Keep Me Off Disability: July 2019

Tuesday, July 30, 2019

It's interesting how we listen to and watch the same stories over and over again and still don't get the point.

Sunday, July 28, 2019

When you help someone else it is inevitable you will help yourself. Hurt another and you will hurt yourself.

Never dismiss someone else's feelings or life experiences. You will hurt them and hurt yourself by doing so.

Never dismiss someone else's feelings or life experiences. You will hurt them and hurt yourself by doing so.
Never belittle, humiliate, criticize, threaten,
coerce or push another person into your way of thinking.

Saturday, July 27, 2019

What is the fight you're fighting. Why is it so important? Why fight? Why not be what you are

What is the fight you're fighting. Why is it so important? Why fight? Why not be what you are
and allow and accept others as they are?

To retain sanity I talk to myself non verbally, in my mind,

To retain sanity I talk to myself non verbally, in my mind,
when I realize I am talking to a brick wall, stone minded narcissist
with tunnel vision.

I am the only one who listens.

Old men fools driving around in hot rods thinking they can attract young chicks.

Old men fools driving around in hot rods thinking they can attract young chicks.
Ignoring, abusing and taking advantage of the woman they had
and expecting to have another woman.
They end up alone.

I have learned not to cry in front of him. He doesn't care about my feelings about anything, anyway.

I realize I am the only one who can do something about my life. No one is going to do it for me.

I realize I am the only one who can do something about my life. No one is going to do it for me.
No savior is going to step in, take charge and change my life. The feeling starts within me not
with someone else.

No one is going to help me. No one can do anything to fix my problems.
No one is interested in me or my problems or my physical body situation.
No one cares and nobody understands.

Force results in resistance.

Disrespect is denouncing another person's feelings and denying their experiences.

I only know what I have experienced.

Your tongue feeds you. It also has the power to kill you. Guard and control your tongue. Words are everything.

Your tongue feeds you. It also has the power to kill you. Guard and control your tongue.
Words are everything.

Wednesday, July 24, 2019

If you look at what you have in life, you'll always have more. If you look at what you don't have in life, you'll never have enough.

Today's Special Message of Inspiration & Thoughts on Life

Monday, July 22, 2019

No one has done anything without the help of someone else.

I have been trying (and always failed) to please, running from and avoiding disrespectful people all of my life.

I have been trying (and always failed) to please, running from and avoiding disrespectful people
all of my life.

Records people play in their mind are unique.

Records people play in their mind are unique. The
individual has their own set of recordings they have
learned throughout their life and they play them over and
over again.

Intelligent but not smart. Rote memorizing. Not comprehending/understanding.

Sunday, July 21, 2019

Hate means/equals lack of understanding. Love means understanding.

My cat simply doesn't give a damn about what anyone else thinks. She does her own thing at every moment.

My cat simply doesn't give a damn about what anyone else thinks. She does her own thing
at every moment.

Reflection in the now Relaxation then Progression into the future is seen

Saturday, July 20, 2019

It's not that I can't do anything. It is that I can do more and do it better when left alone to do it.

It's not that I can't do anything. It is that I can do more and do it better when left alone to do it.
I do not perform well at anything when micromanaged by
someone else who thinks they are by boss.

Slept all day Wednesday, Thursday and Friday July 17, 18, 19

Slept all day Wednesday, Thursday and Friday July 17, 18, 19
Wednesday got up at 6 pm. Took a bite of a tuna sandwich and my
throat was sore, my mouth was burning and I could barely finish half
a sandwich. I threw the top piece of bread away.
Looked in the mirror with a flashlight and my throat was red and white
a fairly large white pus pocket by the right tonsil.
Hot, sweaty, then cold and shivering while sleeping.
Diarrhea for 3 days now.
Checked throat Friday and it is red white more white patches.
Oral mercury thermometer shows temperature at 98.6
My usual normal temperature is around 97.1 to 97.6 or so.
Need to get a thermometer like those used by doctors and check
it everyday to get a real average for myself
All I know is how I feel and it is not good.

you are drawn to what you are aware of and appreciate

you are drawn to what you are aware of and appreciate
awareness of and appreciation of a thing draws that thing to you

you attract a thing or person that is drawn to you, is aware of and
appreciates you

Tuesday, July 16, 2019

7-15-2019 Monday. He went into a rage because he wanted cc on chrome cast

Friday, July 12, 2019

Your body is smarter than you are.

Thursday, July 11, 2019

i was in a good mood this evening and showed him some exercises that physical therapist taught me yesterday

i was in a good mood this evening and
showed him some exercises that physical therapist
taught me yesterday

to help with core muscles
so i can deal with 38 degree scoliosis
spondylosis/advanced arthritis of spine
and stenosis
the physiatrist told me there is nothing you or I
can do to stop the progression of this disease
it will only continue to get worse
options are physical therapy and
pain shots in the spine
or back surgery

he went into a rage
yelling again
you don't do anything around here

what do you do
you can't even pick yourself up
off the floor (push ups/ planks)
you don't need those frilly exercises
(the therapist showed you)

you need to do things around here
use the push mower and mow the grass
pull weeds out of the garden
pick up sticks in the yard
move firewood

you're flabby
a beach whale that can't even pick yourself up
what do you do
around here besides
doing the dishes
and the laundry
and using that little vacuum
sometimes

i have to do everything around here
you don't clean
i have to do deep cleaning
i have to clean up after you
you don't keep the sink clean
you leave messes everywhere
i have to clean up your messes off the floor
you're always dropping things on the floor
and i have to clean up after you

I don't have to explain myself. Only those who don't understand to begin with demand explanations.

I don't have to explain myself.
Only those who don't understand to begin with
demand explanations.

I quit expecting anyone to understand. They don't and they can't.

Wednesday, July 10, 2019

Children don't need to be pushed. They know what they want.

How does intense, strenuous, competetive physical activity transform a woman's face into a man's face?

How does intense, strenuous, competetive physical activity transform a woman's face into
a man's face?

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