Monday, May 15, 2023

learning to be stoic poker face to save grace

 which i did as a child easily 

quiet blank face almost emotionless 

the rage of those around me 

caused me to shut down expressions

parents mother father mom dad grandparents grandma grandpa anyone else

who i knew was going to blow up in anger threatening me attitude

AND when the narc knows what i feel, think, plan, goals they monkey wrench it to

destroy happiness


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