Thursday, April 24, 2025

I give up labelling

 him. Any adjective i use to describe might be wrong. incorrect  

i have desperately tried to find answers to what he is with labels and categories by symptoms

so i can figure out what to do and help aid . do the right things..so he and i can be happy.

unfortunately nothing i say, not say or do  , or not do,  has made any significant difference in improving him. a team of professionals along with the most powerful "all" some call god are likely the ones who might have the best chance of rescuing him from insanity of him self 

i research physical mental emotional symptoms. attempt to define patterns correlations.

words like narc narcissist npd bully hypocrite misogynist mother oedipus complex madonna virgin whore narrowminded black white all nothing thinking where only good bad exist.

i am exhausted

i get the run around in circles on a hamster wheen going nowhere routine, not workable solutions and answers

confusion chaos. no resolution for problems. continued misery on his part. patterns ingrained ; the neural connectons formed probably during gestation as a fetus. fixed unchangeable by anyone except perhaps himself.

 

 


 

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