he is a sucker for a pretty face and body and
he is a sucker for infomercials and scams
he sees something someone else has then buys it or gets it for free and does it
he is a sucker for people who appear to be down and out and desperate
he is a control freak and has no control of himself
thinks he can control all people, animals and things with
force physical push manipulation tactics threats punishment
insults criticism focuses on what he thinks my weaknesses,
my mistakes, flaws and faults are
he is stuck at the age 2 or 3 and
thinks he runs the world
in his fantasy world mind he screws any girl he wants,
believes in aliens ufos extraterrestrials, loves politic,
republicans they represent money power and control and black and white thinking
he is impulsive and unpredicatable
he focuses on the weather constantly and will plan his activites
according to the forecast and i will not know what he is going to do
until the last minute or after the fact
he lives in a fantasy world of reincarnation, psychics, mediums, edgar cayce
thinks he looks young and handsome and perfect in reality
his diet loaded with sugar and salt and junk has aged him
and he has a pot belly and sagging face and a mean looking
scowl on his face most of the time
he does all he can to destroy my beauty because that is
my biggest asset of attraction to all people and
i am the hugest threat of all to him.
i could ruin him for the rest of his life and
take everything he has and have him locked up in the psyche ward for the rest of his life
he believes pretty girls get all the perks. any beautiful woman anywhere
the better she looks the more she gets
he resents that fact and does all he can to try to
destroy my beauty, naturalness and happiness
his sister karen was beautiful before she went on meds for
her same paranoid schizo disorder then she gained about 100 pounds or so got fat and ugly and died
in hospital hooked up to all kinds of equipment to keep her alive
he has a penchant and obsession with staring at pretty girls anywhere in person or in
magazines books videos and hides this action from the public
my beauty, love of peace, harmony, order, cleanliness,
calmness, easy going personality..i want to introduce people and
love to see them get along
are reasons he hates my guts views me as a threat to his test of
masculinity and maturity
since he is immature little boy he is not and has not ever been
protective of me and does not want me to dress to look good and
show off my body because then he might have to defend and protect me
from other wolf men which he has never done and will not do
any bad thing that has happened to me he blames me for
incuding me being sexually harassed over the years and any rapes I have endured.
he even said to me "i thought you liked to be raped"
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