recording in my closet bedroom

floors clean obsession

outward creativity from me cannot happen when i focus on what others are doing and imitate reflect copy them

self propelled focus only way to really get things done 

eliminate outside distractions

he is easily distracted by the outside 

i am aware of it and ignore it

watch observed not absorb

i dont have to watch a video to get into the feeling such as dancing i hear it i dance do not need to watch another dance eat have sex in order to do it i just do as i feel it

as

i dont have to watch someone else eat to get hungry

he does

monkey see monkey do as grandma said