He puts on some kind of stinking cologne sometimes before leaving the house

 i havent figured out the pattern yet as to why

today he just said he is going to menards fill up propane, go walk, and might get a haircut

so the menards he goes to in in raymore missouri

i have no real idea where he goes what he does who he sees or doesnt see

i used to automatically trust in him and the last few years my feelings have changed