Oh it's my skinniness my skinny arms my saggy skin on my arms
It's called sarcopenia old age at 64 . Muscle loss. Inescapable.
I go to the gym work out my arms legs back whole body. But since may 9 when I got sick I have not been able to exercise like was using weights and equipment and have not swam.
120 lbs to 124. 5 feet 3 3/4 inches. Shrunk from 5'6 1/2".
I reminded him again I weighed 118 lbs when I moved in here. Oh he says but you were younger then you've changed.
He doesn't like my change or any changes of any kind.
So I told him he doesn't like the way I look. I don't look like a porn star or like I did. I never had big tits like he wants and I never will
So why would he want to have sex with me. Oh it's because we are married and that's what I am supposed to do. We've done it hundreds of times for almost 35 years. That's one of the reasons I chose him. Sex. But it was his personality that won me over. I could have great sex with lots of guys. Well his true personality came out around the time his mother mom left this house in the summer of 1992. Gradually it has turned into full blown Marjorie the bitch on wheels. And his sister Karen even worse. And his hideous dead brother John and crazy brothers Jerry Bill and Larry.
I said it's not that good anyway. He said would it be better with someone else. I said I don't know. I don't want anybody. I take care of myself and that is fine. I certainly don't want another childish immature male. All they do is cause me problems and make me miserable.
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