Friday, October 31, 2025
Johnny
drug addict
alcoholic
nice boyish childish when sober
psycho abuser when high
made a sandwich out of most foods
52 years old died
born january 1949
beat up every woman he was with or any woman he got angry with
cowtowed to men and police
in and out of jail since he was a boy
thief burglar criminal liar
last time i saw him walking on the street ny super flea in northeast kansas city missouri he told me he had a crush on a 14 year old girl
the desire to copulate still there even tho his body was shot riddled with liver and bone cancer and no way he could perform sexually....the story of male human life..
seeking mating with cute healthy females...always and forever until death
dead at 52 in my sisters house
joyce has his ashes cremated remains in her bedroom closet
Thursday, October 30, 2025
Since I started watching him, paying more attention to what he says and does
the more i realize and remember it has always been this way..i just wasn't paying close attention and i was tolerating all of it and bouncing, reacting like a rubber band
the more i reflect his own words and actions back to him the worse he acts out, the more he denies what he does and projects his behavior upon me
april of 2020 is when a first ephiphany hit me and i started to watch and pay attention more
realizations are more profound every day
it was never love from him since the beginning in 1987
i was too blind too see it
Innocent evil ones
the jekyll and hydes who fake innocence, youth, kindness, sweetness and do the 180 turning quickly into the real evil devil they are when alone in the presence of their victims
i have witnessed this behavior often in others throughout my life
Urge stems from and resides in the body....
like the adolescent animal driven by its hormones and has no control over its urges
if body is healthy enough it will have natural born urges and instincts
sick/sickened, ill physical body can't even contemplate much less perform that act or anything else
Woman who throws herself at a man is a doormat dummy
she doesn't know how the game works
she does not value herself
Be aloof.. grandma said I was and needed to be
never be desperate for anything especially a man's attention, "love" which they are not capable of
They're all looking for the fish that got away.....
the person, woman that got away
he never had her or if he was with her it wasn't for long..maybe she dumped him because he was inadequate
she left an empty spot in his being
a void he feels like he needs to fill
he felt unworthy, unwanted, not good enough
he thought if he worked harder, hard enough, he would get her someday
physical state determines mental state
Wednesday, October 29, 2025
Booklet fulfillment center in the outgoing mailbox today October 29, 2025
he put it in the box. had a prepaid postage on it. i didn't catch the city and state on the address
do not know what it is or what it's for
Tuesday, October 28, 2025
Exhaustion from having to repeat myself and
him repeating himself constantly unnecessarily acting like I cant understand
when he is the one who does not understand
Monday, October 27, 2025
Marry poor man
start from scratch
build up
help him
get kicked in the teeth
replaced by a younger woman
end up poor
i had wrong idea from beginning
i never wanted anyone to think i would marry just for money..and i wouldnt ..
and i could have been with a man who had a lot of money
at least i would have been rich after he dumped me for the other woman
as they all do or want to do....
grandmas advice i didnt take...again
I have been
good for cleaning up other peoples messes
used up like a dish rag
a good laugh laughingstock
maid
hole roll in the hay
mocked mockingbird
doormat
laundress
low paid worker
work for free
ENTERTAINMENT
news. movies. music. sports. religion
cults. groups. organizations. clubs.
books. media
porn industry.
shopping.
Sunday, October 26, 2025
People stuck in the news
Old people it is common to fall into the pit rabbit hole of television, radio, internet. A way to feel like they belong and are in the know. As if they know what is going on in the community and worldwide.
I have seen progression in many I know who fell into the tv. the radio. the internet and never came out
Happens to many tegardless of social status. Low income all the way to the richest person on earth.
Dead neighbors chris, debbie phillips debra wall
aunt ruth. grandma sarah. grandpa leroy mitchell.
live neighbors peter webber, sharon duggan.
john layson lived in the media.
norman rutherford lived alone believed radio broadcaster was talking to him.
lots of people want to be on the news, in the papers, famous,
Friday, October 24, 2025
She smiles with mud or blood on her face and body....
slung crap sheeit all over her
she is in pain emotionally and physically
she keeps going plodding along
enduring it all diligently
turtle shell over her sensitive flesh
Thursday, October 23, 2025
Hope you get your perfect woman
that faked it from the beginning but you didn't find out until it was too late
after you broke your balls to get her you finally got her
for years you will break you balls every day trying to please her and you can't because she is never satisfied with anything you do or anything about you
then after you have her she crucifies everything about you, blocks you from being yourself and doing what comes natural to you.
she is a road block. an egotistic negative skeptical greedy jealous money hungry bitch
her body looks good. she fakes politeness in public to everyone but you
Full time job at home
I dont even have a job earning wages
My entire life job centers around surviving and managing to cope with insanity. an insane person.
