I dont even have a job earning wages
My entire life job centers around surviving and managing to cope with insanity. an insane person.
Sell a little on the internet Miracle I can do that with his interruptions
interjections orders rules , irregular spontaneous impulsive activities and
the cat all over the house sniffing eating licking drinking ..caught her in my food and drinking off my cups many times. And her scratching her fleas, barfing anywhere unexpectedly, jumping all over, scratching my bedroom door demanding she get in all night
Husband, our cat snd several feral cats. Trying to get deep cleaning done anywhere except in my bedroom is almost impossible with him here.
Manage to keep up with laundry. Normal cooking the way most people do is impossible. I have to work around him. His rules. Use caution making food he doesn't like the smell of.
Eat in the middle of the night at second meal of the day. Dodging him avoiding him and the cat.
Simplifying is what I want so I can do what I want. Write. Artwork. Design invent patent. Roam at will in free time. Photographs. My pictures I need to go through . My journals I need to go thru.
Too many hours spent cooking shopping cleaning washing dishes. Fighting with him many times while I cook clean sort.
Endless spiral arguments dead ends that go nowhere.
He says I argue cause fights because I dont agree 100 percent . He cant have a valid argument because he wont listen to both sides... only one side. His side His opinions, feelings and preferences are facts to him. There's only one way to do things. His way . There is only one way to think. The way he thinks. One reason, his reason. He is unreasonable because he cant reason.
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