Wednesday, November 1, 2023

Men want women. How they mess up

 Ignore her. Condemn, criticize, belittle. 

Act different after the courtship and claim of ownership



Too much of it or you, not enough variety

 Why would i look at pictures of you..i see you all the time

Why listen to you , i dont want to listen to you, i hear you , you talk all the time. You say the same things every day

I like to hear different music. Thats why i like pandora playlists they add different music to my list

I need a different personality (around)

Get the fxxk out of my face. Just leave! Youre gone for hours, stay home, go away, leave me alone. I dont need your opinions, input..dont care to hear it

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And absence is necessary to create desire. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Familiarity breeds contempt

Take for granted what we think is always there and no chance of leaving forever, no chance of losing it, no loss possible

Thing most appreciated is experienced less or not yet experienced

Desire what you dont have. 

Dont wear out your welcome

Ten minutes of me lasts for months. Intense. Tmi too much information. Overwhelming. Strong. 






i'd rather read a book (slower) he'd rather watch a movie (its faster)

 a book takes a lot more effort

a video is fast and easy, ready made

Most Men Are a Mess. Stupid fools.

 The list goes on and on I could make of men I know and have known.

Men living in a mess, making messes. Acting like a mess of a fool. Nice at first, nice to strangers then mean as hell once in an established relationship with a female who loves them.

Believing all they need to do is work alot, have a lot of money, material things, make their body look good by working out, own nice things and clothes.  And only be nice and polite in the beginning of a relationship with a woman. After he thinks he "owns" her he can say and do anything he wants without consequence. 

They wonder around looking for a woman, often any woman who looks good to them and have no clue as to why they either don't have a woman or the woman they are with is not happy. They are such a mess and so mean and rude at times they run her off. She never comes back and he sits there in awe and can't figure out why she left and will never return.

Getting a woman might be easy sometimes, keeping one around is not so easy.

Name them off, men I know who are a mess or were a mess when alive. Messed up environment and/or messed up way they are treating others..

kirk hupp

tony gomez

john layson

norman rutherford

own hub mike 

ed m ex husband

john hunsperger

leroy mitchell

richard wilson




Until the last breath a person wants control

No logic reasoning or rationalizing with a crazy person

Best things I have ever done

  Joining community center in august 2021

swim

Dance

New routes paths

Discover 

Solitude

Meditation

Relaxing

Reading

Realize

Invent

Avoid

Leaving

Focus

Concentrate

Praying

Imagine

Visualize

Believe

Write

Diary

Study

Work

Cleaning

Cooking teaching myself

Laundry

Swimming

Gymnastics

Music

Office

Drive

Paint

Know my body

Understand




Knock yourself out LOSER