Friday, July 4, 2025

Incognito. wear a mask. go to strange places. talk to strangers

that i will never see again

that someone else / me/ looks poor, plain, unadorned

the other side is rich beautiful and fancy and nobody knows it


Tuesday, July 1, 2025

Daddys boy. Mans man

 both my sons and all 3 husbands

desecrates denounces disrespects women me and mother

not Affectionate or empathetic

woman is for sex maid work doormat slavery

children are robots are punished for differences or disagreeing


New clothes yesterday. Dumped more trash. Donated

 a bunch more stuff. My closet is looking better. Bedroom better

Kicked out of the nest or flew off independently

 i flew off early. 16 and gone. didnt give a damn what anyone thought. chose my partners 

he hung onto mama and family. 31 when we got together. slow to wean. 



Authoritarian Hitler personality he has

 Like Eric fromm figured out he masochistic ically irrationally submits to people who appear to be leaders like Trump Donald, Mike lindell, ...