Saturday, September 30, 2017

Being natural is considered being crazy these days.

Being natural is considered being crazy these days.

9-30-2017
Sarah Wilson-Stillwell

Breakfast on the veranda. Idea came to me about a month ago.

Breakfast on the veranda. Idea came to me about a month ago.

Interesting because I don't eat breakfast like most do between
5 am to 11 am.

Wednesday, September 27, 2017

Back pain. Lower back hurts so bad it feels like I got kicked in the back by a horse.

Back pain. Lower back hurts so bad it feels like I got kicked in the back by a horse.
Kicked in the back by a donkey.
A jack hammer did a number on my back.
Feels like someone took a 2x4 piece of wood and struck me on my back
as hard as they could several times.

Pain in calves of both legs and pain in feet.
At the moment as I write this standing and leaning
and almost everyday for years.

I stand up and lean against an entertainment center with laptop at arm and eye level
and move a little and stretch around trying to alleviate the pain.

It only hurts when I
stand still
lie down
(flat on my back
on my left side
on my right side
in the fetal position)
bend forwards
bend sideways
bend backwards
lean any direction
pick anything up
walk
jog
slow run
hang upside down on inversion table
squat
lunge
stretch
exercise
move
dance
shop
do dishes
sit in a chair
recline in a chair
lay on the floor
lay on a bed
open the garage door
pick something up off of the floor
fix food/something to eat
do laundry
mow the grass (I only did once this summer. It is getting
harder more difficult to do using small push mower)
be on a computer
be on the cell / phone
drive a vehicle
sit or stand and eat food
do or not do anything

Simply put: my back hurts all of the time
regardless of the time or position or activity
or what I think, feel, say or do.


Monday, September 25, 2017

Friday, September 22, 2017

Self expression: the meaning of life.

Self expression: the meaning of life.

9-22-2017

Sarah Wilson-Stillwell

What happened to people getting together and visiting at home?

What happened to people getting together and visiting at home?

9-16-2017

December 19, 2015 pictures photos pics of my back

Constant chronic back pain. No relief. Scoliosis, degenerative disc disease, osteoarthritis. Cannot work a full time job, can't work any minimum wage jobs. 






5-9-2017
Sarah Wilson-Stillwell

woman focused on one man man focused on any woman available

woman focused on one man
man focused on any woman available

9-12-2017

sarah wilson-stillwell

Tuesday, September 19, 2017

I still cannot figure out how a person thinks they can profit from making another person miserable.

I still cannot figure out how a person thinks they can profit
from making another person miserable.

How can purposefully hurting, controlling, forcing, pushing, depriving,
lying, deceiving, stealing, insulting, threatening
assaulting, torturing, blaming, killing the innocent,
murdering (not for self defense),
make a person feel happy, accomplished,
successful worthy and loved?

Sarah Wilson-Stillwell 9-19-2017

Monday, September 18, 2017

Mindless slaves. All identical. Goal of tyrannical dictator narcissists.

Mindless slaves. All identical. Goal of tyrannical dictator narcissists.

one of the "lectures" he calls them I gave to my husband today 9-17-17

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Burning eyes today due to ragweed pollen. Hay fever allergy.

Burning eyes today due to ragweed pollen. Hay fever allergy.
Sneezing a lot, runny nose and itchy, watery, red and dry eyes.

I was diagnosed with hay fever (allergic rhinitis) by an allergist
when I was a child around age 11. I took allergy shots
every week for 3 years. This is what my maternal great grandmother had
and my mother and her mother (grandma) had.

Did an internet search for burning eyes tonight and
found out ragweed pollen count is extremely high here in Kansas City, Missouri
and various other places in the United States.
So I found out the cause after the fact/symptoms.

No, I don't take allergy medications. I would rather suffer the symptoms
of the allergies than the side effects of the medicine.


weather.com ragweed pollen

https://weather.com/forecast/allergy/l/64137:4:US

Identify that Plant



Common Ragweed, Hay-Fever Culprit

Monday, September 11, 2017

Only dead fish will go with the flow.

Only dead fish will go with the flow.
New quote I found on
https://freelotterypool.com/fortune-cookie.php

Thursday, September 7, 2017

10 Ways Introverts Interact Differently With The World

10 Ways Introverts Interact Differently With The World

10 Ways Introverts Interact Differently With The World

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2014/11/07/physical-behavior-of-introverts_n_6069438.html

Introverts like myself and many others I know are also HUGGERS. We like to
hug people, animals and things! This shows our understanding, deep feelings,
compassion and ability
to relate.

I'm betting it's mold in here

 I must have mold on the brain and my whole body is loaded with mold fungi bugs and toxic waste from all of it