Be nice to everyone. You never know if it will be the last time you see them.

Be nice to everyone. You never know if it will be the last time you see them.

I don't go out of my way to upset or shock people.
I am nice and polite, respectful. I open doors for people.
I am kind and considerate. Empathetic, sympathetic.

I don't want to be hated and treated bad.
I want to feel comfortable and liked around people/everyone.
I'd like to feel like a member of groups and the human race.

However I can't go along with a group or crowd of people
and agree with whatever they say and do just to be
a member of their group.

12-19-18

You can't go to Walmart and buy new body parts.
12-19-2018

All it takes to ruin your life is one
jealous, lying, big mouth person that spreads rumors.

Cleaning and donating today. Feels great.

Cleaning and donating today. Feels great. 

I need a valuable thing to sell that weighs nothing, ships free, can't be returned and sells faster than hotcakes.

I need a valuable thing to sell that weighs nothing,
ships free, can't be returned and
sells faster than hotcakes.

The only thing you might own is your body.

The only thing you might own is your body. 

The only thing you might temporarily own is your body and your self.

The only thing you might temporarily own is your body and your self.

The only thing you might have partial control of is yourself.

The only thing you might have partial control of is yourself.

You can't choose the profession for your kids. Babies know what they want.

Lack causes desire.

The individual will only go as far as the group it belongs to

The individual will only go as far as the group it belongs to
or the individual will only go as far as its group allows it to go.

In other words
I cannot succeed
I cannot survive
unless the others around me approve of and support my life and my success.

It must be perceived as a group support in order to survive.

they were always trying to control each other

they were always trying to control each other
mom mother dad father fighting had it in for each other
grandma grandmother grandpa grandfather fighting had it in for each other
each one trying to push their beliefs and themselves upon the other

in the end they all remained themselves exactly as they were born
and environmentally influenced
and neither one changed the other into what they thought they should be

9-15-2017

the news keeps me from living my life as i want to live it

the news keeps me from living my life as i want to live it
it will consume my thoughts if i allow it
by its words inducing feelings and emotions
it will take over my being through osmosis
if i pay attention to it

if i focus upon the news
it will eat up my life
it will steal the joy, the happiness
the meaning of life itself

it is a destroyer
it is destructive and time consuming
it never pays me back with money, good feelings,
internal motivation, intrinsic good feelings
and a desire to live a good life, to be happy and fulfilled

the news takes up my time and precious energy
directs my thoughts towards things i do not want
destroying my creativity, my ability to create what i want
and enslave me, making me a slave to what it wants by
controlling my thoughts

the news is a thief stealing the moment of now with
what happened in the past
destroying hope of happiness for the future

it is a robber, a burglar, a criminal robbing the mind
and creates a convict, felon, prisoner, prison inmate
because it is enslaved and desires to make others slaves like itself

it gives me nothing that feels good
it simply takes up my time
and laughs as it knows i suffer along with it
due to its lies and focus on negativity

9-24-2017
Sarah Wilson-Stillwell

denying self expression of life is the worst crime

denying self expression of life is the worst crime
control controlling suppress suppressing
manipulating deceiving lying
blocking pushing shoving
threatening
hitting punching kicking slapping hurting stabbing shooting killing
maiming forcing
assault assaulting battery physical harm
mental oral verbal threats insults accusations
backhanded compliments
no compliments
no appreciation
no respect for the individual's feelings emotions needs wants desires

9-15-2017

Last night I told him about the family dynamics. His family. My family.

Last night I told him about the family dynamics. His family. My family.

He can't hear you when his eyes are open.

He can't hear you when his eyes are open.

HIS Q: Why don't we have more xxx?

HIS Q:  Why don't we have more  xxx?

MY A:  We would have more xxx if you tame the snake,  the one in your
mouth and the other one.

Words mean something, tone of voice is everything.

November 23, 2018

Alone most of the time. Two 2 hours with husband today. Twenty two 22 hours alone.

Alone most of the time. Two 2 hours with husband today. Twenty two 22 hours alone.

What is this thing called steady that people expect us to be?
Who or what is "steady" as in motionless, unchanging, predictable, stagnant?

