sore throat sneezing nose blowing hacking up yellow and green and brown phlegm
went to target this evening. gone about 2 1/2 hours. bought plastic utensil set for 20 dollars. tried on 2 cute pink dresses different sizes. neither fit right at all. bust area way too big for me. could have held a d size cup and i am barely a b.
saw myself front and back in 2 mirrors in dressing room. i could see just how horrible i look. not fat but have severely twisted back with huge hump on left side. the skin is darker over the hump bump. my butt is not firm and shapely. not toned. flabby ass and thighs on legs. tiny tits.
ugly face and short hair. looks terrible.
depressing looking at myself. depressing when clothes shopping. i look bad in most outfits clothes dresses shirts.
there arent many styles i can wear. not like it used to be
i need to avoid tight tops, clingy clothes on my upper body. i always had small boobs and should wear puffy tops with gathering that are loose around bust area. cleavage is almost nil. the only flattering curves are on my butt if i can find a pair of pants that fit right around my small waist.
as long as my cellulite flab on my thighs is there i ought to avoid short shorts or little dresses.
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