Thursday, February 6, 2020

Individuality is the least understood fact and cause of most fights, hate, chaos and disruptions. People try to make everyone the same as themselves and it never works. Ever.

Individuality is the least understood fact and cause of most fights, hate,
chaos and disruptions. People try to make everyone the same as
themselves and it never works. Ever.

2-6-2020

There is nothing worse than living with a bitch.

There is nothing worse than living with a bitch.

You could ask my father but he died an early death 17 years ago
from living with a bitch from July 1977 to  January 2003.

Wednesday, February 5, 2020

Manage your money and take control of your life

Manage your money and take control of your life

Money management, budget, saving by less spending
I have learned these things through my life experiences.

Spending less overall
You have everything you need and more in abundance.
You have plenty, extra of everything and enough to share.

Focus more on what I need than what I want
Needs are met, wants are fulfilled

Reorder priorities in my daily life
Feeling good is the first and top priority

Take a walk. Move as you desire. Rest when you need it.
Rest is recuperative and regenerates the soul and cells.

Reduce or eliminate costly unnecessary subscriptions to
anything that does not pay off and is purely for entertainment.
 EG: books, magazines, radio, movie, television, news, newspapers
tip: media items can be had for cheap at thrift stores, garage sales
use free broadcast tv, watch free videos on the internet (youtube)
I love to read, learn, enjoy media in all forms and it is available
for free (within yourself and watching/observing your environment)
in nature, radio, libraries, television, books, music.


Comparative shopping anywhere and everywhere.
Comparative shopping online more often
Comparative shopping with newspapers/circulars more often
Comparative shopping using my mobile phone more often

Using coupons more often
Shopping for sales more often
Making more gifts for family and friends
Traveling less or not at all

Buying more practical gifts or necessities as gifts
Taking fewer shopping trips
Spending less on apparel
Dining out less frequently

Skip the drink, soda, coffee, tea, juice when dining out.
Order water or water with lemon instead.
I learned this in my twenties: sugary drinks add unwanted calories,
restaurants and businesses make a huge profit off of selling beverages
and less profit for food.

Cutting back on “small luxuries” like high-end cosmetics and trips to coffee shops

Shopping at discount stores more often
Shopping at thrift stores more often

Buying more store brands/generic
Advertised brands spend more to advertise and charge more
for their goods. Some generic brands are really the same product
as advertised brands and sell for much less money.

Become more practical and realistic in my purchases



Shop less at enclosed shopping malls and more at free standing stores

Focus more on experiences than on buying stuff

Focus more on local or small businesses

Eating home cooked meals more often

Be more environmentally responsible

Become more conscious about food safety

Become more budget conscious

Have no clothing that requires dry cleaning, starch or ironing

Hang heavy items to dry (blue jeans, blankets, comforters)
Hang lightweight items to dry (lingerie, undies, delicate items)
This saves a lot in energy usage (electricity, gas) and appliance wear
and tear and puts money back into your pocket for free.
You also gain more energy by exercising to do these things.
You can soften up the jeans after they dry but putting them
into the clothes dryer for a few minutes instead of drying them
in the dryer for an hour and a half.

Teach yourself how to cook at home. Most food dishes are easy to make
and are healthier and more economical when you do it yourself.

How easy is it to make a sandwich, a salad, homemade soup, one pot meals,
roasted meat, baked potatoes in the microwave, eggs, a three or four course meal?

Anything already prepared, chopped, seasoned is going to cost you more money
You will pay at least twice as much for the convenience of processed food and
drinks and "save" the time it would take for you to make it yourself from scratch.

Learn how to use spices and buy individual seasonings instead of
prepackaged containers which often contain more salt, msg or other
cheap flavor enchancers than they do actual spices or natural flavors.

Use real baking soda to brush your teeth instead of commerical tooth paste.
It is natural, cheap (50 to 65 cents or so a pound - 16 ounce box) and
for me personally, does not make me feel like puking when I use it.
Mint flavored flouridated toothpaste makes me gag and nautious.
Cinnamon flavored toothpaste or pepsodent does not.

Add real cinnamon and cloves to your tea or coffee. Tastes great,
freshens breath and is good for you.

Ask yourself if it is really necessary to have a new car, diamonds, jewelry,
furs, mink coats, plastic surgery, the latest fashions and clothes, the newest
electronics, fads, gizmos, trends or fancy appliances with features you
really aren't going to use once the newness wears off.

Beauty is about plain, clean and simple purity much like
that of a child. It's not about fancy adornments and showy, flashy items
that often may call attention to your looks but do not make
one look pretty, cute or beautiful.


My uncle in law used to say that some women spend more money
going out the back door that their husbands don't know about while
he, the man, is out there slaving away at his job working hard and
putting in long hours to pay the bills. All the while he thinks he is
earning plenty of money to take care of things and can save/put back
some money but isn't due to the hole in the boat draining
his finances going on behind his back.

2-5-2020










People's personalities remain the same. Pets personality is the same throughout their life.

People's personalities remain the same. Pets personality is the same throughout their life.

Of all the people I have known in my 58 years on this planet
I have realized their personality is the same as it was when I
met them, when I knew them 20, 30, 40 years ago.

The same is true for all pets I have had which includes cats, dogs,
birds, lizards and chamelons.

Experiences and circumstances change but the essence of the spirit is the same
as it was in infancy.

2-5-2020

Tuesday, February 4, 2020

Shoes are foot prisons. My feet want to be free like a bird in a cage.

Monday, February 3, 2020

conquered person once conquered not desired

conquered person
once conquered not desired
naive submissive easily manipulated
 is boring, no longer a challenge because

feigns affection and loss of self
appears to give up identity, individuality
the self is still there hiding and buried
under people pleasing words and actions

follows orders without question
needs direction from outside sources

1-26-2020 
KC Core Chiropractic
TMC Lakewood hospital Kansas City, MIssouri
Dr. Shaffer, woman
flex table, heat gel which burned my back several times, ultrasound device
a small round metal device used on lower back
She pushed with fingers on QL lower back and glutes
pain management only,
she did not push on spine or vertebrae to adjust anything.
What are your goals she asked
I said straighten my back
She said we can't do that
we can offer pain management.
She said they cannot straighten spine.
Surgery would straighten spine.

When I made the first appointment for Jan 23 2020 the woman said
since I had the TMC Gold Card it would be
5 dollars for first six visits, 60 dollars for each visit afterwards.

When I got to the office she said
the charge is sixty dollars per visit
and they are not affiliated with Truman Medical Center
TMC Lakewood and they dont take the gold card discount
as insurance.
Man came out and said go to MO Health net and apply
to see about medicaid and medicare and that
the Truman insurance plan is only for Truman
Medical Center and is not medicaid
which I didn't know. I thought it was medicaid and or medicare.


She handed me a hardship form to fill out and
said it would be whatever I could afford to pay
towards a 30 dollar charge.
She charged me 5 dollars. I will owe 25 dollars

The chiropractor said she wanted me to
come in twice a week for the next month and
I would see one of the several chiropractors there.
I decided not to make another appointment now
since I will be billed 25 dollars for this visit.

My income from babysitting my grandson varies
and can only be 20 dollars a week sometimes.
Sometimes 40, 50, 60 or 80.
It has averaged at 50 dollars a week for the past
year 2019.







Nothing wrong with me. Just not his ideal match. He likes blondes with big tits. But has not admitted it to me.

 All his previous girlfriends were blondes, light colored hair.  All of his sisters bleached their hair a light color blonde with a little b...