https://news.emory.edu/stories/2021/09/esc_left_wing_authoritarians_psychology/campus.html

While you are working out he is humping the maid

 avoiding any and all house work..go to the gym, the salon, the places you think will make you look better

he is screwing the maid at your home when youre not looking...or the girl, the neighbor, your best friend, maybe someones daughter,

Muscles look good on men... men usually want a feminine female not a boxer but a beach babe unless of course he is homosexual or maybe bi

It becomes important when its not done, it is not there

 When you cant find it

They disappear, vanish and never come back

When it or the person is missing

When the dishes are dirty you need a clean plate

No food and youre hungry

No woman and youre horny

As long as it is steady and always there it does not seem important. Taken for granted like breathing you dont miss until you are suffocating

Mums the word

 Mums the word

https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/mum's%20the%20word

mum's the word

idiom

informal

—used to say that some information is being kept secret or should be kept secret

We want her birthday party to be a surprise, so mum's the word.

Accidental tragedy of existence. Purposeless meaningless life.

I am amazed i thrived as an infant and still breathe today

 Considering the caring and attention was focused upon my 3 little brothers and the 6 half brothers and sisters before me.

I dont know what kept me going and dont know why I am alive today keeping in mind i was not wanted before during or after birth. Purpose and point dont seem to exist. Ever. 

I was happy with water warmth cuddling and food

 Infant stuff. Safety. "Love". Nurturing. 

Babies baby child children 

Littlest things are paramount interesting significant exciting in youth. Learning is fun and fundamental.

Old age can dull senses eliminate excitement in some people that lose the zest for life.

However I have noticed old or young men perk up fast around young cute girls. Every time. The new fresh female especially ones he hasnt had in bed hasnt banged screwed sexed up hard fast long or short yet. 

MAN GETS Excited at the opportunity to look, to watch, to see , mingle grab rub feel up conquer , screw, suck, fuck, hug (some hug, some dont) kiss (some kiss some dont), the young woman with the nice healthy body great skin bright eyes , shiny hair, the tits, the ass, the puss, the mouth deep throat with lots of tongue action (not talking but tonguing his body parts especially penis or the anus with some,

Something gets old and boring worn out and disgusting after he has conquered a female completely; once he knows shes not going away, she is devoted, loving and his , then he isnt begging her anymore . In fact, he is sick of her. He takes her for granted using abusing trampling disrespecting her entire being. She has no worth anymore. No value.

And after trampling her nearly to death she becomes ragged, worn out, lifeless. Nobody wants her anymore especially him. She made the hugest mistake any female could make: sworn devotion and love, commitment to one man. Shes always there and he doesnt care.

He thinks she is not ever going to leave. She is like a doormat he mindlessly walks on everyday. She gave up the most precious thing anyone can give, her heart. It is smashed to pieces. It is ground up, crushed to death like a foot on a flower into the ground.