By cooking anything that smells..it's going to smell for 2-3 hours when I am trying to sleep
By doing anything that smells that I don't like
By doing anything that I don't want or like or do myself
By having any people around
By dressing in any fashion or manner I don't approve of
AND he is going to do exactly as he pleases whether I like it or not
No sounds from me or a child or anyone.. ever
https://www.bing.com/search?q=steve%20bannon%20on%20rumble&PC=SANSAAND&form=LWS001&ssp=1&cc=US&setlang=en&safesearch=moderate
And
Bitchute
Alex Jones
Maga Trump cult campaign member
Your Daily Quotation:
"Enter every activity without giving mental recognition to the possibility of defeat. Concentrate on your strengths, instead of your weaknesses ... on your powers, instead of your problems."
-- Paul J. Meyer
What makes him spend money willingly?
Fancy food
Salesman one time door to door selling cleaning solution. Clean cut white male dressed business like
Gave quarters to a woman with kids on the street. Said she was not really that pretty but I wasn't with him so I don't know
Fungusclear he saw advertised spent around two hundred dollars
Food dehydrator advertised on tv
Large amount spent on the truck
Metal detectors several of them
Tv in living room. Thousands
He knows the adult entertainment spots and notices immediately any clubs bars ads for any type of porn, any pictures of pretty girls women females
Avoids looking at me because his face is in porn so much and stares at other women.,.
Why would he want to look at me in person or picture of me he sees me all the time.. words straight out of his mouth
They Don't answer the question
Tight lipped
Change subject
Eyes blinking alot or squinting
Looking away
Twisting words
Blaming me or you
For ridiculous things obviously I had no part of
Pointing fingers at others most of the time
Your Daily Quotation:
"Where is there dignity unless there is honesty?"
-- Cicero
https://www.verywellhealth.com/foods-to-avoid-with-arthritis-5090739
Chiropractor told me I have had arthritis at least 47 years.
The hard lump in my twisted back that looks like another spine is actually bone, not tight muscles my husband erroneously thought and yelled at me for years saying you need to exercise your muscles on the other side of your back so the left side doesn't bulge out like that!
My food consumption has been a lot of salty things , red meat, sausage, bacon, ham, processed foods, fast food, used to consist of a lot of sugar, breads, crackers, cakes, pies, cookies, cheese dairy, ice cream, Cottage cheese, junk hydrogenated soybean and other oil
She, my ex mother in law, told me over 40 years ago the simple message in every book she read is Change your thoughts. It all begins, travels around and never ends with my and your thoughts.
In that mind. The mind. The spirit. Untouchable. Untrappable. Not contained. Always alive.
The spirit is source of adventure...
Key to yourself book ...
7
sevens
jackpot
all 7's
straight in and round in rows
all rows and columns
7 7 61
7-7-1961
numbers on my stuff, my number
https://www.britannica.com/topic/seven-heavenly-virtues
7 virtues
(1) humility, (2) charity, (3) chastity, (4) gratitude, (5) temperance, (6) patience, and (7) diligence
seven deadly sins
Each of these can be used to overcome the corresponding sins of (1) vainglory, or pride, (2) greed, or covetousness, (3) lust, or inordinate or illicit sexual desire, (4) envy, (5) gluttony, which is usually understood to include drunkenness, (6) wrath, or anger, and (7) sloth. The seven heavenly virtues are similar but distinct from the seven virtues (comprising four cardinal virtues and three theological virtues) that are considered to be fundamental to Christian ethics.
go to church, not religious
go to a casino dont gamble
go to all you can eat buffet and dont eat it all
have it and leave it set,
dont use it dont need it
Alcohol, clothes, food, equipment,
Electronics video and audio for rabbit hole usage to escape reality avoided
Instead am into simplicity understanding usefulness practicality
s. necklace pendant white gold chaing chip diamonds in the 's' ...grandpa's gift to me from grandma. sold at alvins fine jewelers fear of losing it in the swimming pool
ruby ring white gold square jewel dropped down bathroom drain main bath when i was about 10 never found it even tho i took the elbow pipe off
age 16 the gold bracelet with my name engraved on it and a diamond was stolen along with my jewelry box while living in building with my mother 336 brooklyn
damon grandson obsessed with youtube video of little girl dropped the ring down the toilet and it goes through the water system .
