You definitely could not pose as a model in Playboy magazine, said by uncle Larry

 I was 16 years old

He proceeded to try to get me to perform oral sex on him then get on his lap at his house one time I was alone with him

I was petrified terrified began bawling my eyes out then my eldest brother showed up and rescued me from rape

Larry would make comments about my hips my ass size my breasts my waist my face anything about how I looked and attempt to undermine my appearance to make me feel less than