Saturday, October 3, 2020

Woman leaves a man because of the way he treats her.

Woman leaves a man because of the way he treats her. His money, material things, his hard work, his
good looks or physique, his resourcefulness are obliterated from her mind when he 
acts like an ass by being selfish, verbally/physically abusive and does not appreciate her
like he did in the beginning.  

It is very simple. 2 or 3 year old children know this. 
How and why do adult males lose this childlike knowledge?

This basic reason is why I left the company of any person, male or female
during my entire life.

We desire the company of nice people not nasty ones.


10-3-2020 Sarah Wilson Stillwell
 


"If my back looked like that I'd be whining and complaining and unable to do much of anything"

"If my back looked like that I'd be whining and complaining and unable to do much of
anything", our friend Kirk said yesterday after my husband pulled my shirt up and
showed him my twisted spine. The 38 degree curve. MRI and xrays in April, 2019.

I am 5' 3 3/4" due to spine shrinkage and vertebral displacement and weigh 
125 lbs on average. I am slim. Thank goodness. If I had extra weight to haul
around it would be even tougher and more painful than it is.  

Kirk is a few years older than me. He is very slim and muscular.
He can hang onto a tree limb and support his entire body weight like an ape!

I think Kirk is proud of me. Or just amazed?

I said, "I've been working on this for years and can squat like this (legs spread out
like you are supposed to do when squat outside to go to the bathroom) now. 

I can do the splits! I started out by laying on my back and stretching my legs out. 

Several
years ago I couldn't even squat without falling down.  I am dealing with this and
have learned alot over the years and I choose to do something about it instead of
whine and complain. The doctors (M.D.s) just want to prescribe temporary 
pain medications/ prescription drugs (such as tramadol) for a month, over the counter tylenol/acetaminophen or advil/
ibuprofen which I haven't taken since April, 2009, then they want me to wait
until it gets worse. Until it gets so bad they can cut me open to perform surgery
that would cost thousands and thousands of dollars, putting money in their
pockets and not solving the problem, just making it worse."

Kirk came over so my husband could fix things on his vehicle. We talked about
food, health, nutrition, exercise. Natural things. Remedies. 
He talked about lymphatic massage therapy.  I think he is onto something.

It's about air, water, sunshine, food. Proper exercise. Attitude.
Lifestyle. Nature. Nurture. Moderation. 

What does it take to feel good? It's about doing things you love. Doing the things that make you so happy and joyful you come alive.

What does it take to feel good? It's about doing things you love. Doing the things that make you so happy and joyful you come alive. The whole world sees your joy and appreciates your beauty in your
happiness. Humans and animals desire your company. They want to be around you when you
are smiling, laughing, playful and fun loving.  

You look good when you feel good. 

It isn't about doing something just because you can do it like any robot can.
When I do robot work my mind and spirit wander off into space as I quickly and
efficiently perform the necessary task so I can have more time to really enjoy
myself thinking about and doing what I love to do. 


10-3-2020  Sarah Wilson Stillwell

Friday, October 2, 2020

 I saw true love and admiration in his eyes, on his face a few hours ago. 
You are so beautiful when you do what you love, he said. 
Yes, that is true of everyone, I said.
 Think of something you love to do that makes you feel good, not
just some thing that you can do. Some thing that makes you come alive.
A thought, a thing that makes you happy. 

I am such a lucky man, he said, again.

How can you stay so young?

How can you be so beautiful when most women your age
are overweight and look terrible? He says I am almost 60.. he focuses on
biological age. Not me.
I ignore it.  In my mind I am 27. I am 18.  I am 16. I remember me so well.

I love to dance. I was dancing.  He played George Michael's music
I love it. Prince. Inxs. Robert Plant, simply irresistable.

He made room on the living room floor so I could dance.




Thursday, October 1, 2020

I don't have to explain anything.

A man who loves his mother is a good man. Grandma Sarah's words.

 A man who loves his mother is a good man. Grandma Sarah's words.

Inventions I had. Never got patents.

Inventions I had. Never got patents. 

Vitamin water

Jeans/pants with zipper in middle

Pen/pencil holders to grip and keep from rolling off table/flat surface

Mop slippers

Bottle bags I designed made and sew/sewed in 1991 for the fair festivals civil war reenactments where my mother in law sold homemade root beer lemonade cherry drinks out of old fashioned bottles. bags had to be of the era with no zippers velcro or anything on them. later that year i went into a walmart and saw newly designed bags with zippers and other types of items like plastic 

Neighborhood news letter


someone else took hold of idea filed for patent, trademark, copyright and are credited for these and many other ideas


invent

idea ideas not pursued until completion

broke why am I


Conspiracy theories online: why social media makes them go viral

  Conspiracy theories online: why social media makes them go viral