Love is what I wanted to share. Lust is what I ended up getting.

 Love is what I wanted to share. Lust is what I ended up getting. 

It's about the desire to control, not about how much money I make.

 It's about the desire to control, not about how much money I make. 
Many rich and famous women have endured suffering: verbal, emotional
and physical abuse from their malignant narcissist partner. Tina Turner,
married to Ike, is just one example. 
She is natural, beautiful, sweet, innocent, talented, loving, giving
and courageous. 

Ignore your wife and she will go away. The same rule applies to your teeth or anything else.

 Ignore your wife and she will go away. The same rule applies to your teeth or anything else.

Some people only want and appreciate what they don't have.

 Some people only want and appreciate what they don't have. 

What does "at my wits end" mean? I am there. Wits and patience have met.

at wit's end

at (one's) wits' end

In a state of distress because one has no more patience or mental stamina, often after having dealt with some kind of problem or difficult situation.

The baby's been crying for hours, and I'm at my wits' end!

I'm already at my wits' end, so if this train gets delayed too, I'm going to scream.

Getting rid of trash and nonselling items

Spent a few hours today getting trash and nonselling items ready to take away tomorrow.

Books, vhs tapes, cds, vinyl records. 
Last week I took clothing and other miscellaneous things to the thrift store.

Feeling a little better every day.

it's a miracle I'm still alive

 it's a miracle I'm still alive

Still thin, have okay skin, look fair, have most of my mind left, can walk, talk, function, think, remember and comprehend