the more i realize and remember it has always been this way..i just wasn't paying close attention and i was tolerating all of it and bouncing, reacting like a rubber band
the more i reflect his own words and actions back to him the worse he acts out, the more he denies what he does and projects his behavior upon me
april of 2020 is when a first ephiphany hit me and i started to watch and pay attention more
realizations are more profound every day
it was never love from him since the beginning in 1987
i was too blind too see it
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