Why do I feel different every day?
One day I wake up feeling good and expecting positive things to happen.
The next day is gloomsday anticipating death.
Another day is neutrality like a zombie wondering if I am really still alive
or am I dreaming.

12-7-2018

dwell definition

dwell

 verb

\ˈdwel  \

dwelled\ˈdweld,  ˈdwelt \ or dwelt\ˈdwelt  \; dwelling

Definition of dwell 

intransitive verb

1: to remain for a timedwell in the hallway

2a: to live as a residentthe town in which he dwelled for eight yearsthe dwelling place of the gods

b: EXIST, LIEwhere the heart of the matter dwells

3a: to keep the attention directed —used with on or upontried not to dwell on my fears

b: to speak or write insistently —used with on or uponreporters dwelling on the recent scandal

Other Words from dwellSynonyms & AntonymsMore Example SentencesLearn More about dwell

Other Words from dwell

dweller \ˈdwe-​lər  \ noun

Synonyms & Antonyms for dwell

Synonyms

abide, hang around, remain, stay, stick around, tarry

Antonyms

bail, bail out, bug out, buzz (off), clear off [chiefly British], clear out, cut out, depart,exit, get off, go, go off, leave, move, pack (up or off), peel off, pike (out or off), pull out, push off, push on, quit, shove (off), take off, vamoose, walk out

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Everyone knows how to be polite to strangers

Everyone knows how to be polite to strangers 

Respect

Respect

Snowball effect.

Snowball effect.

Feminine

Feminine

I feel like 100 million dollars!

I feel like 100 million dollars!

Inside insanity.

Inside insanity.

At the mercy of men.

I sneeze. I don't take drugs to keep me from sneezing. I just sneeze into my elbow.a

I sneeze. I don't take drugs to keep me from sneezing. I just sneeze into my elbow.

We are the result of our actions and reactions of our environment.

We are the result of our actions and reactions of our environment.

Driving your car is not a video game. You are driving a death machine.

Driving your car is not a video game. You are driving a death machine.
Slow down. Think. Be patient.

Imagine drivers that are tired,
fighing with someone in the car,
dealling with kids throwing tantrums,
are drunk, on prescription drugs, have a lot on their mind,
are in a hurry (impatient), distracted by cell phones or are
ill/sick with the flu, a cold or any other imaginable sickness.

If you imagine these possibilites you are more alert
and able to respond quickly and calmly to sudden changes in traffic.

The dentist is not the one responsible for your teeth. You are by your daily habits

The dentist is not the one responsible for your teeth. You are by your daily habits.

How to assault with a deadly weapon.

How to assault with a deadly weapon.

 Open mouth, move your tongue,
criticize, find fault, use sarcasm,
threats, say hateful things, bash,
blame, shame, humiliate, use name
calling, belittle, undermine, prejudge,
condemn, lambaste, reprimand,
chastise, censure, denounce,
slam, trash, nag, nit-pick.

Criticize. Synonyms and antonyms.

Criticize. Synonyms and antonyms.

Humans: The most cruel animals on earth.

Humans: The most cruel animals on earth.

Dead in the ditch.

Replication/duplication of self is the purpose of all life forms.

Replication/duplication of self is the purpose of all life forms.

5-31-2018

I live and I die every day.

I live and I die every day.

5-31-2018

Your face is everything.

Your face is everything.

5-31-2018

The way I look and act shows how I am treated.

The way I look and act shows how I am treated.

5-31-2018

Stay away from negative people. They have a problem for every solution. ... anonymous

Stay away from negative people. They have a problem for every solution. ... anonymous

Chronic stress kills and destroys everything

Chronic stress kills and destroys everything.


Diet, money and material things won't fix or solve the problem.

Being systematically attacked by predators at every moment,

mentally or physically --the mind doesn't know the difference
between real or imagined/fake attacks--

by each move you make and every word you say
causes chronic stress.

If you cannot escape the attacks

and find relief, peace, safety and comfort somewhere or

by someone you will deteriorate rapidly and die sooner

than one who has a loving network of people who support them.

War equals not understanding. No love.

War equals not understanding. No love.