Sell a little on the internet Miracle I can do that with his interruptions
interjections orders rules , irregular spontaneous impulsive activities and
the cat all over the house sniffing eating licking drinking ..caught her in my food and drinking off my cups many times. And her scratching her fleas, barfing anywhere unexpectedly, jumping all over, scratching my bedroom door demanding she get in all night
Husband, our cat snd several feral cats. Trying to get deep cleaning done anywhere except in my bedroom is almost impossible with him here.
Manage to keep up with laundry. Normal cooking the way most people do is impossible. I have to work around him. His rules. Use caution making food he doesn't like the smell of.
Eat in the middle of the night at second meal of the day. Dodging him avoiding him and the cat.
Simplifying is what I want so I can do what I want. Write. Artwork. Design invent patent. Roam at will in free time. Photographs. My pictures I need to go through . My journals I need to go thru.
Too many hours spent cooking shopping cleaning washing dishes. Fighting with him many times while I cook clean sort.
Endless spiral arguments dead ends that go nowhere.
He says I argue cause fights because I dont agree 100 percent . He cant have a valid argument because he wont listen to both sides... only one side. His side His opinions, feelings and preferences are facts to him. There's only one way to do things. His way . There is only one way to think. The way he thinks. One reason, his reason. He is unreasonable because he cant reason.
Tuesday, October 21, 2025
He expects me to be ready for what he wants at the drop of a hat
and to think and do exactly as he does whatever he is thinking or doing at the moment
He can't plan anything regarding fun events and if we ever do go somewhere that was planned he is anxious pushy has attitude let's hurry up we will be late and says "You are always late" which is a lie.
He demands things must be done early in the morning and people shouldn't do things at night or in the evening. He maintains false belief that during the day things are safer and better such as burglaries robberies accidents which can happen at anytime of day anywhere.
If I don't agree he calls me worthless, stupid, dimwit and constantly tells me I do not what is going on the in the world. He does not know what is going on within himself and lacks self reflection and the ability to mediate and be introspective. Everything is always someone else's fault. Other people are stupid and to blame and I happen to be the one he blames most things on.
Two days ago he said I look terrible due to losing weight and made several comments about how we used to have sex
Then he blamed my weight loss of drinking coffee in the morning and all day long and me using vapor cigarette. He says tha I USED TO LOOK GOOD. I said, "That is funny because other people say I look good whenever I go out and people we know say I look pretty good. You are the only one that says I look bad."
He takes no responsiblility for his behavior of him daily starting in a yelling complaining session at me every time I get ready to eat a meal. I have told him repeatedly I need to eat in peace not have anyone yelling around me. He continues to do the same things over and over.
I said, "How do you expect me to feel after you call me names and insult me most of the time?"
He seems to have no awareness of how what he says and does affect me.
Sun is number 1. Sunshine is mandatory. Social rules block this necessity.
I have been lacking early morning sun for many years and it has caused the majority of my problems physically thus mentally
lack of vitamin d production cascaded the bone loss, insomnia, undersleeping oversleeping, digestive disturbances, depression, depressive episodes, suicidal thoughts and actions, eye vision problems, pain in my severely curved back/spine, leg pains
uncontrollable crying episodes
inability to maintain regular jobs anywhere
Other people insist I cover myself up therefore I lack getting enough sun on my skin. Society's rules about keeping yourself covered especially women is another major reason. Modesty, chastity issues due to moral reasoning humans have developed. Females in the media tv internet magazines are often shown scantily clothed or nude and this is unacceptable in daily life in the public.