george
paisley
latonya
devin
heather
wendy
rising on the east ; dad, aunt ruth, son clayton,
anywhere
especially at work
at home
walking down the street
a neighbor
he peeps thru her window
began having to have constant radio/tv
playing when i was a girl
due to chronic stress in household from
grandma and grandpa both well meaning upstanding caring people and both a narcissist
music movies television magzines books
any thing anyone talking was soothing
would try to keep the radio going on all night long in my bedroom but could not because it disturbed and woke up grandmother
when i was alone i would turn up the console stereo volume as loud as it would go often playing vinyl records and broadcasting the radio
and i had a portable record player i would put in the front yard plug it in play music and dance in the yard all the neighbors around could see me and hear it blasting but i did it for myself me my sanity not to try to show off or impress anyone...it was simply my way of being, just being myself
Lots of info is useless meaningless garbage taking up space in a brain consciousness
memories go all the way back more than 32 years ago..way back to 1987 when first met...
the shitty negative attitude was there however i ignored it thinking it would/he would change and become happy optimistic appreciative grateful funloving and see the bright side of life AND
after all these years
he remains the same
Love drums bass
Abhor screams shrill high pitches
Like his sister Karen naming her daughter Amber
When amber alert began
From bitchute
X22 report
What ever he thinks is so important that I 'need' to hear
Conversation
Because he is not listening and doesn't care what you have to say
All he does is look at you and sniff
Like a dog
Look into his eyes
He's been telling lies
He tells you to shut the fkk up
He's a creep peeping
Sneaky sneaking
Can't carry on a conversation about anything except what he wants to say
He's a porno king watcher: pornography gives instant satisfaction like a sex slave worker whore slut prossy prostitute whether she is free or charges money
Whines, throws fits when hungry, losing at a game, needs not met immediately, has to be in control of all things except himself all the time,
May appear disgusting physically and might stink and can't stand ugly women who smell bad
I can get away anywhere and can't get away from myself.
Get away anywhere and can't get away from yourself
sarah wilson stillwell
Your Daily Quotation:
"You don't become enormously successful without encountering some really interesting problems."
-- Mark Victor Hansen
in the end
the beginning
the entire time
the angels are there
doing their god given job duty
to clear the way for life and living it to its fullest
thinking, saying, talking, writing, blogs, diaries, journals, life journeys travels experiences
recording of anything
describing, descriptions, accuracy
detailed details lists of anything
unlimited income results from excellent communicators
Said to me by mother in law Patty mertz way back in 1982 1983
Regarding the fact that I dealt with her son ed for 2 - 3 years with out cracking up going crazy.. anything bad having to put up with him, loving him.
What a naive loving fool I am
Packing home full of stuff
Trying to save everything
Living with wrong people
Listening to bad advice
Believing lies from my naive self thinking everyone tells me the truth
Cleaning up after capable people
Slavery of any kind
Romantic love, believe it was true
Not recognizing a person for what they are, their character such as being a snake charmer
Get a woman
She's committed to him
Once he feels ownership he is entitled
Then shits on everything about her
Does not want to take her anywhere
Do anything
Except lay around the house
Looking at videos
Jacking off to
Other women
Blasting noise with headphones on his head
Shutting out the woman he thinks he owns
shower OFF
and cleanse the INSIDE of yourself
to feel REALLY GOOD
WOW !!!
bent over to get into the file cabinet
"OH, Baby!' he wowed wooed moaned....
i was working at storage company as relief manager
santalauria
https://hackspirit.com/signs-youre-an-incredibly-patient-person/
Your Daily Quotation:
"Great works are performed not by strength but by perseverance."
-- Samuel Johnson
Friend Stan Mathis or Stanley matches
Was one person I knew who practiced speed reading. 1981 1982.
Practiced.
Popular subject. Not sure who started it or when .
