You want to harm yourself or someone else.
I am the harm myself suicide type.
He is the harm someone else type. Especially me since I happen to live here and am an easy access target to vent his anger and rage upon the world or any particular person or things he's pissed off about.
I suppose he would be better suited with a woman just like him who will punch hit knock the shit out of him over any little thing.
He gets mad wants to hit punch strangle me or people or animals
I get mad want to burn something or toss it in the trash or destroy myself due to the meanness of other people. I want to cry. Have cried countless times.
He rarely cries. He cried one time when I drew blood on my left forearm digging my fingernails in so hard I have very visible scars. He said he cried when he looked at the little bear I found at Goodwill thrift a couple of years ago and put it in his bathroom next to the bear he gave me back in 1990 or so.
Rarely does he have tears in his eyes. He has blind rage in his eyes most of the time.
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