I seek pleasure and want to avoid pain. Doesn't all life?
Sunday, March 31, 2019
I quit trying to feminize males/men/boys. I am not trying to be a masculine woman/female/girl.
I quit trying to feminize males/men/boys. I am not trying to be a masculine woman/female/girl.
What a pleasant difference this has made in my life and those I know.
What a pleasant difference this has made in my life and those I know.
Focus. Don't multitask. Concentrate. Do one thing at a time.
Focus. Don't multitask. Concentrate. Do one thing at a time.
12-17-18
12-17-18
We absorb, reflect, repeat, imitate the environment.
We absorb, reflect, repeat, imitate the environment.
Saturday, March 30, 2019
"I don't want to lose you" he said yesterday.
"I don't want to lose you" he said yesterday.
I don't know why he said this and didn't ask. I am not going to
rack my brain with trying to find out why. Just appreciate it and allow it to be.
Am noting this because it is not something I have heard him say before.
I don't know why he said this and didn't ask. I am not going to
rack my brain with trying to find out why. Just appreciate it and allow it to be.
Am noting this because it is not something I have heard him say before.
Friday, March 29, 2019
Personality: did i choose it, is it genetic, is it conditioned from the environment, is it a combination of these and other things?
Personality: did i choose it, is it genetic, is it conditioned from the environment,
is it a combination of these and other things?
is it a combination of these and other things?
Thursday, March 28, 2019
Monday, March 25, 2019
Living cheap How to live cheap How I survive in poverty
Living cheap How to live cheap How I survive in poverty
Tracfone one of the cheapest and most reliable cell phone carriers around
(100-135 per year)
No magazine subscriptions
No movie rentals
No monthly subscriptions
No cable tv
Don't go to the movies/theater/drive-in picture shows
Buy most clothes and any items used/previously owned at thrift stores
Progressive auto insurance is very inexpensive
Do your own repairs: house, cars, lawn care, cleaning, maintenance
Grocery shop: buy basic staples on sale
Groceries: avoid prepared food, processed, junk snack items and drinks
Cook your own food
Avoid eating out. If you eat out, use coupons and/or go to fast food restaurants
Pick up junk stuff off the side of the road
Pick up aluminum cans anytime you see them and take them to recycling
place for cash
Keep up with yourself not the Jones' or the neighbors
Buy the most basic things you need to get the job done
examples
if a 30 dollar cell phone does all that you need why buy a 700 dollar phone?
a 2 dollar bottle of shampoo cleans your hair well why spend 35 dollars?
a 60 dollar printer works fine why buy a 600 model
a 2 or 3000 dollar used car is dependable and gets you around why buy a fancy car for 35 thousand?
Tracfone one of the cheapest and most reliable cell phone carriers around
(100-135 per year)
No magazine subscriptions
No movie rentals
No monthly subscriptions
No cable tv
Don't go to the movies/theater/drive-in picture shows
Buy most clothes and any items used/previously owned at thrift stores
Progressive auto insurance is very inexpensive
Do your own repairs: house, cars, lawn care, cleaning, maintenance
Grocery shop: buy basic staples on sale
Groceries: avoid prepared food, processed, junk snack items and drinks
Cook your own food
Avoid eating out. If you eat out, use coupons and/or go to fast food restaurants
Pick up junk stuff off the side of the road
Pick up aluminum cans anytime you see them and take them to recycling
place for cash
Keep up with yourself not the Jones' or the neighbors
Buy the most basic things you need to get the job done
examples
if a 30 dollar cell phone does all that you need why buy a 700 dollar phone?
a 2 dollar bottle of shampoo cleans your hair well why spend 35 dollars?
a 60 dollar printer works fine why buy a 600 model
a 2 or 3000 dollar used car is dependable and gets you around why buy a fancy car for 35 thousand?
Sunday, March 24, 2019
Right and wrong. Teaching kids and our selves the difference.
Right and wrong. Teaching kids and our selves the difference.
Coffee, Tea, herbal or other versus red bull. Which is better?
Coffee, Tea, herbal or other versus red bull. Which is better?
