I noticed a dramatic change in myself when puberty began
I noticed it in one particular girl at a place I used to work. Don't know her name but I know her family from a distance. As a little girl she was reflecting the straight face of being emotionalness, a blank stare that both her parents had. Her parents being serious, stern, all business like.
She began wearing the head covering which girls wear when they reach puberty, have menses, monthly periods, bleed, are fertile and ready to become preg/pregnant. It is the practice of that religion; a warning that the girl is now able to conceive.
Her face and attitude completely changed when she became fertile.
The cute look, the face cocked to one side often when she was silent or talking. The sweet smiles. Friendliness. Glowing beauty. Pretty. Prettiness.
She smiles. The sweet smile people love to look at, to see. They wait for it. They try to get me to smile often, attempt to get anyone especially a pretty girl, to SMILE!
The "girl", girlie look.
Sweetness. Innocence, playfulness. Full of life.
Ready to mate, to bear children, to play. Be happy, joyful. Produce offspring.
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