people told me i was beautiful, cute, pretty.
shy, introverted. listened more than i talked. quiet. reserved. cried very easily over animals or people i sensed being hurt or died. cried if anyone even looked at me cross eyed mean or talked to me saying mean rude hateful things making fun of me criticising me in any way.
attentive. extremely sensitive. used to massage my grandma's shoulders and neck and feet, grandpa's back, dad's neck, my husband's body.
fun loving. dancing. laughed easily. cracked up over silly stuff. easy going. pleasant. people pleasing. calm. patient. believed in helping most anyone anywhere. too easy pushover. too kind, nice and helpful. willing to give myself and things for free. willing to work for nothing or next to nothing so others can be happy.
TODAY I have become (and it took many years to be this way)
too talkative, too open, revealing, brunt, loud, obnoxious, giving free unwanted advice, revealing too much to anyone and everyone.
aware that being too quiet caused me to get run over and taken advantage of.
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