Sunday, October 5, 2025

Every man in my life is a real mess/ some I knew in the past were the same

 impulsive, disorganized, can't plan anything

angry, self centered

work hard physically but not mentally


eat any kind of food laying around 

spontaneous

unclean


doesn't want to clean his room, space, areas

will not listen to me or anyone else

immature. childish


wants cake and eat it too

will spend large amts of money on frivolous stuff for self and save up for large expense like a car or truck or big job on the house

does not seek help and advice much from anyone else


asks silly questions

have to repeat myself constantly

foolish


runs himself ragged working too hard for money

avoids going to the doctor

asks for help from me then turns it down not listening to what he needs


acts stupified over why his life is such a mess..cant keep a job, cant get along with people, cant get or keep a woman around

says i dont i cant understand often over the simplest of things 

calls me a bitch and has zero understanding as to why i am frustrated which is directly due to his pig like and dog like animalistic neanderthal behaviors


will not work on himself, changes nothing about his words or behavior

thinks he knows how to fix others and gives silly advice often

lives in the dark in closed up house piles of stuff and junk all over the place


touches all kinds of things with dirty hands

one sneezes outward into the room does not cover face or sneeze into elbow

blows nose at the table while eating


picks nose when he thinks i am not looking does not wash hands

rewears stinky filthy clothes underwear socks shirts jeans pants 

does not air out stinking shoes boots





currently alive in my life:

mike/michael

kirk, tony, william, darin

ricky,  ed (2nd husband) 

steve josey,


dead ones:

john layson former co worker friend 2000 to 2023

perry montgomery 1st husband

john wilson, jr brother

jack wilson brother

jerry /gerald wilson, brother

jerry/gerald stillwell, brother in law

john lee stillwell, brother in law




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