
Diabetes to diabetic coma death
Liver failed got sweetened to death
Never felt it coming
Crept up on me
One little candy and soda pop sip at a time
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