Friday, October 3, 2025
hours in the kitchen again today
hours upon hours cooking washing about 4 sinks full of dishes 2 loads of laundry
still havent left the house
Thursday, October 2, 2025
Charles Manson traits characteristics he has
watched a video movie last night with lady named diana who described what manson did
striking similarities exist between charles and my husband michael
at first he appears very nice loving sweet kind and gentle
he has beliefs about how women should be, only speak when spoken to, dont do anything without his permission
paranoid the world is going to be taken over by those other than white caucasian people
obsession with fanatical beliefs, michaels is political and forces me to listen to it and watch it
control freak
tries to convert people with his beliefs thru force, putting bumper stickers on his car and truck, writing graffiti on park benches and in the picnic area shelter at cave springs park, making people watch videos online that he watches everyday all day long like x22 report frankspeech mike lindell tv ...he believes he is right wing republican and anyone who isnt and doesnt listen to these news sites is a dumb ass idiot and stupid
Wednesday, October 1, 2025
Lies I believed
sex is love
man of my dreams exists..no it is just a dream
i am beautiful
i am intelligent, "gifted", "special", important, wanted, loved
hard work will get me love, i can earn it by deeds and looking good and agreeing with and going along with other people
people can change
people are good
people are honest
people love me or you for who you are not what you do or can do for them
people are out to help for no reason, no gain, no ulterior motive
people are out for the greater good for all (no, most humans are out for themselves and are self centered eogtistical creatures looking to get what they can from whoever and whatever is around be it attention, goods, gain, money, material things, food, sex, knowledge
iq determines desirability and procreation opportunities. no, it doesn't. it is based upon availability, attractiveness at the time of the encounter, the need for sex at the moment and wanting to get it regardless of the intelligence or material assets/money of the partner/person
if you love someone they will love you back
Nobody I know of wants me happy
except maybe one person, my grandson
the rest either ignore me,
ghost me
stay away
never invite me
do everything in their power to make sure that I am either crying or angry
sad or mad
Maintaining my sanity living with a fanaticm I do it alone
My critical thinking skills, deep interest in human and animal behavior, curiosity, skepticism, practicality and upbringing have kept me alive
Psychologists, mental health pros and helpful people on youtube and facebook have helped tremendously.
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Doctor said I have no cataracts, no glaucoma and no macular degeneration which is good. He said my pupils were well dilated so he did not ha... -
Any person I am talking to immediately diverts their attention to someone else or some animal or some other things in the area. They drop t...
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This is my house. I'll do as I darn please. A ceramic plaque quote on a plate that I have had for over 30 years. Explains me.