Monday, January 2, 2023

I am a survivor

I am a survivor

narcs narcissists abusers controllers 

sexual sex abuse first incident age 4

insomnia totally irregular abnormal sleeping situation


scoliosis broken back

severe levoscoliosis 38 degree curve diagnosed 2019 multiple xrays and 2 mris


bipolar manic dep

physical abuse black eyes both eyes blacked at once age 16

left eye blacked by husband age 23


falling down tailbone broken 3,4 5 times

fell several times and once someone pulled chair out from under me fell on concrete floor at super flea


bullied by many people including husbands boyfriends women

bosses managers coworkers


brain damage head injuries   fractured skull

dozen car wrecks

kicked in the head knocked out

sodomized raped repeatedly and in my sleep by ex


scapegoat scapegoated blamed for things i didn't do 

for things i wouldnt do

things i couldn't do


survived being in schizophrenic family 

husband 31 years since dec 1991

his mother, uncles, aunts, sisters, brothers, cousins crazy paranoid schizo


john layson hoarder

m barnes hoarder psycho bipolar nutcase

railroad  me people



commanding others demanding of people 

why?  power domination control

forget it.... you can only control yourself

real control is controlling the self 

those lacking in 

try to act like they control others and the environment










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