I point out what he says and does and he says I am being nasty
it is because I point out his nasty behavior
He can't stand to hear what he has said and done to me because it is mean and nasty
He is impulsive, one track minded and has difficulty foreseeing predictable events that will happen such as preparing for a trip out anywhere and remembering that hunger will strike and food will be needed
that you need to have a jacket, coat, sweater at all times when you go out due to weather changes and it always gets cooler in the evening
Monday, October 20, 2025
Morning Devils
many people i know who are early risers are also like satan beginning when they wake up in the morning
Sunday, October 19, 2025
In the beginning..
he acted shy as if innocent, easy to control
he is none of those things
directly opposite
If I had knowledge in brains of all people I knew and know
and all that have been and will be...
a wish i had since i was born
fascinated with the vast amount of information people have and how they can remember certain things so well
my father was as alert at 75 as he was at 35. he died at 75 on jan 28, 2003 tuesday. born on july 27, 1927.
lived 27,579 days. 75 yrs 6 months one day.
he had so much knowledge i wish i could tap into his brain memory cells. wish it could have been saved. preserved and accessed somehow .
save the human memories stored on disc or any platform
all i have is my own memory which is faulty failing me sometimes
my dads alertness and lack of alzheimers or other similar conditions amazes me considering his habits of heavy coffee drinking, heavy cigarette and cigar smoking, daily alcohol consumption at night, overeating after age 50, serious health issues diabetes type 2, migraines.
True / many colors he shows to me
many faces not seen by others such as neighbors friends
faces some might be fake colors
The:
innocent sweet young boy face persona
father
dictator
fearmonger
sympathetic one
malevolent
lover
killer
brave
coward
cheater
cheap tightwad
extravagant giver
sage
savant
fool
idiot
dominator
Friday, October 17, 2025
Thursday, October 16, 2025
Wednesday, October 15, 2025
Distractions
Any kind of distraction gets me off course of a need or a goal.
It causes me to lose sight of anything I am doing or want to do.
Keeps me from taking care if bare necessities.
Disrupts my life with chaos. Makes it harder for me to live in a clean neat environment at home or work.
Television, news. media and people dropping by unexpectedly. People dumping their problems and messes upon me.
People with their advice who are not me living in my body or in my situation who think they have all the easy answers to my problems.
Animals.. pets... cats ..any type of pet has a benefit of companionship and disadvantage of being a hindrance in caring for them. Feeding. buying food. cleaning up their messes , having them be in my way when i am walking and doing things.
Every person has ideas on how their life should be and like to inflict their opinions upon me.
I fell asleep in hot tub last night
so tired couldnt even swim
around 7 pm fell asleep no one noticed at community center 730 ish woke up
i could have drowned and no one would notice or care
went to commerce bank earlier before going to center was yawning uncontrollably around 5 pm
when i woke up in hot tub managed to go in a shower before driving home
Dont throw your problems on me
I have enough of my own problems. Some have no solutions.
Back pain, leg pains.
appetite eating disruptions
dead family
no friends
psychotic husband
living in a mess
fatigue is bad and unpredictable
Tuesday, October 14, 2025
I saved old tv guides in the 70s when I was a child
Hoarder. Hoarded. Wanted to save everything as a memento recorded so I could relive memories. One day when I got old I could go back in time and see what tv shows I watched any day of the week.
Magazines. books. clothes. toys. My writings. Documents. School work. Telephone answering machine messages.
Business cards.
Emails. Names phone numbers addresses email addresses, notes about each person customer I dealt with.
Personal letters. Holiday greeting birthday christmas cards.
Music vinyl records then cassette tapes cds movies vhs dvds
Family photographs. Pictures I took at jobs I had schools attended, places I have been, cars and homes apartments duplexes houses I owned or rented.
Monday, October 13, 2025
Went out with girlfriend and sister in law to a bar and didn't drink..1990 or so
I drove my car a dark brown 1972 Plymouth Satellite, to a bar on 40 highway in Independence, Missouri..I think it was Flamingo lounge, now closed and has been for years.
None of us had any money. We ordered water. For a few hours we sat at a table and watched people get drunk.
What fun that was. Some of the most fun I have ever had. Watching to crowd, like at general admission at a KC Royals baseball game.
Two married men were at the bar. They begged us all 3 to come to their house to talk and visit.
I was curious as to why married men would even want to be around 3 strange women much less ask them to come over to one of the men's house.
So I have learned much over the years about this type of behavior. Men desire change of partners often either male or female partners depending on their sexual preferences. Some men seek it out. They are friends with men who do similar things so they think alike.
Some men never act out their sexual fantasies about having all these women either one at a time or multiple people in their sexcapades.
