of his insanity attacks yelling
i feel numb frozen like i shouldnt move talk or say anything
anything i say or do can stir up a fight or attack from him
some things i know are predictable triggers and some are things i would have no idea would trigger him or anyone
often it is some thing he sees that agitates him
or something he smells.. disinfectant perfume lip gloss candle burning blowing out a candle food smells like popcorn fish seafood
sometimes it is a thing he touches saying it is sticky
many years ago when i still smoked cigarettes so before december 2010 i remember him driving the toyota. i was passenger. he was pissed about something. pulled car into lot across from home depot. i got out of the car and lit a cig. his anger intensified after that and screamed you dont need that cigarette!!
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