Now it is common practice.
just like so many stories, one of the best is SCROOGE
IN A CHRISTMAS CAROL
OLD EBENEZER SCROOGE the hateful fucker
MONEY MISER MISERABLE TIGHTWAD SON OF A BITCH
He had his reasons for being that way...lived his entire life all about money working slaving treating others like worthless slaves ...never celebrating anything or anyone
only realzing at the end of his life that people would celebrate his death
they think the same of everyone
treat people differently according to what they think they can get out of them
https://ideapod.com/signs-of-a-magnetic-personality-that-draws-people/
15 signs you have a magnetic personality that draws people towards you
1) You’re authentic
2) You’re a great listener
3) You’re confident
4) Your optimism is contagious
5) You have a great sense of humor
Do you have a natural ability to make people laugh without hurting or humiliating anyone?
6) You’re eloquent
7) You’re honest and open-minded
8) You’re naturally curious
9) You’re passionate about life
10) You inspire others
11) You’re compassionate and empathetic
12) You maintain positive energy
13) You respect others
You know, respect is a two-way street.
Do you have the ability to respect others’ opinions, even when they differ from your own?
Are you someone who doesn’t shy away from listening to and learning from differing viewpoints?
14) You’re adaptable
Have you noticed how you adapt easily to change and thrive in varying environments?
Are you able to go with the flow without compromising your values and identity?
If this resonates with you, then you possess the magnetism that attracts others.
Your ability to adapt showcases your resilience and strength, making you a positive influence for others.
15) You are self-aware
Are you aware of your strengths and weaknesses and constantly working on improving yourself?
Do you strive to become the best version of yourself each day?
If this sounds like you, then you certainly have a magnetic personality.
Your self-awareness reflects your commitment to personal growth, inspiring others to strive for the same.
How to develop a magnetic personality
Developing a magnetic personality is less about changing who you are, and more about embracing and enhancing the qualities you already possess.
Here are some steps you can take to build your personal magnetism:
1) Practice self-love and self-acceptance
One of the foundations of a magnetic personality is being comfortable with who you are. Embrace your strengths, accept your flaws, and strive for personal growth.
2) Foster good listening skills
People are naturally drawn to those who show genuine interest in their stories and ideas. Practice active listening and show empathy to others.
3) Cultivate positivity
A positive mindset is attractive. Try to maintain an optimistic outlook and spread positivity around you.
4) Work on your communication skills
Effective communication is key in attracting others. Learn how to express your ideas clearly and understand others’ perspectives.
5) Be open to different viewpoints
Showing respect for others’ ideas, even if they’re different from yours, fosters mutual respect and understanding. This ability is crucial for building a magnetic personality.
6) Stay curious
Showing genuine interest in others and the world around you attracts people. Stay curious and keep learning.
7) Display passion and commitment
Passion is infectious. Whether it’s about your work, hobbies, or personal pursuits, let your passion shine.
8) Inspire and motivate others
Use your experiences, knowledge, and insights to inspire and motivate others to achieve their goals. Your willingness to uplift others speaks volumes about your character and makes you more attractive to people.
9) Show compassion and empathy
Being empathetic and compassionate creates a sense of safety and comfort around you. These qualities make people feel valued and understood, and they will naturally feel drawn to you.
10) Embrace change and be adaptable
Being flexible and adaptable in different situations is a key trait of a magnetic personality. This shows your resilience and your ability to thrive in varying circumstances.
11) Nurture your self-awareness
Understanding your strengths and weaknesses, and knowing what you need to work on, is a fundamental step towards developing a magnetic personality. Stay true to your values and beliefs while maintaining an open mind for personal growth.
12) Practice respect
Respect for others, their ideas, and their spaces makes you more likable and approachable.
Remember, respect is reciprocal, and treating others with kindness and respect invites the same treatment in return.
At the end of the day, remember that your magnetic personality comes from your authentic self.
So, embrace your unique traits and let your natural charisma shine through.
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Your Daily Quotation:
"Surrounded by people who love life, you love it too; surrounded by people who don't, you don't."
