How can it be that i can not know the person i have lived with for any amount of time, one day, one month, year or decades?
If i didnt know the person was only repeating words they heard and didnt generate original thoughts.. they appeared normal, common, ordinary..doing the right things, saying what is supposed to be said in any situation, doing what they thought they ought to do out of sheer fear that anyone would think they were strange, weird or abnormal.
They, specifically, he and the he before him make strong efforts to appear as part of the woodwork, not standing out , not calling attention to themselves, seeming to do right things out of duty and faux facades not because it is their genuine desire but
Alas to appear normal
And he is anything but normal.
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