Monday, January 2, 2023
Sunday, January 1, 2023
Cleaning person i am is not respected. Treated like dirt and I am the one cleaning up dirt after myself and others
Disrespectful to me
Grandpa, tossed 10 dollars to me after I spent about 4 hours cleaning . Smirks while doing it
At home I don't get paid and don't expect it.
Husband and ex expect me to do it and treat me like shit
John l, total disregard for any cleaning I did 9 years at flea market
Caregiver work I do now and have done is not valued or appreciated from clients customers anyone
They place high value on material things and all things they want completely disregarding me
Son
What do you think you are, a movie star he said today walking thru woods in front of me
I should say to myself, you/i must be a stpuid idiot for ever thinking believing fairy tale lies like toads with warts (or not) can turn into a prince. Stupid for believing a person can change or wants to change and be a nice person displaying common courtesy to all people not just "important" people. And very extremely stupid for thinking if you only love someone they will love you back. Some are incapable of love to begin with; all they want is sex, money and attention with the spotlighf on them at all times.
If they ever do anything nice for another person its begrudgingly done with spite hatred and hell to pay and they expect a payback for anything they do while conveniently disregarding and minimizing anything i have done for them or anyone out of the natural kindness of my heart.
He she doesnt like you Does not respect me. Tolerates, puts up with me
So they can get use and benefits ouf of me for themselves only
They have zero concern for anything about me, disregarding my wishes and literally bashing BASH criticizing things i like and love
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He acts totally different to other people. He doesn't show them his Mr Hyde evil side: the strangers, the neighbors, his family member...
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thinks about momentary things immediate food. instant sex. taking trash out last minute. not wanting to take out trash bag unless it's...