I was always wanting to know why my husband at the time viewed porn frequently and went to strip bars whenever he had the chance. As far as I know, he usually went to these nudie bars with another man, a male friend or a family member. It certainly made me think he was unfaithful and did not love me. He just used me for slavery acts, sex, maid, work, make money, pay bills, convenient companionship.
My grandson Damon
his first fascination was air movement. vacuums. then water. pipes drains.
laundry washers dryers spinning things. grinders. blenders.
currently it is air again. flying things airplanes helicopters
he doesnt seem too interested in fire or dirt earth. closest was sand he used to love to play with.
he is kind and very sensitive. he avoids people that seem loud harsh stern vulgar mean.
Sunday, October 12, 2025
She looks so young like she is 15..
how old is she? 28 on october 13
born 1997
he keeps saying that every time he sees her
one day he will be lucky if he even sees a picture of me
i will not leave any of my photographs here. he will have to rely on his poor memory
he rarely looks at me anyway. would rather watch other people via media and in person
Saturday, October 11, 2025
Power I have as woman not on my money
A poor broke woman has a lot of power
She has what the rich man wants
Friday, October 10, 2025
Wish I would have known when younger a child
1000s of things
addictions are easy to form
personalities are unique to individual and are born that way, unchanging thru life
being healthy, strong, good looking, youthful is essential for survival and procreation; survival of the species
a pig person wallows in chaos and confusion and likes it that way
people have similar or same instincts traits characteristics as many other animals and/or plants or life forms as tiny as an atom
anything witnessed by another is emulated, imitated, judged
your existence, presence, words spoken, actions, creations and destructions are noticed. you are not invisible
people and all life forms come up with creative ways to survive and get what they want
my old age has irregular sleep, eating, weight loss. spurts of energy, many epiphanies
pets are like babies and children. men are often like pets.
a limited vocabulary often coincides with maturity
fools like to invent arguments with no solutions to pass the time
many mechanics few engineers architects
the baby child is tied closely to mom for many years. totally reliant on and scared and anxious when she leaves the room. as child ages it pulls away from mom during the many years from teen to adult. until the end of life when moms memories dominate the mind once more.
Wednesday, October 8, 2025
How am I able to feel cold creeping in
it is 65 outside 73 inside my room. i should be warm but my feet and hands are cold
Knight in shining armor is only a fairy tale lie
appeals to fantasy desire of me and other females
what i was told existed in stories and never found
he is just a dream wish a phantom spider web thin and wispy in the air ..not real flesh and blood but a hallucination a fabrication from someone elses mind filled with delusions ....of grandeur beauty ecstasy safety love perfection...the thing that does not exist..the one thing sought on journey of life at the end of the rainbow ...
the elusive pot of gold out of the genies bottle rubbed by the delicate fingers of many feline females
the reality is that he is a dirty devil wolf loves to capture little beauties and contaminate them qiickly then run off leaving her to fend for herself ...sometimes she ends up preg having to raise an infant she did not expect or produce by herself. he just wants fun for a few minutes self gratification of conquering possessing something beautiful for that moment and not wanting any responsibility of aftermath of what he has done produced created instinctively when he climaxed then suddenly forgot his pleasure just experienced.. he was relieved of his mysterious tension he does not understand and loses interest in her quickly after release of his fluids
she on the other hands bonds emotionally with this physical creature who protested never ending love admiration of her beauty
she always remembers it cant forget
natures tricks that ensure survival continuation of the species
I am woman. Dont have to
compete with anyone
break my back or mind to please
i just need to be me
what i was born to be
Leg spread best exercise for back pain
splits
deep squats legs spread wide open as much as possible . the direct opposite of what we girls are told not to do
a movement supposed to be done solo solitary in privacy no one sees no witness no person observing it
however gymnasts do it all the time
and dancers dancing ...stars and celebs are paid by common public to perform this fantastic fundamental natural feat of the human body
men forbid wives to do it in front of anyone but them because of its powerful force when seen by males
and viewing the form of the behind butt with arched back is sexual turn on instantly to them and we are told not to do it even fully clothed
if i get in these positions it relieves back pain , makes me feel much better
Slow burning simmering anger I have...
finally culminated into realization epiphanies of life that have escalated to the point where my limit has been reached dealing with fools
tolerance level is at zero now
Gary guys obsessed with beauty
two mwen I know with the first name Gary..
one was a photographer i knew back in the 80s and 90s..he was always looking to get the perfect picture of a woman, an image he fantasized about and was obsessed with. I saw him one time in 1993 or 94 when I was talking to Dave Vajdic, the hoarder mess of a man who had buildings full of junk and he drank beer all day long living in the filthy mess he made. Neither Dave nor Gary had a woman in their life as both were undesirable money and material minded slothful fools.