-- Mignon McLaughlin
And complicates things
And likes it that way
Rigid as a rock steel rod
https://www.bedifferentorbedead.com/blog/item/5_simple_ways_to_spot_a_real_asshole
https://bullshit.ist/how-to-identify-assholes-with-this-simple-formula-3cc55dc722ce
Top priority is owning stuff
Instead of being healthy
And joyful with minimal stuff
Current and ex hub
Man hoarder friend i had have
Lots of people live like this
Prizing possessions
Threatens to kill, has people call us threatening death by gun bullets Karen sister did also accuses spouse partner of trying to kill her
Jerry chased Mike with a knife threatening to kill him in kingsville MO at Norman Rutherford place
In living room, my back hitting door knob, dont think i have bruises didnt look
Temper tantrum fit again... shyt the fuck up get out of here
I left went to community center for awhile
Hes half calm when i got back
Only to turn back into bastard again july 12 then i go shopping come back he is semi calm
Never know triggers when bomb temper is going to drop
SOME CHEAP PLACE
BECAUSE HE IS A TIGHTWAD
WITH A CHEAP PIECE OF MEAT
Loser male gets no sex from a willing female she's not willing nor ever wanting his dick inside her because he is a turn off to the max ...
Failure man boy has to pay money for it
Or pay with merchandise, hard ball busting work
He begs for the sex if he has no money can't do anything for it. She can't stand him. Some females will do it for the money, some even fake liking it with a nasty pig of a male . Shed rather do anything else than let him touch her..
Repulsive reject males ought to use the paid whore prostitute or mother thumb 4 daughters jack off method
and never make a baby.. oughta be sterilized then only cream of crop males would be born. Female will have access for only the best breed of the man male to carry on the race
If a girl only knew her
Power to choose
Right to reject
Flat out say hell no idiot ass hole
You aren't putting that penis in me or any other being!!!!!
https://www.healthline.com/health/mental-health/what-is-verbal-abuse#circular-arguments
lots of males men all ages desire fantasize some seize act upon any opportunity to screw especially teen or young looking females
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my eldest brother gilbert john wilson junior born january 1949, dead at 52, told me not long before his death he was "in love with" a 14 year old girl lived in northeast kansas city missouri, the area he wandered around in his entire life.
he was notorious for fucking screwing having sex with many countless females almost anywhere he happened to be. impregnating many of them. there are lots of children he fathered and these individuals have no clue who their dad is. HE WAS, like vast majority, attracted to teeny weens girls HOWEVER he actually had sex with tons of them because he was a real good looking male most of his life and he was FUN to be around acting childlike childish in the beginning of each relationship. After he got what he wanted from these females girls women he would then do 180 schizo psycho and beat them, some severely, blackened eyes broken bones who knows. IN and out of jail he spent his life as not only a woman beater but a thief burglar criminal stealing what ever he could get wherever he happened to be.
john told me stories about girls often. one female he knew would go to fire stations and the men would fuck her frequently
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tom wright 'thomas', friend was in independence missouri, told me when he was young man while he was at work, machine work mowers parts place and young girls would come in to the workplace builing they would all take turns screwing them...and he was in in 50s telling me this and said he often felt guilty and bad now for what he and they did to these girls ..just fucking their brains out using them for sex.... and he told me lots of guys will hire women who will come and clean your house while they are naked undressed wearing nothing at all,,, it is a real turn on for guys-------------------
JIM Mccleery works worked at super flea who made passes at me and also told me the owner whats his name was married and would bring in get teen girls who live around the flea market have them come in to the building...he lived way up on top floor and screw as many girls as he could. marriage meant nothing to him. i remember that guy who was a nasty mean snearing made fun of me one day i worked there and was wearing my purse pack in front he laughed stupidly at me. what an ugle ugly undesirable thing he was.. to me, anyway.
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BRICE, 27 year old male: answered question i asked at gas station one day. 4 cute teen girls came in, all looking totally different ; height, weight, hair color, clothes, ... they walked out the door after he silently watched them then i asked him "which one of those 4 would you like if you had the chance?" he answered " ALL OF THEM !!" Obvisouly he's not that picky and and told me so.
