Thursday, September 1, 2022

Slow to realize things; me

 Son

Thinks I am trash and anything I have own do think say is trash 

Disrespectful  

Said you're not special. You're not my role model 

Smirks,  skeptical is whatever I say 

Mocks me 

Makes fun of me 

Says I am lying to his son 

Invalidates, minimizes, ridicules, looks down on me  

Spends lots of time with his father on the phone and in person 


I embarrass him 

Spends no time with me during holidays and stays away from / avoids me 

When I am at his house or anywhere else 

 Does not come over to visit with me period 

Is not one it proud of me 

Acts disgusted in my presence 

Probably secretly hates despises me although he said I love you one time 

In August 2022 




Enjoys breaking your train of thought concentration . Narc

 Won't let you finish talking

Asks often unrelated questions while another person is speaking

Interrupts your speech actions activities , will not tolerate being stopped interrupted  


Shocks surprises by sneak attacks... Enjoys scaring you me people.. watches frightened reactions with glee 

Laughs at your suffering, mistakes, falls, lack of knowledge , pain 

Gloats in having knowledge you don't have, feels superior because of this 

Blocks sets up roadblocks, says I told you so, you should have known , you can't do that 

Must have control final say 

Won't tolerate different any thing  

Vain.  

Easily embarrassed.   

Jumps to conclusions. Assumes.  







Chances are good you will find what you're looking for. Seek and ye shall find

Females girls women advice for life from a man

 

Females/girls/women advice for life from a man 


straight talk, out of the mouth of a 61 year old man yesterday I met at a nursing home born in june of 1961


Dress appropriately, covering yourself. Dont show too much

Thinks woman is trying to turn him off seduce him by the way she is dressed, acts, talks

Halter tops and shorts are immediate turn on for him as are bikini swim suits, lingerie, underwear

Don't lean over showing any skin in chest area/breast/boobs/tits

Don't show your ass butt or anywhere close to personal crotch area

Don't hug men/him/males

Don't be too nice, friendly.

Use caution with words: Language shall be polite

He says he is turned on, stimulated very easily by viewing any female or if the person shall come too close and / or touch his body especially in private areas

Says is faithful for 34 years to wife; refuses to allow secumbing to having sex with anyone but wife

This type of thinking totally explains why I have not been taken seriously by man males men ..........this explains a whole lot of behavior that happens worldwide ................



Focuses on the stupidity of designs, things, people, animals. Instead of admitting self stupidity, the other thing is STUPID Narc

Narc fights. The never ending feud battles of forcing oneself upon others.

 One will beat you up and wear you out with stupid. Stupidity beats up intelligence and

wears out the other who participates in endless battles going nowhere.

1. Constantly asking the same questions over and over. daily, weekly, monthly...for years on end.
 Not listening to the answers. Keep asking. 

2. pretending like you or i dont understand to keep the shit going

3. feigning ignorance 

4. "I don't understand" (I can't understand" (common sense things) are frequent statements

and demand an explanation which, of course, the recipient answers and the person keeps saying I can't/don't understand after the other explains in full detail why, who, what, where, when, how... all q's are answered and the narc feigns stupidity

5. Picks, prods, pokes, agitates, aggravates, demands yes or no answers to optional preferences which are individual choices THEN becoming irate if the person says yes or no in a decision that disagrees with what they poking prodding narc asks

6. Statements are ALL or NOTHING so one has no real choice to even think ..forced to believe that one (me, you or I) don't have a choice in the matter. The OTHER option of 
NOT deciding yes or no is not allowed. Violence ensues   "Goddmamit, you HAVE to be on this side or that one, you can't be in the middle and NOT choose one or the other!!!"

7. Keep saying fixed things which are opinions and saying that your opinion is a fact




no arguing with a fool

fools foolish argument is never ending

endless circular going nowhere no resolution no problem is solved. problems continue on and fighting is continual


push one and get resistance bucking fighting arguing yelling 


One has to realize a thing on their own. We you I learn by ourselves. 

We dont need to be pushed, forced and assisted by another.



Sugar in the vitamins ???? GUMMY Gummies gumballs candy flavored ??? Why?

His father dad had ECT shock therapy treatments for schizophrenia

 Electroconvulsive therapy. 1960s 1970s  Joseph Olney stillwell  January 1911 to September