Gary was insulting me by saying I didn't fit the picture of the woman he wanted to take picures of. She would have very long blonde hair and a different face and would be riding a horse just like Lady Godiva, the fantasy story from long ago. As far as I know Gary never found that perfect model subject to photograph and Dave never had a woman in his life. One time Dave told me that if I wasn't with Mike I would be with him. I said "I wouldn't be with you if you were the last man on earth. I'd rather be by myself."..... He was such a dirty pig with hair unshaven all over his face..long icky moustache and nasty hair on his head.
The other Gary I know is pretty old now. About 67. He is obsessed with a 28 year blonde girl young woman who lives in Russia. He says he talks with her over the internet and supposedly she is not after his money. I said "She is quite young and beautiful, her whole life ahead of her. Do you really believe she is interested and in love with you? She will probably want children and a family and it is doubtful you can provide that."
He responds with "It's okay to dream isn't it?"
This Gary is a film movie freak obsessed with the media and says he has written books and produced films and the like. He loves hollywood and stars. The first time I met him was at a neighbors July 4 party and he was being very nice to me, staring at me as if he had fallen in "love". He was not attractive then, being overweight, fat and flabby and greasy looking face. Last time i saw him he had gained even more weight, fat belly and said he was working on his diet and exercise hoping to trim down that stomach and be healthier.
Sunday, October 5, 2025
Every man in my life is a real mess/ some I knew in the past were the same
impulsive, disorganized, can't plan anything
angry, self centered
work hard physically but not mentally
eat any kind of food laying around
spontaneous
unclean
doesn't want to clean his room, space, areas
will not listen to me or anyone else
immature. childish
wants cake and eat it too
will spend large amts of money on frivolous stuff for self and save up for large expense like a car or truck or big job on the house
does not seek help and advice much from anyone else
asks silly questions
have to repeat myself constantly
foolish
runs himself ragged working too hard for money
avoids going to the doctor
asks for help from me then turns it down not listening to what he needs
acts stupified over why his life is such a mess..cant keep a job, cant get along with people, cant get or keep a woman around
says i dont i cant understand often over the simplest of things
calls me a bitch and has zero understanding as to why i am frustrated which is directly due to his pig like and dog like animalistic neanderthal behaviors
will not work on himself, changes nothing about his words or behavior
thinks he knows how to fix others and gives silly advice often
lives in the dark in closed up house piles of stuff and junk all over the place
touches all kinds of things with dirty hands
one sneezes outward into the room does not cover face or sneeze into elbow
blows nose at the table while eating
picks nose when he thinks i am not looking does not wash hands
rewears stinky filthy clothes underwear socks shirts jeans pants
does not air out stinking shoes boots
currently alive in my life:
mike/michael
kirk, tony, william, darin
ricky, ed (2nd husband)
steve josey,
dead ones:
john layson former co worker friend 2000 to 2023
perry montgomery 1st husband
john wilson, jr brother
jack wilson brother
jerry /gerald wilson, brother
jerry/gerald stillwell, brother in law
john lee stillwell, brother in law
Saturday, October 4, 2025
Truths. Will it set me free?
History of my life reveals I have been the second choice, the last chosen , used for sex, convenience, as a roommate.
The ethical dependable one
Paid very little money at all jobs and I have had a lot, done many kinds of work.
Partner and previous spouses boyfriends, associates, encounters have paid me very few compliments, shown minimal appreciation and attention as a person. The attention given is solely based upon what they can use me for ...Do this. Do that.
Friday, October 3, 2025
Grandma said he needs to know other men find you attractive
one of the last words she had for me. she said it standing in my driveway that day she popped in unexpectedly. she was about 85 years old at the time driving a red pontiac fiero car she and grandpa had bought brand new.
she had really wanted a corvette. the fiero was similar and cheaper.
