Saturday, August 9, 2025

hardest times

 cold winters stuck in here snows cant go anywhere not even a walk. freezing cold to me i freeze half to death fingers swell tips turn red and purple even tho i wear gloves hats 3 or 4 layers of clothes.


being awake is hard. sleep is only true escape.

drudgery all day unless i leave the house

hot summers he is miserable like every other day but worse

he constantly monitors windows doors due to weather outdoor temperature conditions. opening closing windows. air conditioning window units , one in garage. one in my master bedroom, one in living room downstairs. the one in his bedroom upstairs hasnt been used in a few years. he sleeps in the garage on floor under window unit ac instead of his bedroom.

baseboard heaters watch carefully monitor usage. he doesnt want electric bill to go up be high too expensive cost too much

 he cuts firewood burns wood hauling it in the yard in and out of the house all day and night. dragging shit dirt crumbs sticks bugs leaves wood chips into the house from back door thru living room and throughout the house. up and down 3 flights of stairs. tracking crap off shoes and boots daily hourly.

back door opens shuts slams alot. noisy.



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