Silence is Golden. Christmas Day 2025. I have been silent and stayed away from him and him all day while I stay home.

 rick ricky came over so he and mike worked on his truck for hours. i stayed away from both. 

ricky called yesterday on my home phone asking if he could stop by. i said why. he said to see if mike wanted to help me work on my truck. i said, mike is not home.

i said your pattern is you are always close by the house, you call and want to stop by when you want mike to work on your truck. rick said i am not going to listen to this then hung up on me. he quickly followed up with a hateful text message on my cell phone telling me not to bother him again. 

i found some food in fridge, precooked hamburger, lettuce, cabbage, red onion, cheese, a piece of broccoli and bread. took it in my bedroom and ate as i usually do most of the time for days months and years.

i wash dishes in my bathroom sink.

i use my cellphone, tablet and computer in here. i read a book sometimes. i write. i watch tv once in awhile..last night and night before watched some ray bradury theater from free roku tv on my new amazon fire tv i bought a few months ago cheap from best buy

so at the end of the day after midnight he comes into my room asking are you okay you're awful quiet.

quiet is good, i say. 

is there something wrong he asks

no nothing is wrong. 

and he says i know you dont like ricky coming over here. 

i didnt see you eat all day he says. did you eat?

i did eat. i ate in here.

i said i was going to have a snack before bed. then i grabbed my tray next to my recliner chair he just sat in. i had just prepared peanut butter and jelly on bread and a small glass of milk (probiotic, filtered good milk i bought at price chopper that doesnt make me have terrible gas pains and smelly farts)

he finally left after about 3 minutes and went to bed.