I remember this phenonmenon happening when I was around 10 or 11 years old.
the feeling was overwhelming as if I were going to explode from happiness. the grateful joy of all was so intense
anymore it rarely happens.
instead a horrible depression hits with suicide thoughts on my mind
alot is due to past experiences of abuse that pop up and conglomerate into a snowball
and living with a doomsday micromanager person who destroys any moment of joy if he sees a smile on my face
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