david newman did it to me when i was 4. beginning of my sex life as far as i remember.
after that happened i remember playing with a neighbor girl one time. i went to her house. i told her to put the end of plastic jump rope handle a small tube in her vagina and i put the other end in mine. her mother walked into the living room. i left never went back.
later when i was 9 years old in 4th grade at rushton elementary school
living in mission kansas on west 55th street with my mom dad and 3 little brothers
i molested my youngest brother who was 5. i only did it once. didnt need to do it again. mission accomplished. my brother was scared and had no idea what was going on.
i dud it to my brother due to the neighbor girl telling me you would start your period if you had sex. penis penetration. i wanted to grow up fast and be a woman.
so i bled after i sat on top of him then carefully sneaked to the bathroom to clean myself up
i didnt start my period until september 7, 1973 age 12
since i bled at 9 i believed i was not a virgin. a tainted spoiled ruined little girl. i would have to tell my future husband this. so i told terry jennings the 17 year old who screwed me when i was 15. at least he wore a rubber condom. how considerate.
the sex was terrible. i froze in fear while he got on top. blood came out of me. i cleaned it up. he got off. got up and left the house. no sorry you didnt come, sorry i did nothing to help you enjoy it.
2nd time he screwed me at my house. zipped up his pants. minutes later said i am breaking up with you. no reason given.
next boyfriend i had sex with was a very nice guy. he was 16. i liked him alot but didnt feel strong love. i broke up with him and gave him no reason. he likely made other women very happy. he was married last time i saw his facebook account. she is a lucky lady.
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