it is outward to the public appearing as stable secure.. the front of the house the driveway and vehicles appear neat and clean
he is perceived by neighbors and others as calm normal logical hard worker
inside is chaos disorder lack of his self control around me which I found out is really about him being a control freak over me and desiring control of the world. its not about him lacking self control because he controls his speech words actions quite well around everybody else
he around me shows his true devil colors then changes instantly to the calm nice guy boy next door the second someone else appears
he lacks discipline organization skills. procrastinates indecisive impulsive keeps me out of the loop so i have little or no notice or warning about his plans or when someone is going to show up over here
i wish i knew what he acts like what he does when he leaves here and goes places by himself
the only way i would know is to have a recorder on him where i could see thru his eyes and hear everything said by him and anyone around. the only thing i think that might be able to do that is Ray-Ban glasses i would have set to record at all times
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