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my father told me about pete sveda sjeda and guys owned heating cooling 75th and prospect they would get the young girls in the office screw the hell out them go home to their wives.
joe sprofera dead years ago tried to get me to go to motel room with him .. i was 16 years old living with my father he was one of my dads co work associate friends. joseph, married to michelle with several teen daughters of his own...
virgil .. owner of heating a/c business old married man .. i was working telemarketing sales in the office. one eve my husband left for a service call no one else was in the building the other workes all went home ...old virgil huge fat obese man walked up behind me scaring the hell out of me put his nasty hands on my chest ...i was such a skinny thinner thing at the time maybe 110 lbs and he said 'oh there's alot more there on your chest than it looks" frozen with fear i didnt move said nothing somehow calmly walked back over to my chair desk with the phone i worked at said my husband is coming back soon.....
uncle dennis , married at the time, i was 16 said i would fuck you if you weren't with him ( my boyfriend)
uncle larry tried to get me, rumors from his ex wife judy and then current wife barb said he'd fuck a knot hole in the wall
uncle paul tried to get me admitted he is a womanizer and was his entire life
I was 17 18 husband perry and i visited his old man friend nicknamed fingers because he was good at playing cards, he grabs me in hallway while i walk behind my hubby and turns me around tries to force kiss me while i hold my baby ricky..i manage to push him away...what a nasty old man he was
He will nail it any chance he gets
No conscience without guilt
Lies vehemently claims is innocent even caught red handed...if he finally has to admit choiceless then blames wife gf for his infidelity when fact is it was his instinct choice she had nothing to do with making him do anything..perfect blame game to shirk responsibility for his sheer lack of self control
Some cant differentiate between fantasy and reality. It is merged in the mind as real
Constantly on lookout for a victim or a willing partner participant.
Any action inaction is taken /perceived as a sign shes ready or not here he comes
cousin carl tried i was 16
cousins when i visited kansas
half brothers i was 16, 17,
neighbors, friends of boyfriends bfs, girl friends bfs husbands, co workers, customers at each place i have worked, relatives of mine, relatives of my spouse, in laws, outlaws, nice guys, mean guys, clean or dirty looking males, teen age boys neighbors
every single job i have worked at there are those making passes activly looking for sex
accosted at business locations such as gas stations grocery store, walmart, thrift stores, chicken restaurant such as church's tastys fish and chicken, at fast food, casual, diners,
this is an extremely common thing that happens to pretty cute attractive females anywhere world wide
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MARK H, a friend of mine stated: IT doens't matter HOW OLD THEY ARE, if they LOOK GOOD....
trash garbage refuse all over streets yards neighborhood businesses parks
car washes, lots of them
fried chicken restaurants
fast food restaurants common / dominant in majority of area city town
liquor stores / convenient quick shop stores common
casual or fine dining restaurants few or closed
shopping malls closing or closed
movie theaters disappear close closing
nice large chain stores closing
selling cigarettes other smoking things individually on the counter or in bins of ice inside the store
sirens frequently heard : police, ambulances, fire trucks, er, emergency rescue vehicles
stray animals common
killed people injured
shootings rampant
dead animals found abused starved neglected
child abuse
spouse abuse
family abuse
fancy looking cars parked on street
windows bashed out in houses businesses
super loud music playing from vehicles homes
litter strewn about; trash often close to a trash can lying on the ground anywhere
unkempt yards, cars
piles of stuff lying about in the yard ; front, back, sides
large garbage bags thrown on side of road or randomly in parking lots
graffiti is common ; might be anywhere
brightly colored places of business or homes/houses. colors like orange, purple, pink, yellow
curtains tightly closed in occupied homes houses
barbecuing / cooking food in the front yard often witnessed / seen
front porch sitters often seen
beggars asking me for money or "gas money" virtually anywhere in the area such as gas stations, grocery stores, shopping areas, restaurants, any place of business
residents have neighbors that know no boundaries; they will come running up to the person living there and grab things out of their sack upon arriving home from the store or grocery store
auto theft and vandalism is common occurrance any time of day often at night
lots of fast food trash strewn about
individual serving size beverage containers and snacks, candy bars, candy, sweets, chip bags purchased and tossed about randomly anywhere and everywhere
squatters homeless staying in or around abandoned houses buildings old businesses
real estate lady at REMAX told me it is not "IF" they will squat but "WHEN" they will do it
"adult" erotic porn pornographics stores bars taverns naked partially naked dance dancers
living for the minute moment day is common; planning ahead is rare
patience is far and few between in the people
reckless driving racing vehicles cars trucks common
loud noisy unkempt cared for cars exist as well as super cared for fancy big cars with non oem wheels tires emblems ornaments
Or is it the ability to mock , copy , repeat
what is seen heard
4 redwood Court Belton Missouri
Old previous address. The gas leaked in pipe in side of the range in kitchen. I was cooking dinner one night and the left side of stove / range metal started swelling out / bulging. I screamed and ed mertz husband came into kitchen saw it, found the wrench and immediately turned off gas coming to the stove and saved us . The place could have blown up we might have died: him, our son Clayton, a baby at the time,me and possibly even our neighbors living in attached duplex.