Can't  relate
Don't associate

Race wars, hate wars, political wars, sex wars, gender wars

Wars race politics sex gender religion race
breed nationality origin

Which one is better than the other in any category?
genus, species, "race", order
trees vegetables fruits animals male female rocks air water 

None are better than the other

All are important
All have meaning
All have purpose
All are connected/interconnected
All rely upon each other

Home is where you receive your real education.

Home is where you receive your real education.
Parents, (mother, father), grandparents, aunts, uncles, cousins,
family, (your relatives) are the people who teach you the basics
of life.

Things I wish I had learned as a child

Things I wish I had learned as a child

how to cook food and make drinks, have clean water
handle stress
deal with angry people
know and understand the seven 7 deadly sins of humans/man/men/women/woman/children
meditation meditate

good exercise for me personally and not try to do something just because another can do it
health (mental, emotional and physical) and nutrition
psychology
knowing accepting understanding myself and others
understanding religions and their origins and purposes

understanding government and their purposes
manage managing money
manage managing time
choose friends, jobs, careers carefully
be prudent with my words

how to speak in public courageously instead of having anxiety attacks
do only what I should be doing instead of listening to others tell me what they think I should be doing
focus exclusively on what I need to do and not be distracted by anyone or anything else
know who speaks from wisdom versus those who speak because they have to say something
differentiate between wisdom and useless chatter so I can learn from the wise

character judgement
how to interpret sarcasm
how to take a joke about myself and not feel hurt
know the difference between someone who cares about me and one who does not
know my own strengths focus on them instead of focusing on weaknesses others perceive about me

understand the motives of people, human nature
be action oriented and responsive, to respond appropriately, instead of being reactive reacting
how to effectively and politely get my point across with as few words as possible
how to relax de-stress
how to be the most productive in least amount of time and effort

how to prioritize goals, time management, tasks, duties, social obligations and free time
how to tell the difference between what is important and what is not

I just realized that I do not get angry and throw temper tantrums, screaming, yelling, threatening people, throwing or destroying things or otherwise purposefully inflicting harm onto others or damaging property.

I just realized that I do not get angry and throw temper tantrums, screaming, yelling,
threatening people, throwing or destroying things or otherwise purposefully inflicting harm onto others or damaging property.
Yet I have been the target of many angry people who do all of the above childish things
and they see nothing wrong with their behavior. Instead of blaming themselves and
taking responsibility for their actions they have often
blamed me for their anger and most often it is for things that I had no part in causing.

Searching for ways to deal with angry people, I came across these articles:

12 Creative Ways to Deal With Angry People Without Strangling Them to Death
by AM Tadas on December 28, 2011

Controlling Angry People

Angry People: 10 Ways To Deal With Hotheads


How to Deal With Impossible People

Where do my/your thoughts come from?

Where do my/your thoughts come from?

Good and bad are concepts made up by human beings based upon preferences.

Good and bad are concepts made up by human beings based upon preferences.

Sunshine does not come in a bottle or a pill. You have to get it naturally.

Sunshine does not come in a bottle or a pill. You have to get it naturally.

I believe and practice being polite to everyone but one should be especially polite to those who prepare and serve your food and work on your car.

I believe and practice being polite to everyone but one should be especially polite to
those who prepare and serve your food and work on your car.

Forget and move on. You can't live in memories.

Forget and move on. You can't live in memories.
Words he spoke tonight in the event he passes before me.
2-12-2018

The words "shut up" are very rude and offensive at any time anywhere.

https://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20121130231052AASruYz
The words "shut up" are very rude and offensive at any time anywhere. Until the last 10 years or so those words were seldom used except maybe a parent to a child which is still very wrong. The correct way to say it is to ask them to please be quiet as you are trying to concentrate. To say it for no reason except that they irritate you is even more wrong. I realize that young people use those words all the time and think it is cool and everyone does it, but outside your click those words can get you fired, or at the very least you will be considered rude and inconsiderate and not educated in the ways of society and how to get along in this world.


https://wehavekids.com/parenting/Why-Its-Not-Healthy-To-Say-Shut-Up-To-Your-Children

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shut_up