John must have constant outside stimulus in order to feel
alive and in pseudo control
He told me other people meditate and he does not
He believes he is superior and intelligent...and he is intelligent in his own ways
by memorizing trivia and news and information he receives from
outside sources
He does not allow himself to be silent quiet still
He does not listen to inner self guidance direction
He is not creative. Instead he chooses to admire the output and creations of others
He believes the answer is OUT there somewhere
He prefers to use the touchpad on computer NOT the mouse
He does not see anything special in people he knows personally
He admires strangers and the news and media : movies, actors, musicians
He is a control freak
Materialistic, money focused, mammon is his god
Only understands physical needs and wants and desires
Food/eating, hunger, bodily functions, movement
Says "I want, I need, What I need from you is..,
I want you to... I want this and that" constantly
He said "Don't take me literally" the other day when I visited him at the
nursing care home facility in Independence, Missouri
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