1984 or 1985
Remember ed towing me in my 73 Pontiac grand prix car, ice on it's windshield, I could barely see my head out the side of open window below zero temperature
in dec I suppose it was year
1985 because dec 85 when we moved to 7203 e 108th St Kansas City MO, the bad decision he made, ed threw a temper tantrum with his mommy when at first she said no I'm not helping you buy it
I called it the Ruskin dumper
becky rebecca said the spirit remains the same individual *esssence
and lives on after death of the physical body
cars speeding around us while I am driving
damon is in the backseat
grandma, where are they going?
nowhere, i said
some people think they have to drive fast and
they are going to get there faster
if they go too fast they may not get there at all
I AM GOING TO MAKE PICTURES PHOTOS COLLAGES POSTERS OF
LIFE FORMS AND
NONLIFE INANIMATE OBJECTS NATURE UNIVERSE
I AM AN ARTIST PHOTOGRAPHER DRAWINGS SKETCHES PAINTING
ANIMALS
PLANTS
OBJECTS
Anything, another totally unrelated thing
Shows he is not listening to me
Rarely hears what I say
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/10/181003134501.htm
GRANDMOTHER; she did have classic advice i didnt follow
pick a man with some money
love is love surely you could find a man to love who is rich ..don't ever pick one who is poor ....
go to school .. get a college education degree then you never have to rely on a m a n for anything
you have everything going for you;
you are
smart intelligent
pretty face, good looking, cute, attractive
small waist
nice figure
anger results when i lack control over anything
then i transform that anger into understanding
when i realize i am not in control of certain things
i let it go ..............
then go back to doing things that i do have contol over
Say "you should"
Shoot orders
Criticize
Attack
Destroy anothers work, creation
Condemn values of one
Steal anything
Annoy
Aggravate
Disrupt anyones anything: their routines, space, lives, job, hobbies
Hurt physically, mentally them or theirs
Crowd them out
Talk over
no one hears me
https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=can+you+hear+anything+in+a+vacuum&docid=603540589857347055&mid=85B0C765745DA5B622FA85B0C765745DA5B622FA&view=detail&FORM=VIRE&PC=SANSAAND&ssp=1&safesearch=moderate&setlang=en&cc=US
https://youtu.be/ulqX29oO0zY
Your Daily Quotation:
"Excellence is not a skill. It is an attitude."
-- Ralph Marston
accomplish more doing less
each one does only what their desire is
awareness of tips of iceberg ; the tip reveals the contents
refrain from destructive negative things don't want and be totally aware of it
towards burning desire of needs and wants according to the self
focus; isolation
choose thoughts carefully
discernment with places people activities
https://toxicties.com/stuck-at-home-toxic-person/
STUCK AT HOME WITH A TOXIC PERSON 7 WAYS TO KEEP YOUR SANITY
NARCISSISTS better than everyone else and never wrongs
PSYCHOPATHS cruel, manipulative and abusive
NEGATIVE NANCYS AND DEBBIE DOWNERS the glass is always half empty
COMPULSIVE LIARS can't stop lying and cheating
GOSSIPS judge others behind their backs and spread rumors
MEDDLERS insert their opinion where it doesn't belong
CONTROL FREAKS things have to go their way or else
PERPETUAL VICTIMS owe is me, the world is so cruel
RIGHTEOUS RAGEAHOLICS always angry about something
CONSTANT CRITICS condemn small flaws in others, ignore massive ones in themselves
GASLIGHTERS deny your reality by distorting facts or lying
BULLIES target the vulnerable to feel superior
ATTENTION SEEKRS always have to be the center of attention
PARANOIDS someone is out to get me, trust no one
ADDICTS OF ANY KIND only care about feeding their addiction