I like to write because
I like to write because
it is the opportunity to do what I am passionate about
sharing is very important to me
hardly anyone has the inclination, the desire or the time to listen
to all I have to say
writing is a brain spill in black and white
with no pictures or videos
doesn't include my appearance, voice, breath, or smell that would get in the way of the readers
I don't like being interrupted in the middle of a thought, statement, idea, realization or feeling
I don't need to have a live person present to agree with me
I don't need to hear commentary, disagreements, arguments, contradictions in the
middle of my expressions
I cannot be stopped
it allows full expression of the self
it is energizing and relaxing at the same time
it is the opportunity to do what I am passionate about
sharing is very important to me
hardly anyone has the inclination, the desire or the time to listen
to all I have to say
writing is a brain spill in black and white
with no pictures or videos
doesn't include my appearance, voice, breath, or smell that would get in the way of the readers
I don't like being interrupted in the middle of a thought, statement, idea, realization or feeling
I don't need to have a live person present to agree with me
I don't need to hear commentary, disagreements, arguments, contradictions in the
middle of my expressions
I cannot be stopped
it allows full expression of the self
it is energizing and relaxing at the same time
Kids Are Genius
Kids Are Genius
They
don't know restrictions
don't know what no means
live in the now, the immediate environment
know what they want
are doggedly persistent, won't take no for an answer
incurably curious
listen and reflect/ repeat well
imitate to perfect degree
reflect their environment
express their current feelings now
are genuine, can't be fake phony or false
closely connected to the source energy they came from
completely in tune with their needs
are our past, present and future
They
don't know restrictions
don't know what no means
live in the now, the immediate environment
know what they want
are doggedly persistent, won't take no for an answer
incurably curious
listen and reflect/ repeat well
imitate to perfect degree
reflect their environment
express their current feelings now
are genuine, can't be fake phony or false
closely connected to the source energy they came from
completely in tune with their needs
are our past, present and future
Awareness of patterns and links emerge when experiencing understanding.
Awareness of patterns and links emerge when experiencing understanding.
1-19-2019
1-19-2019
Enlightenment is experiencing which results in understanding and wisdom.
Enlightenment is experiencing which results in understanding and wisdom.
1-19-2019
1-19-2019
Rote learning is memorizing, repeating and pretending like you know when you don't
Rote learning is memorizing, repeating and pretending like you know when you don't
1-19-2019
1-19-2019
Recognition and attention to a thing produces more of that thing.
Recognition and attention to a thing produces more of that thing.
1-19-2019
1-19-2019
Appreciation of a thing feeds and produces the result/fruit of that thing.
Appreciation of a thing feeds and produces the result/fruit of that thing.
1-19-2019
1-19-2019
Your success is determined by your supporters
Your success is determined by your supporters
do what you are passionate about and be in the right place
around the right people and you will be supported
if you are not doing your passion in the right place you will
not be supported and will likely die sooner than you would have
1-19-2019
do what you are passionate about and be in the right place
around the right people and you will be supported
if you are not doing your passion in the right place you will
not be supported and will likely die sooner than you would have
1-19-2019
getting rid of things i don't need
getting rid of things i don't need
unsubscribing from things i don't need
that take up my time
deleting myself feels good
there is a big mess i have created
of signing up for all of these things
in order to create an income
to avoid being propositioned
due to other people's perception of my physical beauty
which i have tried to denounce, minimize
2-9-2019
unsubscribing from things i don't need
that take up my time
deleting myself feels good
there is a big mess i have created
of signing up for all of these things
in order to create an income
to avoid being propositioned
due to other people's perception of my physical beauty
which i have tried to denounce, minimize
2-9-2019
Pushing results in resisting. Allowing results in receiving.
Pushing results in resisting. Allowing results in receiving.
Imagination vs creativity: lies, truth, responsibility
Imagination vs creativity: lies, truth, responsibility
ownership of actions
must be taught and learned at young age by 4 or 5
child must understand completely the concepts
otherwise will become an adult
not knowing and being confused
about who is responsible for what
2-12-2019
ownership of actions
must be taught and learned at young age by 4 or 5
child must understand completely the concepts
otherwise will become an adult
not knowing and being confused
about who is responsible for what
2-12-2019
We are taught to think outside of our self instead of for our self
We are taught to think outside of our self instead of for our self
We are taught to give away our inner power to someone or something else
We are taught to attribute the results of our lives to "powers beyond our control"
We have been taught to give life to dead people, dead objects, inanimate material things
We fail to appreciate the energetic power in live beings
We are not living life as we choose when we hand our power over to other people
and things, allowing them to make our decisions for us
We have been told what to think and do, how to act and feel
at the hands of those who desire to control and manipulate the masses
We are taught to give away our inner power to someone or something else
We are taught to attribute the results of our lives to "powers beyond our control"
We have been taught to give life to dead people, dead objects, inanimate material things
We fail to appreciate the energetic power in live beings
We are not living life as we choose when we hand our power over to other people
and things, allowing them to make our decisions for us
We have been told what to think and do, how to act and feel
at the hands of those who desire to control and manipulate the masses
Saturday, March 23, 2019
A full length mirror shows how you look to others. Use one daily.
A full length mirror shows how you look to others. Use one daily.
Look at this often so you can see how others see you.
All life instantly judges/determines what a thing is by the senses.
Sight. Sound. Smell. Hearing. Touch/feeling. Taste.
And the other senses I don't have a name for.
Look at this often so you can see how others see you.
All life instantly judges/determines what a thing is by the senses.
Sight. Sound. Smell. Hearing. Touch/feeling. Taste.
And the other senses I don't have a name for.
Hair, clothes, eyes. Things he noticed right away today, in that order.
Hair, clothes, eyes. Things he noticed right away today, in that order.
Thursday, March 14, 2019
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