Thomas Wright Tom
Thomas Wright Tom
born in december about 5 years older than me. sagittarius sun sign.
last time i heard from him was about 2014. he had ordered a nancy sinatra cd from me and never got back with me on it. a few years ago i called him numbers they were disconnected. i called the lawn mower repair shop he had worked at. the man said tom had gotten sick diabetes and had to quit.
he ordered lots of things from me so i could earn money
customer met at super flea until i left there in september 2008
had me clean his apt in independence and he was a minimalist..was not much to clean as he tossed most of the things he had
basics in his place; tv, two recliner chairs in living room, movies to watch, bed and dresser in his bedroom, clothes
grabbed me when i was in the bathroom cleaning and said you are beautiful look in the mirror always remember it!
worked at lawnmower repair shop
drank a 2 liter of coca cola daily straight from the bottle
drank whiskey out of the bottle also and i never saw or heard him drunk intoxicated
ate lots of pizza and junk food
very large fat belly
only made a physical pass one time but did not try to rape me
gave me money for gasoline and cigarettes
filled my gas tank
took me to dinner at nice restaurants like he took his mom mother to such as ruby tuesdays and red lobster
bought health care items for me like the time i had a really bad ear infection from swimming at longview lake
would call just to talk to me and see how i was doing
he told me when he was young man he worked at a place with a bunch of guys
and girls would come in there to service them he did it took advantage of them
and felt bad now as he got older about what he did.
he did not love or care for them just used them for sex
so being nice to women now is kind of a payback
asking for forgiveness of the way he treated females along time ago
he was single never married that i knew of had no children kids
all he knew how to do is go to work at a lawnmower repair shop, feed himself
a bunch of fast easy food from restaurants.
he did not cook and had no interest in doing so
he would drive all the way over here to my house and sit in the driveway
talking to my husband. once he said one of his old female friends called him
and she came over strictly for sex. his words did not phase my husband. my
husband did not care that i went over to tom's place and cleaned or that tom
bought me dinner many times and was giving me money, filling my gas task and buying me cartons of cigarettes and calling me on the telephone just to talk to me. he probably didn't care because tom had a hugh fat stomach like a santa claus
another guy who pursued me....and never got me
hours in the kitchen again today
hours upon hours cooking washing about 4 sinks full of dishes 2 loads of laundry
still havent left the house
Thursday, October 2, 2025
Charles Manson traits characteristics he has
watched a video movie last night with lady named diana who described what manson did
striking similarities exist between charles and my husband michael
at first he appears very nice loving sweet kind and gentle
he has beliefs about how women should be, only speak when spoken to, dont do anything without his permission
paranoid the world is going to be taken over by those other than white caucasian people
obsession with fanatical beliefs, michaels is political and forces me to listen to it and watch it
control freak
tries to convert people with his beliefs thru force, putting bumper stickers on his car and truck, writing graffiti on park benches and in the picnic area shelter at cave springs park, making people watch videos online that he watches everyday all day long like x22 report frankspeech mike lindell tv ...he believes he is right wing republican and anyone who isnt and doesnt listen to these news sites is a dumb ass idiot and stupid
Wednesday, October 1, 2025
Lies I believed
sex is love
man of my dreams exists..no it is just a dream
i am beautiful
i am intelligent, "gifted", "special", important, wanted, loved
hard work will get me love, i can earn it by deeds and looking good and agreeing with and going along with other people
people can change
people are good
people are honest
people love me or you for who you are not what you do or can do for them
people are out to help for no reason, no gain, no ulterior motive
people are out for the greater good for all (no, most humans are out for themselves and are self centered eogtistical creatures looking to get what they can from whoever and whatever is around be it attention, goods, gain, money, material things, food, sex, knowledge
iq determines desirability and procreation opportunities. no, it doesn't. it is based upon availability, attractiveness at the time of the encounter, the need for sex at the moment and wanting to get it regardless of the intelligence or material assets/money of the partner/person
if you love someone they will love you back
Nobody I know of wants me happy
except maybe one person, my grandson
the rest either ignore me,
ghost me
stay away
never invite me
do everything in their power to make sure that I am either crying or angry
sad or mad
Maintaining my sanity living with a fanaticm I do it alone
My critical thinking skills, deep interest in human and animal behavior, curiosity, skepticism, practicality and upbringing have kept me alive
Psychologists, mental health pros and helpful people on youtube and facebook have helped tremendously.
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This is my house. I'll do as I darn please. A ceramic plaque quote on a plate that I have had for over 30 years. Explains me.