What is this thing called steady that people expect us to be?
Who or what is "steady" as in motionless, unchanging, predictable, stagnant?

Why do I feel different every day?
One day I wake up feeling good and expecting positive things to happen.
The next day is gloomsday anticipating death.
Another day is neutrality like a zombie wondering if I am really still alive
or am I dreaming.

12-7-2018