wearing long black pants, black dress, black shirt, black baseball hat and black tennis shoes. carrying a black bag with my water bottle in it
trail at parkwood and 98th terrace kcmo 64137
dark no one out there coming driving can see me
i am so tired so exhausted .
thinking about how he hates my guts treats me with disgust.
one man i am was in love with
since may 1987 now i know
he does not love me never did.
surgery doctor appointment july 22 2025. i ask myself why have it. what for? what do i have to live for?
no friends. my friends and family he took over.
how am i going to recover from major back surgery spinal fusion rods and screws in my lower back? no one is going to help or take care of me
life isnt going to get any better.
my purpose is missing. my reasons are unclear. the desire from anyone who wants me around is not there.
no one wants me around.
a career i do not have.
missing me is something no one does
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