is hyde
must have constant noise
many things
multiple projects
constant activity
control of area people animals things weather
visual stimulus often
is jekyll in public
is unsecure. fear based
conjures fallacies and reasons
has many faces personalities
hates his own reflection
intolerant of mistakes of self and others
hides lots of things
tells me things and people he hates wont tell them to their face
predicts negative outcomes often
sees the dark side
doesnt want strangers public to think bad about him the way he thinks bad of others
ultra sensitive to any stimuli
believes in ufos aliens
seems unaware of effect he has on me not taking responsibility for his words and actions then blaming me for it saying i did something when i didnt
views world as battleground of war
impulsive anxious shaky jumpy nervous
cant stand silence or meditation self reflection
trouble remembering dreams
awakens wakes up quickly
fmo fear of missing out
sympathetic at times zero empathy other times
feeling sorry for something like the weather was bad but not for what he said or did
cant sit still when eating at the table
eats meals and snacks in recliner often
uses single serving alcohol bottles rum whiskey any kind
saves little packets of condiments
makes sure none of my stuff is left in his car truck bedroom any room but mine
likely has sides and life i dont know about
