Thursday, December 25, 2025

2020 started paying more attention

 watching him

he left his phone one day in april. it started dinging repeatedly. first time i ever picked it up  .. lots of photos sent from clayton. got me curious. what is going on .. what has been happening.  

unlike before where i was just whack a mole on his roller coaster hot cold love hate 

still discovering more

i used to trust him implicitly

more i learn watch remember less i trust

more i learn worse he gets

secretive sly cunning ..more bits of secrets keep coming out.

hidden money conversations assets 

great reasons for his defensiveness angry outbursts threats . not wanting to be open due to shame and guilt.

blaming me for his own self created problems and bad behavior

justifying himself ...some things are a felony like faux or attempted strangulation

threats of bodily harm

actual physical assaults.


accusations




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